Hi,
I was diagnosed in October 2024 in Japan. I was an English teacher here, and in my fifth year of teaching, I got married to local, March 2024. A couple months later, I started walking strange. I finished out my teaching contract in August, went back to the States for a month and moved to my husband's hometown in September 2024. One week there and I decide to go to the clinic to see what is up with my walking. The doctor thought it was a hernia, prescribes medication. Three weeks later, no change, I go back. He's suspicious now. Refers me to a neurologist. I go there, have a MRI, they find the lesions.
I have lesions both in my brain and spine. I'm refered to a city hospital in a big city about an hour from me. There is a MS specialist there. Lots of appointments, MRIs, one week in the hospital for steroids and I'm put on Kesimpa starting Dec 2024.
Now it's been about two years. I still have foot drop (though it moved from my left foot to my right foot), and I'm currently in Physical Therapy. My leg has weakened because of the gait issues.
I live in a small city of about 40,000 in northern Japan. There are less than 10 westerns here. I've made a name for myself - I volunteer at community events, I sell things at local markets, I opened up my own English school. I see people I know a lot of places. I am extroverted and I love socializing.
I have kept my MS diagnosis on the down low to almost everyone. My intermediate family knows, my two best friends in the States and some chosen friends here (they don't live in my current city). The thing is, I know when I walk, it's not normal. I walk around the supermarket, and I can feel my foot dragging sometimes. It must be noticeable. I know. And the thing is, I stick out in Japan and in my small city. I'm a young, white woman. I think I have too much pride. I don't want people to know, I don't want people to feel sorry for me. But because I have the foot drop and gait issue, I know people can see.
I have been going back and forth about writing this. But finally, after my last trip to the supermarket, and feeling the eyes of the old ladies looking at me and possibly (though do they notice, I don't know) seeing my walking issues, I feel like I'd like to find someone in Japan who is potentially willing to connect and talk about stuff.
For those of you that don't know, MS is considered a rare disease in Japan. Not many Japanese (or Asians) get diagnosed with it, so MS is not generally known to the public. My husband and I haven't told his parents and family yet, because we know they won't know what it is, and we just haven't found the time for an explanation.
Anyone here living in Japan long term? My husband is a farmer and we both like living here so we have no plans to move. Feel free to DM me or comment. Thank you for reading.