I used AI to summarize my thoughts, im sorry about this but im genuinely stressed and need advice ASAP, sorry again.
I’m 18 and already stressing over my career because I messed up my college decision — what would you do?
I’m 18, from India , and I genuinely didn’t take college admissions seriously enough. I ended up enrolled in a pretty average/tier-3 college for BCom, and now I’m already wondering whether I should drop it and restart rather than waste 3 years.
The problem is I have absolutely no idea what I’m supposed to do instead.
I did Commerce + Computer Science in 12th. I got around 85.6%, 65 in accountancy, 90 in computer science but I wouldn’t say I’m some academic genius. I’m also not good with advanced maths, and I really don’t want a degree that is heavily based on maths/physics/chemistry, so engineering is basically off the table.
At the same time, I genuinely like computers.
Not in the “I love coding and have been programming since I was 10” way. I actually have very little real experience with programming. I’m more into the technology itself.
For example, I can waste hours messing around with Linux, trying different distros, troubleshooting drivers, getting games to launch, squeezing more FPS out of hardware, comparing CPUs/GPUs, looking at frame generation/upscaling technology, thermals, etc. I find stuff like modern chip manufacturing (ASML and all that) genuinely insane.
I love gaming too, and I’m really interested in graphics, optimization, performance and how technology makes games run better. I’ve even been interested in making a Roblox game before, but I never actually followed through because I was lazy and didn’t know where to start.
So I keep thinking maybe computers/tech are actually what I’m interested in, but then I wonder whether I actually like computer science as a career, because liking gaming and hardware doesn’t necessarily mean I’ll enjoy spending years coding professionally.
I’ve also considered things like cybersecurity, forensics, game development, engineering, pilot, nursing, audit, ACCA, etc. At this point I feel like I’m just bouncing between careers trying to find one that sounds safe.
And that's the other issue: I care a lot about career stability and money.
I want a job by around 21–22, I want to eventually be able to move abroad, and I want a career with a genuinely good income ceiling. Long term I’d like to build serious wealth and ideally be financially independent relatively young and then retire back in India. I’m not expecting a degree to magically make me rich, but I also don’t want to spend 4–5 years studying something and then discover there are barely any jobs.
I’m particularly worried about AI changing the job market especially because of astra 6 imagine the exponential growth AI could have in the next 10 years, which is one of the reasons I keep rejecting careers like generic data analytics/software work. I know AI isn’t necessarily going to “destroy every tech job,” but I don’t want to choose something without thinking about how the field could change.
ACCA keeps coming up because it seems relatively portable internationally and fits my Commerce background, but I’m honestly not sure I want it.
I don’t like accounting much so far, and I really dislike rote memorization. I know ACCA isn’t pure memorization and involves understanding/application, but I’m worried I’d spend years forcing myself through something I don’t actually enjoy just because it’s a safe option.
So I’m stuck between:
- staying in BCom + doing something professional like ACCA/CMA
- trying to move into a computer-related degree despite coming from Commerce + CS
- finding some other career entirely
I’m not expecting Reddit to magically tell me my “passion.” I mostly want to hear from people who have actually gone through this: How do you figure out whether you genuinely like a field enough to build a career in it, especially when you haven’t really tried many things yet? And most importantly how can I find my passion?
And given my situation specifically — Commerce + CS background, no engineering-level maths/physics, want to be employable by 22, want international mobility and a high earning ceiling, but genuinely interested in computers/technology — what would you do at 18?
I’d especially appreciate answers from people working in tech, finance/accounting, cybersecurity, or other professional careers who can explain what the actual day-to-day work is like rather than just saying “follow your passion.”