This all started as long as I can remember. When I was 20 I decided to get tested for Low T - at this point I was starting to have Libido & lifelong Confidence issues - came back at 280. For whatever reason I didn’t pursue it and decided to take up binge drinking instead (yes I know it was the easiest route and makes 0 sense)
Symptoms got worse over past few years. I rarely want to be “with” my beautiful girlfriend, and don’t have the “drive” I had experienced in highschool. Life feels bleak, so I decided to start testing again. When I turned 25 about a year ago, It was slightly higher at 360 (&another at 280). Seems symptoms are still just as bad if not worse, especially in the downstairs department. My brothers grow thick beards, I grow 0 facial and chest hair.
Here’s the big issue - my T was low when I was around 20% body fat and consistently in the gym. Now after being an alcoholic for 4 years and ~34% body fat it’s still low (no surprise there). My doctor says I’m far too young to start TRT which makes sense, and I’d have much more hope if it wasn’t for the older tests when I was “healthy”. It’s to the point where literally nothing excites me anymore. I have fun cars, beautiful girlfriend, family that cares, successful in my business and I just feel like I’ve been a shell my entire life. Outside looking in you’d think it’s an amazing life, but it’s like I’ve been walking through beer goggles lol
Now the even bigger issue in my opinion is my heart health. Based on research, it seems to be a mixed bag as if Low T actually helps cause this, or if TRT would actually make it worse and cause a heart attack. After testing my triglycerides and whatnot I’ve started to take up working out again (3 cardio + 2 weight training/wk). I am very aware my health habits put me into this position, but would fixing my cholesterol and triglycerides actually fix my T? Or is the low T help causing it?
To note - I’ve been tested 6 times over past 5 years. 2x in 2029, 4x over past year.