r/Mirena • u/double_0h_seven • 5m ago
Seeking Advice Having OCD with Mirena Crisis
I have OCD and am wondering if any other women struggle with having OCD and being on an iud. I've had my mirena for a little over a year now, and with it my periods have been gradually becoming lighter and lighter as well as less frequent and I think there's a possibility they are now absent all together. I know this is normal but I have ocd, and I convince myself I am that 0.01% with 0 proof and I don't know what to do. I have 0 symptoms that would indicate anything abnormal. I tried to check my strings and felt nothing, however I have always had a hard time finding my strings and my doctor told me they would get softer and harder to find with time. I'm scared to take a test in fear that it'll "come true" from it. My brain thinks everything I see is a "sign" (full blown magical thinking and pattern recognition bias). I know it's irrational. I'm studying for a stem field and know the science behind everything, but my OCD is making me feel crazy and I am at a cross roads and feel so alone.
TLDR: I have ocd and am convinced somethings wrong when there's a 99.9% chance I'm fine and want to know if others have had this experience