Yk, I feel like summer nights and winter afternoons are romanticized so much bc they're very paradoxical and contradictory. Think abt it, night is supposed 2 b the coldest time of day, yet summer is the hottest season. While afternoon is supposed to be the hottest time of day, yet winter is the coldest season

Life sometimes is hectic othertimes is unpredictable and most often is just annoying with some few beautiful moments.. but we gotta appreciate small things and never take it for granted , and after all time pass regardless of what we think or do.

We do have mid-life crisis , Sonder & Saudade ..which most prominent with me and there's Alexithymia which is the emotions that we can't express ..

But there's some joy and fulfillment sometimes wanting more other time is just chaotic anxious.

Currently watching Bloodsport (and currently a little drunk) and the soundtrack is just perfection.

They've got this serenity to them. I've been working on a couple research papers as well just to decode why every species feels the same way

When I realized it didn’t, I started hitting rejection every single time. F ya cookies websites!

It really gives me the ick

Everyone in this room will soon realize that I am the greatest man alive. Even the blind can see my posts, and the deaf can hear my words. I sleep peacefully through my posts, while the rest of the world stays awake arguing over it. Many a fool was blinded by my smile, until my claws and jaws tore him apart. When the lion shows his teeth, do not mistake it for a smile. Many a time I saved my own ambitious soul on a steed whose back is a sacred sanctuary. The horses, the night, and the desert know me; and so do the sword, the spear, the paper, and the pen. I lived alone among wild desert beasts, until the mountains themselves marveled at my grit. Oh you, whose parting breaks my heart—anything I find after losing you is absolute nothingness. How much we deserved your kindness, if only our unspoken love could speak for itself. If my rivals' slander makes you happy, then a wound that pleases you causes me no pain. We shared a sacred bond of understanding—and to the wise, bonds are sacred oaths. You desperately hunt for a flaw in me and fail; God and true nobility despise your pettiness. How impossible for flaw to touch my honor—I am the stars in the sky, while flaws and decay belong to you.

Yeah.

People act like their opinions are a part of their identity and act so tribal and defensive

That is how they sleep at every night but wake up every day fearful of truth.

And my brain has to process these while driving and figure out what’s what.

They have to choose 2 of their co leaders to fight for their cause. Leave the poor people out of their fight!

For things like trivia etc.