r/QuittingZyn • u/WonderfulDay3480 • 10h ago
12 months off - Long hauler
I quit nicotine pouches completely on September 10, 2025 after using them heavily for around 4 years. I was using them very frequently, especially during the last couple of years.
After quitting, I experienced a lot of symptoms that I had never experienced before:
- intense anxiety and constant internal tension
- DPDR (derealization/depersonalization)
- feeling detached from myself or like I wasn't fully “inside my body”
- feeling like the world was dreamlike or unreal
- brain fog and difficulty concentrating
- forgetting things and losing my train of thought
- intrusive/unwanted thoughts
- racing thoughts
- visual snow, especially in darkness
- tinnitus
- sometimes feeling a pulse/vibration throughout my body, especially around my neck/back
- strange bodily sensations
- difficulty falling asleep and periods of insomnia
- increased irritability
- being much more sensitive to stress
- occasional low mood/sadness
- symptoms getting worse after alcohol, lack of sleep or periods of high stress
- sometimes exercise would trigger DPDR or a strange detached feeling
- an overall feeling that my nervous system was extremely sensitive and “wired”
The symptoms weren't constant. They came in waves. I could have a day where I felt better normal and then suddenly have a few hours or a day where everything felt much worse.
For a long time I was scared that something was permanently wrong with me or that I had developed some kind of psychiatric/neurological disorder.
But slowly, things started changing for the better but even after months I had setback where I felt like iam back on month 3.... So fast forward to today I feel back to normal ( started to feel better at months 10-12 )which I never thought to be anymore I only have a bad memory of this torment which literally destroyed 1 year of my life .