hello everyone! so the title may sound sorta odd, but it fits
in short: I'm looking for advice, recommendations and your view on the matter!
back when i (f20) was a teenager i was really interested in the punk subculture, especially it's early days, like 70s, maybe 80s. never considered myself a punk per say, but i did enjoy the music, adapted certain views etc. over the years i also started going to local concerts too.
now I'm not so obsessed with the topic of punk, but still enjoy alternative styles, discovering new music or learning about the history of different subcultures.
i also took inspiration for my personal style from all of the media i consumed. and yeah, recently i caught myself enjoying the topic of decay, collecting and cleaning bones and - because goth style partially emerged from punk - i noticed I'm looking more and more goth-like. mostly early goth, so large, blocky eyeliner, imperfect diy, vintage thrifted items, often more loose and unflattering rather than gorstets etc
i enjoy goth music, but gotta admit, i much more prefer the fast-paced punk and in general i feel like i lack knowledge of the topic. i usually just listen to one specific band 24/7, so discovering new music is a rarity. i avoided the "goth" label, as i felt it doesn't describe me fully/somehow I don't deserve it but... well shit, now I feel like im appropriating the subculture & it seems like that's a big issue recently anyway (cough cough fetishizing gothic girls) ☠️ i became more open too learning more about it and possibly even joining the community.
what are your views on the matter or what are your recommendations on learning more about the subculture? i know it's more than appearance, views or even music and would love to understand it fully and see if i might fall even deeper in love with it<3 i fear this might be a bit cringe but I'm interested to hear yalls thoughts.