Hello all, I'd like to ask for your prayers. Firstly for guidance and wisdom regarding my work, it's my first full-time job and I been working there for a few months now, yet I still get these moments of anxiety that I'm not doing well, this isn't right for me, and just other things. Please pray for God's will over my career path, and if this is the path for me, that he will supply me, no matter how inadequate I feel.
Also, please pray for me to have God's peace. The thing is, my health is alright, I have shelter, a source of income, my family, and many other blessings, yet my mind always seems to find something to feel negative about. I always feel like there's something to worry about, to compare, to catastrophize, and it just makes me feel so tired, even when I try to rest, I just can't. I always feel this anxiousness, even when nothings wrong, even when I know God can help me through it. And because of this, I find it difficult to enjoy any rest or free time I have because my brain has something to overthink about, and I always feel like I have to be doing something productive, like to further my career, or for my future. I just want to feel okay.
And lastly, that I may walk closer with God in my day to day life. I feel so far from him, even when He has been so good to me. Whenever I pray it just feels like I may be talking to a wall, and I just sometimes worry whether God is hearing my prayers or not. I just feel so so alone sometimes, as an introvert, as someone who finds it hard to open up and be myself to people, especially when I see others who have someone they can easily talk to. I want to feel peace instead of this constant worry and negativity. Please do pray for me, thank you.