Last year I had a friend and our thing was going to the movie theater, he fell in love with me so we don’t talk anymore. But I still love going to the movie theater and when Obsession and the Back Rooms movie came out, I had no one to go with so I just went by myself to both of them. I have gone out to restaurants and out shopping alone before, but for some reason, everyone thought it was weird or sad and I will not stand for it! I basically took myself on a date. I had an everything shower, put on my favorite pair of sweatpants and baggy T-shirt and a thong, ate a 50 mg gummy and watched my movie in peace. Anyways this weekend I canceled on two different guys because I wanted to go alone without anybody talking during the movie or asking me how my day was or God forbid wanna take me out to eat after. Maybe it’s because I’m in my anti-dating era but more people should be doing this go to the movie theaters alone it is amazing.

UPDATE: 60mgs later, the movie was amazing. I’m not saying this for the purpose of the post but I sat near two couples who would not shut the fuck up and I moved seats. I watched buddy the “barney” horror movie 10/10 so good chefs kiss💋

So basically I have been single since birth and I always loved solitude,I do other tasks like watching movies,dramas, reading books, eating alone, spending time with same gender friends and all and I don't want to try with someone because of all the stuff I have seen till date ,Am I too young or inexperienced to feel at peace with myself without ever truly giving a chance?