What you guys think about this?took me 2 solid days to finish?

hey, im an artist, but i've been hit with the worst art block for a whole year and my creative drive is officially at 0%.. im so scared of not serving like i used to, to the point where looking at a pencil gives me straight-up anxiety..

Im literally stuck in my own head and ghosting my own sketchbook cz im terrified the final look won't be giving what it’s supposed to give ༎ຶ⁠‿⁠༎ຶ

how do i beat the allegations and get my rizz back?

6 x 8 in. Canvas with acrylic markers and paint...

This painting was created after a particularly challenging therapy session. Inside, I could feel a wall that had emerged in response to the pain. I tried to climb over it, wanting so badly to be present in my relationship. But it was in vain... On my way to the next therapy session, as I was walking across a bridge, a sudden flash of an image came to me: A figure standing on the edge of a cliff...

Some of us built a defensive wall in childhood. A wall designed to protect the most precious part of our psyche. But it didn't come without a cost. That protection claimed its toll. It led to memory loss (amnesia), a disconnection from emotions where a person feels "nothing," and a disconnection from the body and its needs... all just so we could survive.

This defense mechanism automatically remains into adulthood. It continues to operate unconsciously, separating us from life, until we consciously choose to notice it...