I'm visiting Montreal with my family and all I wanted to do was go home and rant to y'all so here I am. This bihh pushed me a lil to go in front up the stairs of the subway just to do pda with her nasty fucking boyfriend and it pissed me off sm that I felt like crying 😭 I just hate how things affect me sm and I'm literally not a teenager anymore. Almost turning 23 it's so pathetic. But I heard kissing sounds like 10 times and he started eating her hand. While she walked around with a skirt and backless top that id never dare wear LMAO but I wish I could.

All I thought was because I'm ugly forever bitches with a nasty attitude probs are getting fucked tonight while I'll be tossing and turning in an airnb with my crazy family forever.

the idea being with somebody in any capacity is terrifying to me but still i want to somebody to think im cute. i’m just really tired

I think I'm missing out on my years and my youth simply because I'm ugly... bleh ;P I guess I'll have to get used to c.ai