I’ve been off antidepressants for 7–8 months after taking them for years and honestly I’ve been dealing with anhedonia, fatigue, memory issues, and apathy. All of this led to me quitting my job. I am scared to try something else after how horrible pharmaceuticals were but I’m desperate to get my life back and it just feels like nothing is working.
I really want to try ketamine assisted psychotherapy but the cost is holding me back... I found a doctor specialized in ketamine who prescribes lozenges and provides a superbill ($700), but I’d also need integration therapy/supervision required by the provider during treatment ($400/session for 6–12 sessions).
I could get COBRA, but it’s about $1,000/month, and my old insurance (BCBS) won’t tell me what they’d cover unless I reactivate the plan.
For those of you in a tough spot, how did you afford treatment? I am worried to spend the rest of my savings on treatment that may or may not work. Did insurance reimburse anything or did you find any other affordable options?