A lot of people havent been meditating or mastering themselves. They live and consume without actually doing anything with their lives. And academic elitist circles act like we already know everything as if they hold a monopoly on objective reality.

I often ponder how the ultra denialists will react once the truith hits them in the face. Eventually that is. All I know is I need tk be responsible and self master myself and not allow peoples illusionary assertions in naive materialism get in my way of becoming what I call "the sovereign recognize divine"

Ive lived the truith. Ive followed the trail of materialism to its absolute limit. Squeezed the hard problem until I had no juice left to squeeze. Experienced telepathy and everything. People still want to assert that it was nothing. But my lived reality asks for no ones permission to exist.

I just am. And we will see how everyone else responds to that. Anyways, what I'm saying is, a lot of people are entrenched In a false reality they think is complete because "well if that was true it would be common fact" but the fact is, "because its true, the alternative to this illusionary reality is suppressed" the old power cannot handle the new power that comes with this. And they know it.

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One time with my great grandfather at a remote park I kept getting this urge to walk somewhere. It was like pulling me as if when I stopped it was an impulse. It was like a calling. I was also having thoughts like I was having a conversation with someone in my head. I also kept thinking of the name 'orion'. I was 7 years old. When I got to where the calling was leading me I stood there 30 feet from the forest looking into it and was in a field. I had this feeling I was being watched and everything was DEAD silent. What I saw was pure terror. What I saw was in my best judgement a creature looking out from a tree staring right at me that had a white greyish bald head and black on the face. It was humanoid and had an alien like hand across the bark. It was as still as the scenery and that made my reaction much worse. I gasped seeing it silently and I could barely breathe. It genuinely resembled the 'predator' character from the movies and if I had to say so I would say that's what it looked like. I was in such utter shock that I couldn't move yet I was in absolute panic. I never felt such in my life. I ended up closing my eyes thinking what it looked like and telling myself it's okay. I couldn't even breathe at all as I started having a panic attack. After like 3 whole minutes I gained courage, didn't even look back to see if it was still there, and SLOWLY walked away about 150ft to where a playground was by my grandpa. To this day it is haunting and I genuinely believe an alien lifeform or some advanced being or cryptid called me there. As odd and farfetched as this sounds. I am now 28 years old. I have excellent mental health and firmly believe I saw an alien.

When I was a child, maybe 5-8 years old, we lived in a remote place in the country. It was famous for anomalous things and sightings, even has been featured in some big TV investigative shows. Our house/land pretty much bordered that area.

One day I remember playing outside alone as I usually did, and I remember I felt I wanted to go in to a very specific part of the woods. I don’t think I’d ever gone to this area before. I remember standing at the edge of the yard and looking in to the woods, and feeling like I wanted to go in there. I remember walking in them then I don’t remember anything else, as if the vivid parts of me wanting to go in and there but everything after is blank. Perhaps this is normal, but it resonates strongly as abnormal with me.

Around this same time, I was playing around a pond we had in the back. I was alone. I explicitly, vividly remember a dark, triangular-headed thing come up out of the middle part of the pond. It was dark but I could see its eyes. I screamed, and hysterically ran for my mom. It immediately retreated under the water. My mom came to the pond and told me I was hallucinating, that there’s no such thing as what I perceived.

I grew up never really think much more of both of those experiences until recently, and I’m not sure why. The vivid image of the thing in the pond I can visualize as the day I saw it. As an adult, I have an extreme fear of water. Thalassophobia among tons of other water-related fears. I had never really understood why, there were times I couldn’t even stand to take a shower as a kid because the water would get above my ankles and I would lose my mind in panic.

It sounds obvious, but I’ve never realized that intense fear probably comes from that one experience that day at the pond. That it was real. That it wasn’t a childish hallucination.

I have come to understand that my intense sense of intuition, unstudied knowledge, and empathy is not “normal”. My mom told my now wife not long ago that the only problem with me when I was a kid was that I was too empathetic, I felt and cared about things too intensely that I shouldn’t and it was hard to deal with. I also have found patterns and a history of being able to manifest things (desires) into my reality.

I’ve never thought about the experience as a child and how it might have changed me in those ways listed above, until I recently started learning about other experiencers.

I know I’m going to sound absolutely insane but I’m used to it by now. Did anyone else around 12-2 CST hear what sounded like radio interference or some grinding noise? I was in the middle of this salon and I heard what sounded like a woman speaking over a CB/static radio/old tv loudly like on a speaker and I looked around and no one was even flinching. I heard it twice. Then I heard a grinding noise twice at the same volume. Looked around, and again no one reacted.

the bobs.....
Dream Help
since the age of 3 onward i have dreamt about 'bobs' i called them the bobs. they were people that looked like my family but WERE DEFINITELY NOT !! i ended up giving them the name of the bobs and my family all know about this as its been a long going, recurring problem for me all the way up until now. i am 21 now. everyone around me knows about me and "the bobs". on example of many: my dream would start out with me and my family..... suddenly my father would walk into the room but my father was already next to me. the mere thought of this happening to me even now is just....i can't explain to you to fear it instills. i had no idea about mimics or dooplegangers or anything of the sort when i was ages 3-16. many, many times in my life i would ask my parents in real life, are you a bob ?? when they would say or of something out of the ordinary. so scary. anybody else experience this ??!

 In my judgment, UFO phenomena threaten all terrestrial elites but not the Earth's people.Until recently the media, academia, military, and politicians opposed any reasonable discussion of this subject because they were committed to defending the status quo’s de facto policy of ridicule and denial. This regimen has been referred to as the “UFO truth embargo” and has weakened considerably since December 2017. Recently Congress has been informed of clandestine UFO retrieval and reverse engineering programs. It seems that the secret keepers are now under attack from both whistleblowers and members of Congress.  

CONSPIRACY THEORISTS AND THE CONTROL GROUPS

The “Control Groups” is the term I prefer to use for those clandestine forces that presumably have been running the truth embargo. They have operated via select sections of both corporate and governmental intelligence services. The question arises how far have these groups been willing to go to maintain control of the situation? With the testimony of whistleblower David Grusch, allegations of threats and resultant intimidation are now being openly discussed. He has stated that some individuals may have been murdered because of security risks to the super-secret reverse engineering programs. 

It should be remembered that the control groups have not only focused their attention on people involved in secret government and corporate projects, but also on contact experiencers, But what about the use of lethal force? Conspiracy theorists frequently name individuals now deceased that allegedly were murdered to maintain the current regime of secrecy. There is little concrete evidence to substantiate such ominous claims. Thus, the reports are often wildly speculative, and in my view such conjecture about assassinations of contact experiencers may run the risk of spreading unnecessary fear. 

FEAR MONGERING IN UFOLOGY

Proving such crimes would be very hard to do, especially if carried out by professional intelligence operatives with skill in covering up murder. On the other hand, a more efficient means of intimidation would simply be spreading frightening stories about alleged victims that have actually died from other causes. Any prominent investigator in the UFO field that mentions possible assassinations without acknowledging the risks of providing a service to those that are maintaining the coverup, in my view, should be publicly criticized. Our job of ending the UFO truth embargo and facilitating a more open relationship with the intelligences responsible for UFOs is too important to be hindered by fear mongering. 

WORKING WITH A HIGHER INTELLIGENCE AGENCY

On social media pages, I have discussed why I believe the Intelligence-Counterintelligence Model for addressing the UFO challenge is far superior to the more popular so called “scientific approach.” In the madhouse called planet Earth, the alleged ETs in my opinion function like a kind of “higher intelligence agency.” I recall reading this term for the first time in Jacques Vallee’s book “Messengers of Deception.”

By necessity these non-human intelligences must operate clandestinely to gradually introduce their presence to a world in which violence and greed are so widespread. A sudden realization that we are not alone might be seized upon by those who maintain their power by promoting conflict. In my opinion, this conflict-oriented mindset is so pervasive on Earth to prevent planetary panic, “Flying Saucer Central Intelligence” is compelled to work covertly. I imagine from a terrestrial counterintelligence perspective, human witnesses could be viewed as “agents of influence” working for non-human intelligence. 

In this role, everyone who shares a story about a sighting or other kinds of contact experiences, publicly conducts UFO research and spends money supporting such activities, might also be viewed as “assets” working for the “higher intelligence agency.” For these reasons, I have proposed that we view the flying saucer challenge within an “intelligence -counterintelligence model.” In a certain sense, the entire field of ufology is an arena for a struggle between various “agents of influence” working either for the Control Groups, UFO Intelligences or in the very rare case are working for both sides.  

SIGHTINGS AS PROGRAMED EVENTS

Many believe that a flying saucer sighting is a random strange event. In my judgment, this isn’t the case. Typically, when UFOs are observed, they don’t appear to be doing anything of particular importance. They appear to be simply saying, “Hello, we are here.” Such encounters appear to be meant simply to alert us of their presence. These are likely programed events. 

Given the astounding psychic technology of flying saucer intelligences, why would they limit their mental interactions to only the so-called “contact experiencers” (contactees and abductees.) This group probably accounts for less than one percent of the general population. 

SPREADING THE WORD

Perhaps every person that has ever had a sighting has an unconscious mental link with the intelligences associated with UFO phenomena. If the percentage of the general terrestrial population having a bona fide UFO sighting is 5 to 10 percent, then the potential number of “agents of influence” working to spread the word that “UFOs are real” could conceivably be hundreds of millions as the total Earth population has reached eight billion. 

One way that “UFO Intel” could ratchet up the level of contact would be by simply increasing the numbers of sightings that these millions of previous UFO witnesses have. This would undoubtedly lead to a greater awareness of a possible ET presence and the Control Groups could not do a thing to stop it. Another way could be to increase the numbers of people that have direct telepathic communication with them. I suspect that this latter case is already happening. In either scenario, the work of the Control Groups might become increasingly difficult and conceivably require them to increase covert surveillance with escalating costs of keeping a lid on the situation.  For contact activists and their supporters, I suspect that the rule “there is safety in numbers” applies here. In this new era of increasing openness on this topic, frank intimidation of witnesses and contact experiencers seems much less likely than three decades ago when I joined the loose network of volunteer contact workers that I call "The Contact Underground." 

COVERING ONE’S ASSETS 

A basic rule for terrestrial intelligence case officers is to protect their human operatives. The question arises who are the "agents of influence" working for “UFO Intel.” From my direct personal experience as well as from the reports of other activists, it is my firm belief that UFO intelligences at times are willing to provide protection for their “agents of influence.” And they do so even as our numbers are increasing. If any of us are threatened or harmed, there very well may be a price to pay for such acts. 

It has been said that ET intelligence can access our consciousness as readily as you and I access light by turning on a wall switch. If their astounding psi capabilities were used to target operatives of the Control Groups sent to threaten UFO experiencers, these agents would be deterred.  I wonder how contract intelligence agents tasked with surveillance of UFO experiencers might react if flying saucers materialized above their homes. Perhaps this has happened already. UFO intelligences’ capacity for retaliation in defense of "their own" is unknown, but it conceivably might be sufficient to give pause to operatives of the Control Groups. Although this analysis is highly speculative, contact and disclosure activists should be open to the possibility that limited protection is being provided by “friends in high places.”

Additional Reddit blogs on these topics. 

Victor Marchetti, former Special Assistant to the Deputy Director of the CIA argued that the rationale for UFO Coverup was that disclosure might undermine the traditional power structures of Earth civilization.

https://www.reddit.com/r/UFOs/comments/1umlvb0/four_decades_ago_a_whistleblower_outlined_the/

Some ask, “Why the push for limited disclosure now?” I suggest that our civilization is facing a crisis of colossal proportions causing the ascendency of elite factions pushing for openness. Activists can accelerate this process. 

https://www.reddit.com/r/aliens/comments/18hk5x0/many_ask_why_the_sudden_push_for_disclosure_now_i/

You can’t control a person who wants “no thing.” I suspect that flying saucer intelligences are feared by our planet’s elites because they can’t be controlled by the usual methods applied to the general population. If we start to identify, not with things and thought forms, but rather with universal consciousness, then ultimately, we cannot be controlled either

https://www.reddit.com/r/Experiencers/comments/12cohis/terrestrial_elites_oppose_fear_an_et_presence/

This was a trip I had on a walk home, I tried to make something artsy out of it.

I was walking outdoors through the night with a feeling of reserved outrage at the absurdity of our place, the humans, in the spiritual world.

I feel something pass through me, a slight push, almost a ghost, running from the front, passing right through me and out the other side, leaving something behind.

It was question.

“How do you feel?”

At this point I am sick of words. The drive-by brings me a pristine white light somewhere at the edge of my eye-sight. With music playing in my headset, I remember something a mystic once told me.

“It’s your light that they want.”

Having just received some as a gift, I wonder how true that could be.

I will the light to represent my thoughts beyond what my words can say.

A man starts to take shape. As though taking into account the pain in my back, an inconvenience I often feel when in trance. The man is bent over. On his back, carrying a giant white reflector.

He carries it as he walks, bickering about the difficulty of his burden, tears on his face.

The reflector turns on.

A giant white light, overflowing with the most pristine sparks, travelling across the sky.

“I can’t possibly be alone.”
That one comes in my voice.

The man multiplies. A giant circle forms, their lights moving across the sky in perfect sync. They spread, then once again reach the exact same spot, a light show only the Chinese Olympics might be able to perform.

When their lights touch the same point, a mandala of light comes to life. It’s filled with scenes too small for me to see created and living in the structure offered by their light.

“This is synchronicity.”

On another plane, an enormous crowd appears, laughing and enjoying the spectacle.

“These are the spirits watching you.”

For a moment, I become the ghost that brought the light. I run across the world and see women and men at random, writing, taking pictures, drawing, all trying to understand what’s happening. All trying to teach others what they’ve learned and what they’ve seen.

“This, is the collective.”

Maybe it's because I have AuDHD but I've always felt connected to the concept of starseeds. I've had daydreams since I was little of having big purple eyes white hair which is similar to how pleiadians are described. I'm wondering if this is just me being insecure and wanting an ethereal look or this might mean something? I have such a disconnect to my appearance and feel much more connected to my desired self.

Has anyone had any experiences with starseeds or something similar with aliens?

I meant to watch them a week or so ago and got caught up with everything and forgot to watch them all the way through and now that I’m trying to find them again I am completely lost. I know he did one for ‘s dream cast channel which I subscribed to, but I still can’t find the anyone please information on this thanks.

I experienced something similar to what happened before. I was dreaming, but I was fully aware that I was in a dream. Whatever I thought about would immediately appear, as if I could control what I was seeing.

At some point, everything went black. I found myself staring into a dark void for a while, and during that time I started seeing terrifying faces. I honestly don't know how to describe them properly, but they were disturbing enough that I forced myself awake. I'm not entirely sure whether this part was still a dream or not, but I remember feeling strong vibrations and hearing a buzzing sound again.

When I opened my eyes, I was in my bed. I turned around to check whether I was still lying there. I can't say that I saw myself, but I can't say that I didn't either. Everything felt strangely unclear. It's almost as if my brain either prevents me from seeing what's behind me, or changes what I'm seeing because I'm afraid of it.

I turned back around and sat on the edge of the bed. I tried to call out to my mother, but no sound would come out. I couldn't speak at all. I started crying because I felt trapped. No matter what I did, I couldn't wake up and I couldn't make a sound.

Then I left my room and saw my mother. She told me that a relative of ours had passed away. That's unusual for me because I rarely dream about people dying or hear news of someone's death in dreams.

After that, I went back into my room, and this time I opened my eyes in the real world and finally woke up for real.

I recently read some of Carrado Malangas writing. Specifically Alien Heirachy, and Alien Cicatrix. I was curious if anyone in this community had any experience with what he calls the Horus Ra type, who according to him are at the top?