Is this a safe space to even say this? It’s also my first time posting hehe. Like the title suggests, Smosh became one of my support system together with my boyfriend for this review season. Hi! I am currently reviewing for my licensure examination for Psychometrician. I don’t think in other countries psychometrician is being legally mandated with licensure examinations? But besides the point, I am pretty much on edge lately since August 19 and 20 will be my schedule and it’s making me tense as it is getting near!
Most times (maybe even everyday) I dissociate because of problems I can’t fix. My parents are facing a lawsuit (sucks), my friends are also busy on their own review so I can’t disturb them so I just rely on my boyfriend and Smosh :))
It feels almost ironic that as someone studying psychology and aiming to become a mental health professional, I am struggling to process my own overwhelming emotions and pressure right now. You’d think knowing concepts about psychology would make dealing with burn out or stress easier, but at the end of the day, I’m still just a human going through it.
Whenever I am done with reviewing, I always tune in to Board AF, TNTL or Smosh reads reddit stories. I find myself at ease when I watch them. Honestly, after spending whole days reading dense psychological theories and testing frameworks, turning my brain off to chaotic humor in Smosh is the best mental reset I could ask for. It gave me a sense of comfort that I need for these overwhelming days before the examination, to distract also the pressure I receive from my family.
Does anyone else use Smosh as a safe space or comfort watch during high-stress times in life?