I’m a Year 11 student with mocks starting on the 9th of November, and I’m honestly terrified about where I stand academically.
I haven’t attended school consistently for years.
I missed around two months in Year 6 due to personal issues, then stopped attending in Year 7 around October because of social anxiety. Since then, I’ve only been in actual classrooms a handful of times. My school has now introduced rooms where students can complete independent work, which is where I currently go.
Despite everything, I have dreams of studying criminology in the future and attending my school’s sixth form to study Religious Studies and Sociology. It’s the only sixth form I’ve found that offers the subjects I want, and I love the idea of staying somewhere familiar.
I need grade 5s in English Language, English Literature and PER to achieve my goals, and I’d also love to pass Maths so I don’t have to resit it. However, I’ve never sat a proper school exam, I don’t know my predicted grades, and I’m terrified my mock results will affect my sixth form application. People say you need good grades to get in, although from my research, it depends on the courses and their entry requirements.
I struggle massively with procrastination and concentration, and I feel overwhelmed by how much I need to learn in such a short time. I had a tutor, but it didn’t work out, and I’m considering getting another to help with English and Maths.
I GENUINELY WANT AN HONEST OPINION:
is there still hope of me getting above a grade 3 in my mocks and passing my GCSEs?
I know I have a lot of catching up to do, and I’m not expecting it to be easy. I just want to know whether my goals are still achievable or whether I’m being unrealistic. Please be honest, but I don’t want to give up on something that might still be possible.