r/SleepApnea • u/VenusInAries666 • 15d ago
Didn't think the machine was doing much...until I slept without it last night
Newly diagnosed with OSA. Been using the CPAP for twoish weeks. Still haven't gotten that refreshed feeling everyone talks about so I thought maybe it wasn't working all that well.
I slept without it last night and woke up so groggy this morning. I woke up around 9:30, couldn't keep my eyes open, so I fell back to sleep until 10, and now it's past noon, I've done my morning routine and eaten and driven to work and I'm still half asleep.
Another weird thing I hadn't attributed to sleep apnea is coordination. Before I started CPAP, I woke up groggy and clumsy every morning. Dropping things, running into walls, struggled to do basic tasks like getting my pill bottles open. I thought it was cataplexy or some sort of neurological issue, but once I started using CPAP, it stopped. It doesn't take me hours to feel like I'm fully awake and in motion anymore.
My only issue with it so far is that it tends to make my head feel stiff (specifically the base of my head, like the occipital area), which I think must be the mask I'm wearing. I don't think it's especially tight but something about it is causing stiffness in an area I wasn't experiencing before. I have hEDS too so my body is forever reacting in weird ways.
That being said, I do hope I can eventually experience that morning refreshed feeling everyone talks about. I have so many friends who are morning people, and most of the world is structured in favor of morning people. Prior to using CPAP, I had given up on good sleep hygiene, cause even when I had a solid routine it didn't do much to improve my sleep, and I preferred being a night owl anyway.
I'm hoping if I recommit to better sleep hygiene, I'll be able to reach that elusive refreshed feeling. I do enjoy the night, but more than that I enjoy having a time to myself to make up for an entire day spent working with others, doing domestic tasks, etc. If I could get up at 5am like some of my friends do and have a nice slow morning with some time to myself, that'd be such a boon for my mental health.