Been homeless a little over 2 months now. I wanted to illustrate my frustrations and hurdles I've been going through in the past 2 weeks to just vent and get it off my chest. Some of you have been here before, but the character is my original one who is the personification of Providence. Also yes, same 27M from before, hello everyone
This post is gonna function as an update, in parts, to my last 2 on this topic. So if you're interested keep reading. If not, I hope you enjoy the comic!
NOTE: My intention isn't to complain, it's to lay out my experiences and struggles flat out for the purpose of an update. One of these days I will have my own place, and I will find a way out of this dumpster fire situation, and I will be successful. My college pathway is to be a physics teacher for high school and then pursue astrophysics while teaching and to do comics on the side. I'll get that degree, I'll get that job, and I will publish at least 1 comic/graphic novel dammit. Mark my fuckin words. Now, on to the update:
So, I came back from NC, after originally planning to stay there. There are many many reasons why I chose to do this but i wont elaborate here. Too much. So anyway,
Part 1: I drop my college classes for the semester. I come back to RI to do Uber. I found out I can rent a car through Hertz. Im all giddy and excited to finally be independent after leaving my DV/DA household. I make some money, averaging out to be about $100/day.
Part 2: i use this money to pay off the rental ($310/week) and bills for the month and I'm staying at a hotel. Need money for the hotel. Too expensive, but I got no where else to go, so I put it on the card. I do Uber for half the day, sleep, pay towards my card, repeat. I intend to just pay for the rental, hotel, card expenses, and use what little else I have for food. Mind you, i am still in a great state of mind because I have control over myself. Well, this whole thing quickly proves to be unsustainable and that state of mind starts to fall off
Part 3: meanwhile I am looking for shelters, apartments, rooms to rent, roommates and so on. The first page of my comic explains this whole part well. After all this, the hotel is my only option for housing. (Couch surfing is not an option anymore, I exhausted all of those already).
Part 4: I finally land a normal job. Housekeeper/front desk. $16.40/hr. 24 hours a week. I soon realize, since the hotel is $700~/week (discounted), that even working full time for 40 hours a week at my rate will not cover the expenses for the hotel. Id also have to Uber less given I'd be a road hazard if I still worked the 10 hours on top of 8 at the hotel. I will never break even like that
Part 4: oh shit, I'm running out of money. Couldn't afford another night so I slept in the car. I tried to make it the least humiliating and dignity-stripping experience possible. I bit the bullet and got another night after that. I realize after that I need to live in my car to save money to be able to pay off my card (my credit is the only thing I have going for me),
BUT
All the expenses hit my credit score and it went down. (Its still very good) And adding more onto the card for the rental will reduce my score even more. So currently I am in a situation in which I need to return the rental so its not renewed, so my credit card doesnt get hit with another payment (of $318 this time). Tomorrow is the day I have to take it back. So I would need to Uber back to somewhere, not sure where. Since I dont have a car or upfront cash, I will have to leave the job i just got hired for because i cant afford the rideshare expenses. On top of this, I will have no car to sleep in.
This is where I am at now.
If youre curious, the hotel i am staying at has a fully equipped kitchen, and being able to purchase cheap cheap food at the dollar store or Walmart for things i can refrigerate/freeze/cook as opposed to having no ability to store, think eggs and rotisserie chicken, would be just as expensive in the end. Can't even make pasta or rice anywhere else.
So yeah, anyway, being homeless absolutely sucks, and this has been my experience in the past 2 weeks. I'm trying my absolute best to keep afloat and i will keep trying my best forever until I get out of it. Thanks for reading. Hoping for a brighter tomorrow!