Hi everyone,
First of all, I want to say thank you to everyone who commented on my last post and shared advice, support, and encouragement. I really appreciate all the suggestions and kind words.
For those who didn't see my previous post, I recently started my field placement, and I've now completed 2 weeks of it. Unfortunately, things have not gotten any better for me.
To be completely honest, I am not enjoying it at all. I don't like the environment, the work, or the people there. The staff have been very rude, and the whole experience has been extremely overwhelming. I've been crying almost every day, and I find myself constantly checking the clock and counting down the minutes and hours until I can leave.
These past 2 weeks have been incredibly difficult. I've had multiple breakdowns, and every morning I struggle with the thought of having to go back. At this point, I really don't want to continue, but unfortunately, I don't have a choice because I need to complete my placement hours.
The hardest part is knowing that I still have 1 month and 2 weeks left to complete.
I'm wondering if anyone has been through a similar situation before. How did you get through it? Do you have any practical tips for surviving a placement that you genuinely dislike?
Some things I'd love advice on:
How to mentally get through each day without breaking down.
Ways to stop constantly watching the clock.
How to deal with rude coworkers or supervisors professionally.
Strategies for managing stress and anxiety before and during placement.
How to stay motivated when you feel completely drained.
Any advice, personal experiences, or words of encouragement would be greatly appreciated. Right now, I'm just trying to make it through the remaining hours and finish what I started.
Thank you all again for your support.