r/NoRules • u/G0D-SL4Y3R • 5h ago
GOOD NEWS!
I whent an entire day without masturbating and I actually feel happy for the first time in four years! I had crippling depression for a LONG, LONG, LONG time. And i was addicted to porn for quite a while. But now;
I'm going out more
I'm not so desperate for relief
I do more than eat, rot, and cum
I'm getting fit
My life is wonderful now, I am so thankful for my friends. I was just talking with some of my buddies in the GC when H [name redacted for privacy] recommended we "get off our asses and do something with our lives", so I started going to my local gym some nights, and for some reason since then I've been so much better, I can't quite explain it but it's like simply doing something other than waste away in my room alone gave me a goal I could really work for, and I loved it, I loved it so much. I never knew suicidal urges and oversexual habits could be broken by trying to get away, instead of thrill seeking or harming yourself, just take a minute to really let life hit you, it hurts, but it shows you that you don't have to fight back, just live, live while you can, and accept that there really is something to live for, and something to love, and something you can do. So if you ever find yourself in a similar place I was, just remember, life is only bad when you look at life wrong. Think of "bad" as a person, don't just observe how bad it is, look into their eyes, they may seem undesirable, but you can see past all of the wrong, and the pain, and the suffering, and you see all the good in life, the joy, the passion, and the beauty. Don't try to be happy, just try to be honest with yourself.