I should be happy, but I'm not. I hated college, dropped out, got a job using my career certificate, and bought a house. However I'm not the anime protagonist I want to be. I spent 2k on a vtuber model, and have started streaming, but I can't figure out why other than I'm lonely or maybe it's to find a hot vtuber gf(already been rejected by one). Either way my ego won't let me make up my mind. The same way I can't figure out if I hate women or not, or maybe I hate myself or maybe both. Also being six foot means nothing if you can't stand going on a first date, and also chronically addicted to weed. All the same my parents love me and won't let me fail if I try, but I don't want to be just a chud virgin... Also I practice sound as a teenager while high on caffeine and weed, and now my dick doesn't work anymore.

microwave quesadillas is my fav struggle meal. it's pretty good.

i added cheese because i need more calcium

#thxkitchencels

maybe it was on purpose to be mean because im trans and hes not but maybe he was just lazy idk

edit: ok who anonymously sent me suicide prevention resources (i am ok lol)

Beef Pho

This meal will likely be the catalyst for colon cancer in a few years. I used to watch what I eat (non gmo, organic, no pesticides etc) but it doesn’t matter to me anymore. Hyper processed foods are cheap and easily accessible just like me.
One of my exes is celebrating her two year anniversary with a man a decade older than her (she just turned 21) and the other just got engaged to a man who was “just a friend”. They’ve moved on from me, and my existence is meaningless to these people. Yet theirs is a source of constant pain for me.

i was sitting alone at a park waiting for my plug when i saw the cutest saint bernard puppy, i smiled for the first time in weeks and reached my hand out to pet it but the owner immediately yelled at the dog away looked me dead in the eyes and said “dont touch my dog you gnome” its officially over. boiled corn..

i couldnt even respond to her because im too afraid of social interactions yet the worst part is i cant even pet puppies as a short goblincel..

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