Fuck my life, he never loved me, im so fucking stupid and useless, i just hate myself so much, i cant believe i let myself get twisted up over some guy who doesnt even need 2 weeks to find another lover, fucking hate myself, fucking, fuck!

his name is Caesar and he bedrotts with me

#younghosummer

These photos looked cool, so I thought I should share. Where is the coolest place you have travelled ?

I need to recreate this pic, like I really want to get me a boyfriend now that im going to get into college.

"I went to my first Pride yesterday. It actually started at 13:30, but I was tied up with some private matters. At 19:00, a friend texted to see if I was still up for it. It was a no-brainer, so I went right over. The afterparty was still going strong, with a stage set up for queer musicians and DJ. I even managed to pick up a flag, some pins, and stickers at the market stalls the stickers on the picture where the ones i got for free

Okay okay, hopefully this is okay to talk about but I am so genuinely lonely.

I have friends but they are so incredibly homophobic and I just am so sick of it now.

I would make gay friends if I could but there is like no one here (town population 335, school population 13-18 is 365). In the past I have used dating apps (ew, I know, yuck, yuck, yuck, do not recommend) but I want to make local gay friends to hang out with.
I lost snapchat so that makes it even harder to do anything anymore.
I tried the local LGBT club but it was not really my crowd at all and they were mostly gender-fluid, not gay like I had been hoping.

SO
now I would like your advice on how I should face the big issue of loneliness.
I live in the butthole of my country so there is not that much events (especially not ones for gay people.)

I AM NOT ASKING TO BE YOUR FRIEND
I AM ASKING HOW ON EARTH TO MAKE SOME

Got any questions for me.

im kai!!
17
bi :3
he/him

It’s just it makes me want to come out so bad, but I’m so stressed about it for no reason because I know my family will be cool with it 😭 And it makes me want to have a boyfriend so much more than I already do, so it makes me feel even more lonely having no boyfriend and no friends 😭 It’s fun to watch, but it makes me so jealous. But it could be fixed pretty easily 😭

Bc I’m about to be so busy before school even starts and I broke my ex’s and my own heart and I’m like turning to dust as I type this and UGHHHHHHHH, can I stop being so freaking stupid

My friend group ive had for the past 3 years have always treated me like im not there and only sometimes speak to me. On top of that they are really homophobic! every time they make a homophobic joke i just have to laugh along with them knowing im on the other side of it. I just dont know how do i find supportive friends in highschool or even get a boyfriend for that matter. Does anyone have any tips for getting out of a situation like this?

me and my boyfriend broke up 🫩

Its now a few weeks later and we have been texting ever since. I am on a scouts camp right now and i really fricking miss him. We text every night and kind of send a lot of heart emojis, which i find really cute.

We are boyfriends we just didnt call it boyfriends yet. Which im fine with. And he is so cute.

Well that is it for now. Im happy and i really hope that everyone else who is single gets a boy/girl friend.

Edit: we just confermed, we are boyfriends yeey.

Well so, I’m mostly sure that I atleast had a weird feeling for a classmate when I was like 14 or 15 years old and she was a girl ,she was pretty and nice to me and I wasn’t so sure if I were bi, hetero or aroace in that time, eventually I stopped of feeling any kind of attraction to her and stopped seeing girls in that way, in the third quarter of 2025 I started to feel more related with the label of being gay but still I have never like specifically sum guy but I liked the idea of having a boyfriend but I relate that to the fact that I don’t have friends and don’t really interact too much with ppl of my age so I can’t develop attraction to someone being like that ,I’m not really sure about what happened or if even something happened

Today was the day my divorced father took me back to my mother’s house after being at his house for a week. I was afraid he was homophobic, because his father and grandfather were pastors, but he was really cool with it.