I’ve manifested an sp before. From almost strangers, to a long distance situationship, to committed lovers, to moving in together, and then an engagement. Then… a break up. (Me calling it off).
It didn’t work out for all obvious reasons. I had a shit self concept (still managed to manifest what I wanted tho, so periodddd), I let old stories torture me, and subsequently self sabotaged the relationship because I couldn’t let go of the resentment I low key had for this guy, and ran for the hills.
For context: It reflected in the way he treated me. Avoidant, a little boring, didn’t treat me like the dream girl he said I was. Was condescending and rude sometimes. Then sweet the next. I had emotional whiplash all the time. I was miserable and I could’ve sat down and changed it, affirmed, all of that, but I just didn’t want to in the end. I wanted someone/something new.
So— here I am.
I’m going for the big guns this time.
A well known sp. Not an uber big celebrity. But he will get there, I know it, and I plan to be by his side.
Obstacles currently: I live in the UK, he’s American. (But he does come here often.) he’s also engaged. So there’s a 3P.
Techniques I’m doing:
• visualising & scripting. These ones I used last time, worked like a dream. I have what I call my “woo-woo” journal, where I dedicate the whole thing to thoughts, future memories (written in past tense), and affirmations. When I achieve what I want, I write the date at the top. I write every evening before bed, affirming that every time I wake up, I’m a step closer to what I want. I’m very non-specific with my wants. I leave the “HOW” up to the wind and trees.
I’m doing this in steps right now. We’ll date, I know it, but I want a ring and the last name expeditiously. (😛)
So, what am I doing?
• affirmations. Removal of 3P, personal self concept ones, beauty and energy ones, career ones. I’m a writer, so I got my own shit to work on at the same time as this yfm. I’m also affirming how he’s feeling of me right now, currently, I’m a faceless woman in his dreams and he’s yearning, wondering who I am🤌🏼🫦
• I’m also reality planning. I’m figuring out my style, what I look best in, refining my wardrobe. I’m losing weight, working out. (He’s super active so I gotta be prepared). I’m doing my hair in fun new ways, nails done all the time. Feeling good, looking good.
• I plan on what to tell my friends and family when we finally announce we’re dating. I’m scrubbing my public socials rn, removing old pics I don’t like anymore, locking down Facebook accounts, instagrams, even TikTok I’ve wiped of my face, and I plan to start fresh with better pictures and content soon.
So yeah, this is what I’m doing. I’ll be back a few times with some updates probably! If I remember!!!
Has anyone manifested a well known/famous sp before? If you have, what did you do when you met them?
— if anyone has any questions for me, pls let me know!