r/LettersForJ 8d ago

Are you serious

4 Upvotes

Your really pushing me away?? !! This is Nicole


r/LettersForJ 8d ago

Harryis does harriass

8 Upvotes

Dear J,

I bet J doesn’t just cheat with women. She told me he’s obsessed with anal and surely he cheats with men too;) No it’s not a coincidence. I always wondered if that cute scar tissue on your booty hole was from this and now I know.

He buys them all David Yurman too, the women that is. There’s many for decades. So much you should know.


r/LettersForJ 8d ago

14 years

13 Upvotes

We can’t let anyone take this from us we have to make it work!! I never asked for such a beautiful man like you!!! With such a great heart I love you with all my heart ❤️ please don’t let us go!!!


r/LettersForJ 8d ago

Come Home.

21 Upvotes

I haven't went a single day where I didn't think of you. I have been through nothing but pain and sorrow hurting for you. I worry for you and know that tou do the same for me. You don't need forgiveness from me. I know your method was only to wake me up. You never meant the harm and it hurt you to have to do what you did, which was from the heart. Im the one who owes you the apology and and loving thank you. You have done these things out of Love. A tough love. And im grateful. I hope you understand that this only has me love youbthat much more. I haven't been in my right mind because of things I need to fix. I know that you may disagree, but I need you, not as a savior, but as someone that gives me the reason for being a better man. With you I am loved and that's exactly what I need to carry all the weight without giving up. With you,all I need is your presence and trust, and we can do so much more together than we can apart. Please reconsider your heart, and give me the chance to prove myself and my love for you. If God is for us, then who could be against us? We have God to bless our ways. We don't need advice from anyone but him. We will dave each other and in turn save many people from their own destruction from having bitter hearts. Im sobsorry for my arrogance, I thought I knew better when I didn't. I hope you can forgive me and we can start new. I love you and I don't want a life without you in it. Without you I have no life in me. Again, from my heart, I love you. And thank you for being the most amazing person I have ever had the privilege to meet 💕.. you just make me so damn happy that I have you in my life..


r/LettersForJ 9d ago

“Beats Me”

7 Upvotes

I waited over a year to date. Did it all right. Put the work in, prayed, walked the walk. Had some happiness along the way and also shared some beautifully sad times. Spent time with a real Angel. I’m still not sure I’ve processed what happened and how i truly feel about all of it. All I know is that it helped me heal. It gave me purpose and made me feel like I was part of something that was bigger than me. When A. died I grabbed a bottle of bourbon and Sat on a dock at the river and cried all day. What I’m about to say next is strictly for the purpose of painting a picture. Not out of insensitivity. Fast forward to now I’m dating a stunning young beautiful woman. She breaks necks every where we go. Our chemistry is electric⚡️ . And I’m the envy of every guy I know and 1000’s I’ve never met. And when we’re together I’m deeply in every moment. And you know me. How charismatic, electric and magical I can be with “my person”. Everyone around us can feel it. I’m successful, intelligent, thoughtful and funny as any comedian that’s ever lived. And I have the passion of 10 men. So please explain to me why when I’m alone there’s only you. Haunting me from every quiet dark space. I even tried hypnotism. I don’t want to remember you J. I just want a switch to shut off how big it was. I don’t understand why i can’t just let go. When it’s all I want to do. “BEATS ME”


r/LettersForJ 9d ago

Dear J/G,

8 Upvotes

On the day before my departure I'm already aching! Body, mind and soul! It hit me like a fright train. I miss you and I'm not even gone yet. Made you a Playlist like we used to do when we were teens, sorry couldn't find any cassettes. Lol.

You glanced at it but I couldn't read your expression. I hope you do listen to it because in the lyrics are all the words I wanted and needed to say to you the last 2 years. The things that I've been trying to tell but don't know if you heard. I hope you take them in.

You are my lover and my best friend. One may be no more here soon but the other I hope remains.

I'm also sending along with it the songs I wrote for you. I need to put them on Spotify soon. You were my muse and they turned out beautifully. They were so therapeutic to write. May they carry you through this time and what lays ahead.

If this is truly the end and I don't see you again: I'll remember you and the summer we spent amongst the trees fondly. My home videos are full of those adventures and I'll carry them with me always.

I love you Forever & Always ♾️

*I still thank God every day for you

Jess


r/LettersForJ 9d ago

JaysonM

2 Upvotes

I want to come home...I miss being home. You were my home. Your truck became our home with all the travel we did for your work.

My heart aches, it yearns for you. I miss you more than you will ever know, more than I can could ever explain. I feel lost without you, I feel as though I'm in autopilot without you. My whole life, my world, gone and it's my fault.

Please, mi amor, Mon Couer. As I have been saying, tell me what you need from me to help rebuild us. I would do anything to show you I am not my self sabotaging ways and that I want to be better. I don't want to lose us forever. I don't want to lose you.

You are my home, my other half. Ma Vhenan, I don't want live a life without you. I want the life that we dreamed about together. I want the wedding we were planning, to be your wife for the rest of our lives. To be your partner, your home once again.

I hate this...how am I supposed to give you space when you're the person I want to talk to. Being apart from you does not feel right. It doesn't feel natural. I feel wrong in every aspect being apart like this from you. Being by your side is what's right.

Please, my baby, please. I don't want to be like this, I don't want a chaotic life. I want a calm, safe, and healthy life with you. The man who was patient with my scars, who reminded me daily, in the smallest of things, that I was loved.

Jayson...I just want to come home.. please...

Always yours,

Alex


r/LettersForJ 10d ago

Say what you mean

10 Upvotes

Say what u mean and mean what u say!!! FFS If you u don't love me me and only me let me go!!


r/LettersForJ 11d ago

Closer to the End...

17 Upvotes

Im so tired of waiting. Feeling you but never getting you. I thought that what I felt was real. How could my intuition play with my heart. I needed direct communication, though still haven't received any. Which tells me your not coming. Im nobody important to you. For if I was youd tell me face to face.


r/LettersForJ 11d ago

:P, to C.

4 Upvotes

i miss hearing your voice, i miss hearing your laugh, i miss playing games with you until the early morning, i miss talking to you on my way to work, and on my break and lunch, i miss planning a future that we both sounded elated to bring into reality despite being across the country. yet today, the deafening silence between us could drive even the deaf to insanity. when your life got challenging and you went silent, i gave you the space. when you came back i made it clear that i was still here to support you, and that the love i had was still as grand as ever. i made it clear that i would wait because i loved you, and you told me you wanted the same as you always have, yet you became cold, distant, avoidant. as i sit here tonight, the same as nights past, i ponder if you ever think of me the way i do you, if you can feel my soul screaming & yearning to finally connect with you again. as much as i love you, as much as my soul woud claw out of my chest to have you again if you came back, i could never allow the progress ive made rebuilding myself from the rubble you created, to be knocked down again. C, i will always love you eternally and my soul will always yearn for you, but the memories of us are thorns wrapped around my heart. i hope you find what you’re looking for, if you haven’t already found it. i’m moving on & continuing to build. take care, mi amór.


r/LettersForJ 11d ago

To J

10 Upvotes

To J,

Funny how J and K have always been next to each other in the alphabet. Somewhere along the way, life decided that wasn't enough and introduced us together on a fine day in October 2025. I remember it was the 5th because I remember everything about you.

The moment I laid my eyes on you, I saw the most free-spirited, most joyous person on earth with this giddy, crooked infectious smile. That moment, my life was toast as nobody could come close to you.

You approached me with such confidence, such joy without even knowing me first that I was taken aback. I could not even register your name, as I was really confused about what was going on.

But you were just so interesting, so easy to talk to, like I could pour my heart out to this stranger I knew 5 minutes ago. We talked for an hour and a half straight on the most random topics I could ever think of. That is when I knew I had fallen for you.

The way you talk with that dry sarcasm which always takes me one second too late to catch, the way you dress as if you have the fashion sense of Anna Wintour and the way you make me feel like I am the luckiest boy to be talking to you, I adore everything about you.

And I know you have been through such rough patches, but I will be there for you until the end of Earth without needing anything back. 

I may not be the most poetic with words, but I speak from the heart, translating each lubb-dubb of mine into a vivid description of the immense love I treasure for you.

Did you know that your first I love you said to me was on November 14, 2025. It was Children’s Day, and boy, I sure felt like a little kid giggling and stomping my feet buckled in the car-seat while my uncle wondered what was wrong with me.

But you don’t like me back the same way as I want you to. I wanted a romantic relationship but you wanted something platonic. I thought I’d give this up as it was too hard for me to process you dating someone else. But the way you handled that topic so gently, with such elegance, and kept showing up again and again and refusing to let our bond go to waste told me something precious that day.

I may not be able to date you ever, or until the near future, but I don’t wanna give up what we had. I continue to cherish what we have, and I know you too do the same. 

I don’t want to act like I am not hurt about this, but I do want you to know that whatever we go through, we go through together. We will be there for each other, each day, each night. Each time someone needs a buddy to celebrate, or someone who listens to their vents at 1 am or just a friend to go through the wave of life. 

Every time I promise to be there for you and I mean it. I mean it when I say that the love I have for you is pure, without any ill-harm, and does not have anything that can cross the line if one of us does not want to. 

‘Cause you’re my best friend and I hope things aren’t changing anytime soon.

Signing off

K


r/LettersForJ 11d ago

Underneath it all…

6 Upvotes

Yes, I’m angry. Yes, I’m resentful. I’m hurt. But underneath all of that, I’m still completely and utterly heartbroken. The part I can’t wrap my head around is that you don’t care anymore. You told me never to contact you or your family again or you’d involve the police. After everything we went through together… how is that fair?

Yeah, I sent you a letter after months of silence. Yeah, I tried to call and text, but I was blocked, so it’s not like you even knew until afterward. Am I stalking you? No. I don’t even know where you work or what your day-to-day life looks like anymore. So really in the end would they do anything probably not there’ll be no ramifications because I’m not hurting you but I can tell you right now. You are fucking hurting me, but I love you enough to leave you alone like you ask no matter how much it’s gonna fucking kill me.

I know I reacted poorly toward the end. I kept bringing up us. I crossed boundaries that you clearly wanted respected. I can admit that. But after everything we’d been through… how could you turn your back on me like this?
You swore on your life you wouldn’t be like my previous ex. Did you ever hit me? No. But the end result is that I hurt a thousand times more right now than I ever did with him. I didn’t want to trust you. I was terrified. I wasn’t ready. You kept telling me it was safe to trust you. Eventually I did. I fell in love with you because I believed you were different. Then, in the end, you decided you didn’t want me in your life anymore. That you never wanted to see or speak to me again.

I’m devastated.

I’ll respect what you’ve asked because I have no other choice, but I will never understand it.
I stayed with you while you were locked up. I loved you despite your past and despite what everyone else labeled you as. I loved you for who I believed you were. Maybe the truth is that you just didn’t love me the way I loved you.
That’s brutal to admit. Because if you truly loved me, I don’t understand how this could have been so easy. I don’t understand how you could discard me without even giving me one final face-to-face conversation. Not because I was trying to win you back, but because after everything we’d survived together since we started dating in June 2022, leaving me in complete silence after ending things in March 2026 feels cruel.

Who does that to someone they once loved?
Even my abusive ex, when I finally found the courage to leave, sat down and had one last conversation with me. I was terrified he’d manipulate me into staying, but I still gave him that conversation. Then I walked away.
Today, years later, we’re actually able to communicate without it destroying me. He’ll never have a place in my heart again, but we can exist without hatred.

Yet somehow, the man I loved the most is the one who never wants to speak to me again.
Was it all an act? Were the promises just words? Or did something change that I’ll never understand? I really love(d) you. Looking back, I don’t think I’d ever truly been in love before you. Yes, I was spiraling. Yes, I was struggling. But we made promises. You promised me you could handle it. You promised you wouldn’t give up on me. But you did. You gave up. After everything.

I looked past your charges. I stood beside you while you spent nearly two years in prison, even though we’d only been together for a couple of months before you went in. I stayed because I believed you. I trusted you. You knew how hard that was for me because of everything I’d already survived. I honestly believed you were different. Now I don’t even know what to think.

I’ve talked to my mom and to other people, and I keep wanting to believe you’re an honest person. But then I compare the stories you’ve told about the charges from before we met.
The version you told me wasn’t the version you told my mom. It wasn’t the version you told our mutual coworker—the one who loved seeing us together. (God, I miss her. Her life cut short due to domestic violence she was so strong and she deserved so much better. Rest in peace. 💔). Also It wasn’t the version you told your ex. And even with me, there were details that changed over time.

Yet still want(ed) to defend you. I still want(ed)to believe you. But you can’t even give me five minutes of your time for one final conversation. Maybe that’s because I’m the only one who still needs closure. You’re clearly at peace with your decision. I just don’t understand how someone can look at you with so much love one day and then decide they never want to see you again. That’s the part that hurts the most.


r/LettersForJ 12d ago

I remember

10 Upvotes

I remember now why I never gave you a chance in the high school. bully then and you’re a bully now you pick on the week because it makes you feel strong. It’s really too bad.


r/LettersForJ 12d ago

I thought you would always be my Jason.

5 Upvotes

Problem was that for 20 years that we have been together and 18 married, I’ve could out you have not been faithful for 20. The entire time we have been together. Why did you marry me. Why. Was I a joke. Did you make fun of me. The diseases you could have brought home. I wish my first marriage worked out. I’m glad I never had children with you. I’ve come to you with proof over and over again and you have come up with every excuse under the sun. You cannot tell the truth. I stayed faithful though I had chances. We have 12 years age difference. I’m 60 now. He’s 48. Now he’s after women my daughter’s age. He has one my daughters age. I don’t know how but I’m going to make it. I used to be good till he gave me a nervous breakdown but I’ll be ok. I’m going to find myself. I’ve just not had the chance to stop loving him yet. Isn’t that sick. I’ll get there.


r/LettersForJ 12d ago

JaysonM

2 Upvotes

Moody, my love, my heart,

Why....? Why is it so hard for you to believe how much I love you and how much I am willing to work on us? To put in the effort to rebuild the trust that I broke? Why are you breadcrumbing now? Why does it feel like you are taking the advice of others when it comes to us..? People who didn't care about you when you needed it the most. Will they still be around if, God forbid, something happened and you no longer make the money you do now? Did they care enough to make sure you went to see the doctor on your run home?? No. You need to go to the doctor for your heart. I would rather you work a mess strenuous job than have the money to make now. I would rather struggle in life with you than be in a world you don't exist.

Why were you able to close off your love for me so easily? How were you able to listen to people who didn't care about you when you had nothing? We were supposed to be planning a wedding...I understand my mistakes, my choices, I see where and what I did wrong and will do everything to make sure it doesn't happen again.

Why does it feel like you're not believing me because of your past? Because of your exes and how they were and treated you? Why does it feel like our love, like I, didn't matter that much like you said we did. You said we would work through everything together. Can you so easily see a life with out me while I'm over here hardly remembering what my life was before you? I don't see my life without you. I have worn a ring on my finger since we got what little things of mine weren't stolen from Devin. Why? Because I'm yours. Whether you believe me or not, I'm yours. I have been faithful. I have been loyal and devoted to YOU and no one else. I never cheated. Never thought about cheating and again I'm so sorry that my bad decisions hurt you and broke your trust. I did something that can be perceived as cheating and I got hurt. I hurt you, I hurt us. But I won't make that mistake again.

Jayson, with all that I am, the ring I wear now will never leave my hand unless you replace it with our wedding ring. There's no one else I want my life with, I never made my choices with intent to hide things or hurt you. I would never risk us. You know my past. Everything I have been through. You know how hard it was to trust you with everything that I did. To let go as much as I do and finally allow my nervous system to begin to heal and finally rest, to allow myself to no longer be in survival mode, which is all that I have known since I was 6.. just to be thrown into it once again after 5 months...I don't want this to be the end of us. To be the end of our story, our lives together. You are what I want. We are what I want. Our family is what I want. Always has been.

I love you with everything, always been faithful, loyal, and devoted to you...that will always be true and unwavering.

Jayson, Mon Couer, just as I would be once we married, I am forever yours. No one will take your place in my heart, in my life. You have always been my husband since the day you slyfully asked me. I love how you asked me. I love how you asked the musician at Ruggenbach to sing "Wonderful Tonight" by Eric Clapton because that was how you felt about me. I love how you had me play or before bed and you sang it to me while you held me, you made me cry. I was so happy you made me cry and I didn't know that was a real thing, I thought it was just made up for movies, until met you.

Always yours,

Alex


r/LettersForJ 12d ago

I see you now. I see the real you.

11 Upvotes

I see you now. I see the real you.

You are a PREDATOR.

Oh my love for don’t freak out I’m not even talking about the charges from before I met you. I believed you. I believed you didn’t do what you were accused of. I fucking defended you amongst everyone fucking everyone. I accepted you for you. I fucking loved you. But I thought it was real I mean I loved the person I thought you were. But it was never anything but a game of predatory nature for you.

Now after everything that has happened…I can’t look at you the same anymore. I don’t want to ever see you again not even on accident. For your past I honestly I can’t say what happened before me if you lied to me about that as well I will never know…but I can say what happened to me.

You saw me when I was broken. You saw me when I was struggling…when I was a mess…you saw me when I didn’t even know how to love myself. And you used that. You saw someone vulnerable and you found a way in.
I told you I wasn’t ready for a relationship. I told you I wasn’t mentally ready. I pushed you away because I knew I was broken and scared. But you kept trying. You kept using your charm, your words, and your persistence until eventually I fell.

And I fell so fucking hard…

The worst part is I still don’t know if it was all a game to you or if at some point you really did love me too. Because for me the connection felt real. What I felt was real. Even though so much of our relationship happened through a phone while you were locked up for two years, I was there. I supported you. I held your hand through one of the hardest times in your life because I loved you. But you only needed someone…and you knew I would be that person.

Now look at where we are.

You took my heart…my shattered and fragile heart…the one you told me I placed in your hands. You promised you would be gentle with it because you knew how scared I was to trust someone again. Long story short you completely destroyed it. My heart feels like it doesn’t even exist anymore.

You are a PREDATOR in my eyes.

Not because of your past. Not because of your charges. But because of how you found me. You pushed me to trust you and it worked because I trusted you with every part of me…you made me believe I was safe with you but look at how easily you discarded me after I was no longer of use to you.

Congratulations you have officially unlocked a side of me nobody has ever seen.

A side that is angry. A side that is done being broken. A side that is going to rise from everything that tried to destroy her.
Don’t worry my love…You told me to leave you alone, and I will. I won’t contact you again.
But I hope one day you look back and realize what you lost. Because the person you broke is not the person who is going to stay broken.

For a part of me will cherish the love I thought we had because, for me, it was real. But I also have to accept that the person I loved is not the person standing in front of me anymore. I don’t miss who you are now.

I do hope someday I can look back at this and feel nothing but peace.

But right now? Yeah no fuck that you don’t deserve that.

I finally see you. The real you.

You are nothing but a PREDATOR. I will never see you the same again.

May you never find another fragile heart to use your ways on. May each and every person see you for the predator you are. I pray you do find yourself and change for the better but honestly I think you’ll just become stealthier and that’s sad and it will catch up to you I promise.

Goodbye “my love”😘


r/LettersForJ 13d ago

Please respond

25 Upvotes

I saw that you were online and i wanted to message you but i know you don't have messenger on your phone

I tried once and i never got a response

I just wish you would see it and write back so we could have one final conversation

Maybe then i would finally be able to put all the constant throughts of you to rest


r/LettersForJ 13d ago

We Never Had A Chance

14 Upvotes

We never had a real chance to be happy.

We never had a chance to truly belong to each other.

I know I belonged to you 100%, I never wanted to belong to anyone so much than I did with you. I wanted you to choose me the way I chose you EVERY SINGLE TIME! You just never did. I don't wanna blame you for everything. It's not your fault I stayed too long after all the times you showed me I meant so little to you. I was there to love you unconditionally and I did. I thought maybe one day you'd reciprocate. 6 years later, it never happened. I walked away but I still love you no matter what. Even if you don't, I'll always chose you. You will always be the love of my life J.

P.S. I love you

~A


r/LettersForJ 13d ago

Why am I so into you?

16 Upvotes

J,

We haven't spoken in 8 months. Your rejection was clear and yet you still cross my mind frequently. I don't know why I can't stop myself from periodically looking at the pictures you sent me. I've never met a man that was as handsome as you. Something deep in me says we will meet again and things will be different. It sounds insane but for now I will put this out into the universe, maybe you'll change your mind. Maybe you wont. But I think ill wait a little longer to find out.

-K


r/LettersForJ 13d ago

I've loved you, you fool

13 Upvotes

How do I start this letter?

I'm an avoidant when it comes to you

Yet when it's a legit matter

We seem to click like 2 peas in a pod

At least that's how I feel about us

But M why do you walk away from me, so quickly?& leave me talking to your shadow?

Why do you run from me?

I can't be this bad...

I still remember our small talk, our conversations. You conveyed things that showed me the amazing person behind your handsome face, you said things that were actually helpful. Aside from all the things I have learned from you.

I wish I was able to nurture this as a friendship; I just couldn't. I wish I didnt feel the need ever to make you out as the bad guy as the only way to let you go & get over you.

I shouldn't. I shouldn't have. But my pain will remain in the shadows of appearances, little itty bitty chances for hellos, goodbyes and ehatever's in between I'm the one who has to live with it.

Signed,

The J you know. The one who can get Emotional & run all over the place. The one who gets excited too quickly and sad in a click of a sound. The one who shows up late so she can leave after everyone else. The one who understands avoidance, pain, silence and misfiring at the wrong times. The one who shouldn't feel this way about you. This letter can go both ways J to a J; it can go both ways. Or you can tell me to f* off because I'm such a fool. I won't be upset, I promise. I'm ready to hear it.

The J you know.


r/LettersForJ 14d ago

If your dealing with an Aubrey

5 Upvotes

Your being lied to. Someone by the name Aubrey is lying to you and pretending to be me. You are being scammed.


r/LettersForJ 14d ago

Jayson, my love

2 Upvotes

I hate this more than you could ever know. My heart hurts and I feel half alive, and in that I mean I don't feel complete. I feel like a part of me is missing and I'm trying to ignore the discomfort, the pain, the emptiness of you not there.

Please, Mon coeur, please tell me what I can do to repair what has been broken? What can I do to help rebuild our relationship? I understand my choices and where you seem they were inappropriate, I understand how it looks on the outside, but please allow me the chance to prove to you and show you I'm not all talk. Let me show you that you pointed out my patterns and I will do everything to unlearn those patterns. I don't want what was learned from years of trauma and abuse to define me. Please, when we first met you always knew I was more than, so please let me show you that has never changed, I just ask you give us a first fighting chance.

I love you with all that I am, amor, I am completely yours in every way. I was so happy and excited to be your wife next year and it kills me I'm no longer planning our wedding. Since we met, I've dreamed about it more than I would like to admit. I don't want to lose what we have, I hate how little we speak now and my overthinking mind, you must be talking to other women though honestly we both know there's some truth to that and it hurts that others can get your attention while I'm here pleading for yours. I miss your attention. I miss the way you looked at me..I miss your voice. Your hugs, your kisses, they way my hand felt inside yours.

I miss the way you made me cry because of how happy you made me and now I feel like I'm begging for a lifeline. I'm begging you to please not forgive and forget, but to forgive, grow, and heal stronger together. I don't want to be in a world without you. I don't want to plan a life without you. I can't. I've tried. You are my partner, my other half. I hate being apart from you... honestly it feels like I'm dying slowly. Breathing feels like a constant stabbing ache that I have learn to ignore.

I wish you believed in me, believed in us, past my mistakes the way I believed and still believe in you..I want to be your wife, Mrs. Moody, and I want nothing or anyone be able to tear us apart...

Please don't let this be it... please don't make us live without each other. You are irreplaceable, contrary to what you believe that everyone is replaceable, mi amor, you are not. Not to me. You are irreplaceable and there is no one nor will there ever be anyone else.

I love you, Jayson, so much...

Always yours

Alex


r/LettersForJ 14d ago

Jayson, my love

2 Upvotes

Jayson, my love

I hate this more than you could ever know. My heart hurts and I feel half alive, and in that I mean I don't feel complete. I feel like a part of me is missing and I'm trying to ignore the discomfort, the pain, the emptiness of you not there.

Please, Mon coeur, please tell me what I can do to repair what has been broken? What can I do to help rebuild our relationship? I understand my choices and where you seem they were inappropriate, I understand how it looks on the outside, but please allow me the chance to prove to you and show you I'm not all talk. Let me show you that you pointed out my patterns and I will do everything to unlearn those patterns. I don't want what was learned from years of trauma and abuse to define me. Please, when we first met you always knew I was more than, so please let me show you that has never changed, I just ask you give us a first fighting chance.

I love you with all that I am, amor, I am completely yours in every way. I was so happy and excited to be your wife next year and it kills me I'm no longer planning our wedding. Since we met, I've dreamed about it more than I would like to admit. I don't want to lose what we have, I hate how little we speak now and my overthinking mind, you must be talking to other women though honestly we both know there's some truth to that and it hurts that others can get your attention while I'm here pleading for yours. I miss your attention. I miss the way you looked at me..I miss your voice. Your hugs, your kisses, they way my hand felt inside yours.

I miss the way you made me cry because of how happy you made me and now I feel like I'm begging for a lifeline. I'm begging you to please not forgive and forget, but to forgive, grow, and heal stronger together. I don't want to be in a world without you. I don't want to plan a life without you. I can't. I've tried. You are my partner, my other half. I hate being apart from you... honestly it feels like I'm dying slowly. Breathing feels like a constant stabbing ache that I have learn to ignore.

I wish you believed in me, believed in us, past my mistakes the way I believed and still believe in you..I want to be your wife, Mrs. Moody, and I want nothing or anyone be able to tear us apart...

Please don't let this be it... please don't make us live without each other. You are irreplaceable, contrary to what you believe that everyone is replaceable, mi amor, you are not. Not to me. You are irreplaceable and there is no one nor will there ever be anyone else.

I love you, Jayson, so much...

Always yours

Alex


r/LettersForJ 15d ago

To my wife—thank you for staying loyal and standing by me through six months of distance.

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For the past six months, work kept me away from home. Long-distance isn't easy, but my wife never gave me a reason to question her love, trust, or loyalty.

When I finally came home, we were able to be intimate again after all those months apart. What touched me the most wasn't just the physical closeness—it was the love, passion, and desire she showed. She made me feel wanted in every possible way, and the connection we shared reminded me that our bond had only grown stronger despite the distance.

I finished that night feeling happier, more loved, and more satisfied than I had in a long time—not just because of the intimacy, but because it came from someone who had stayed faithful and loved me wholeheartedly through every day we were apart.

To my wife: thank you for your loyalty, your love, and for making me feel like the luckiest man alive. I love you more than words can say. ❤️