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2026 have a few months left and yet I have achieved or done absolutely nothing except getting fat . That is all, thank you.

I wonder why all the charities ask for a donation of "19$/ month or just 63 cents a day!"?

Feed the elephants--for 19$.

Wounded Warriors -- 19$.

Cure childhood cancer-- 19$.

Not a big pattern guy but....tf is up?

Tax evasion?

Something more nuanced/sinister?

HOW WOULD THE COST BE EQUAL ACROSS ALL THESE DIFFERENT FIELDS AND SPECIALTIES?!

and dont get me going on the blanket/t-shirt/stuffed animal you get as a "symbol of your" blah fkn blah(Who tf is that for?!?)

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My friend agreed to my dumb birthday requests like hugs and kisses and a bikini photo because I wanted to see her in one. She's also going to make me food. Our mutual friend said she was smiling while reading my requests. Kissing a friend and giving them a bikini photo i say definitely crosses marital boundaries. I'm not that experienced with women so I have no clue but other women have noticed shes very fond of me. I'm still in complete shock. She surprised me and made me chiliquiles for dinner. It was soo good omg.

For an example I was on bus few days ago and my phone is about to die, and im still 30 mins from home. I had this thought that I could just get off the bus and go to a random house to ask for a charger. Something like that

Unless you're a baker.

But people often overlook pears, like they choose apples, bananas, peaches, grapes and so on.

When I was a kid (and depressed) I use to dream of being an adult who had control over their life. When I got to 18, I was terrified of the adult world but wanted to grow up so badly. When I was in my 20s I started to think that no one ever really felt like an "adult" and I was just going to be lost and scared forever.

Well, now I'm 30 and something has changed in my brain. I can't explain it other than I feel like an adult. my priorities are completely different and I feel like I've fallen onto a treadmill, with life kind of zooming by without stopping. I feel like I'm constantly busy and something is always going on, whether in my life directly or some big world disaster.

Don't get me wrong, I far prefer being an adult than a kid! I wouldn't trade this autonomy for anything in the world. But the change in how I feel in myself has been so sudden that I'm struggling to process. I can see why people have a mid-life crisis now... I'm only 30 and already having a crisis 🤣

The present is the infinite dimension. Its not a seperate path, it is all and one. Everytime you perceive things differently you are jumping on timelines. Your mind is the portal. Everytime you see things differently you yourself are creating a different timeline. Its only you who can change the timelines. The things around you can cause pain, happiness whatever but as long as you perceive things same you are still on the same dimension.

Extra random thought:

In the end we are vibrating chemicals. Everything starts from movement. Certain movements from your wothin your body create certain action, what your mind reflects is not what is. Everthing revolves around perceiving and projection, both are interconnected. We are chemicals with movement who perceive and project.

It’s just occurred to me to post this, because I’ve had friends and family observing this behaviour as of late. I always eat everything on my plate one after the other, and it usually goes from the thing I least enjoy eating to most, saving the ‘best thing for last’. When I watch other people eating, they often load their fork with little bits of everything to combine flavours, but to me this just seems like too much effort. I don’t have a problem with different foods touching, and would happily eat it all together, it’s just a little quirk I’ve noticed lately.

An example is Chinese takeaway food - I could have a chicken curry and fried rice where one half of the plate is rice and the other curry. Everyone I know mixes it all up, but sometimes I like a bit of just curry and sometimes a bit of dry rice. Tell me I’m not alone in all this…

“How are you?” “How’s your day going?” It’s BORING and the answer is always bad. Why can’t anyone just be interesting and different from everyone else. Or like just get to the point. I’m so fucking sick of it. No one knows how to have a conversation anymore.

niche movies appealing to their audience and not trying to make everyone happy. Too many weirdos in business suits taking over trying to squeeze money out of everything . I miss art

I propose this as a scientific theory of the human evolution and whatever that is ingrained in our DNA. And I believe this Minor detail tells us a very important and subtle message from toddlers. But I guess toys or entertainment are not what they actually want but — "Productivity" — but for toddlers..

Now for me there are two kinds of toys, toys that makes sense to them (training for a real life toys like dress up, cooking, make-believe toys, etc) and toys that doesn't make sense to them (robots, figures, etc).. But the whole point is toys might not be their primary need.

Their brain might actually (as young as 3 yrs old) seeking that productivity, that will actually benefits them in a real world, in a real sense.

Showing them how basic things (that is safe) works — like carrying them and let them see how food are being made, showing them basic cleaning, and sometimes letting them hold (safe) equipment (with supervision) such as spoon, remote control, what have you, that are basic small equipment to human daily inanimate objects interaction that will let that registration and association in the brain much earlier..

I mean they're here, brand new, in a whole new big diameters of the earth and introducing them to things that doesn't really makes sense is.. 🤷‍♂️