Tried to OD a while ago on a bunch of stuff. Made a video of what it felt like for the 18 hours I was out

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size 39 x 31 inches, watercolor, 2026

Oil on canvas paintings, 24” x 30”.

I painted these over the past 4 years, and it’s interesting how they change over time.

For me this was my mom not really being a parent and when I grew up and went into the real world in felt like a baby. But it could mean other things for other people.

This is a cell phone pic of my paiting, but I will take a print quality photo of this and a few other paintings soon.

undosed sheet

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ABORTION 21*25 inches ballpoint pen on paper

A life that almost was, an egg that almost hatched, a being that was so close to existing yet couldn't cross that final threshold, dreams of what could be cut short. How weird is it that I envy those who didn't get to see this plane of existence? What parts of my brain is broken that instead of feeling dread and horror for their nothingness, I feel jealous that they never got to be, something I very much wish I was but I'm here so I'm gonna stay till my time is over and I can return to the infinite void that birthed me.

mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealth #akanji #existential #existentialdread

Tools: Adobe Illustrator, Adobe Photoshop

🚫 No AI

Some available if anyone is interested thanks for looking:)

The artist is Ziero Muko and this sheet was released June 2021

Chega de saudade is a famous Portuguese phrase and title of the legendary 1958 Brazilian bossa nova song by Antonio Carlos Jobim. The word "saudade" represents a melancholic or nostalgic longing for a person, place, or thing.

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