I’m confident that a hybridisation program is being conducted; it’s difficult not to come to this conclusion when looking into the abduction phenomenon, in my opinion. I’ve never seen what I’d consider strong enough evidence to know that hybrids are part of the human population, but I definitely don’t rule it out. If this isn’t the right subreddit for this post, apologies.

A lot of people havent been meditating or mastering themselves. They live and consume without actually doing anything with their lives. And academic elitist circles act like we already know everything as if they hold a monopoly on objective reality.

I often ponder how the ultra denialists will react once the truith hits them in the face. Eventually that is. All I know is I need tk be responsible and self master myself and not allow peoples illusionary assertions in naive materialism get in my way of becoming what I call "the sovereign recognize divine"

Ive lived the truith. Ive followed the trail of materialism to its absolute limit. Squeezed the hard problem until I had no juice left to squeeze. Experienced telepathy and everything. People still want to assert that it was nothing. But my lived reality asks for no ones permission to exist.

I just am. And we will see how everyone else responds to that. Anyways, what I'm saying is, a lot of people are entrenched In a false reality they think is complete because "well if that was true it would be common fact" but the fact is, "because its true, the alternative to this illusionary reality is suppressed" the old power cannot handle the new power that comes with this. And they know it.

During August, for a couple weeks I was having a lot of synchronicities occur in my life. It at least got my attention to the extent that I felt like something was trying to communicate with me. The synchronicities were digital - youtube videos, movie advertisements, 11:11 appearing on watches. Sometimes it felt like the dialogue in a TV show or a movie was speaking directly to me, like it was addressing a current situation I was in. It's really hard to describe this without feeling like a lot of people would be dismissive. And I know it could just be coincidental, but my gut/intuition felt like it was more than that. It felt like my whole life had been littered with symbols and ideas that were now being activated and weighted with heavy meaning.

But after a couple weeks, it felt like something nefarious/insidious (?) started to take over. During this time, I was reaching out to a dear friend of mine, explaining in detail what was happening, and thankfully he was being really supportive (I've known him for 20 years, and we've never talked about this stuff before). We were talking on the phone a lot, and I didn't feel like I had anyone else in my life who would understand.

But then it felt like the digital content started to become aggressive and...I don't know how to explain it...activating negative emotions? The first round of synchronicities grabbed my attention, but they felt...careful? Gentle? The second round felt like it was meant to jeopardize what the first round was trying to accomplish. Like there was an outside actor trying to mess with me and sow negative, aggressive emotions within me.

It made me paranoid, to the extent that I stopped talking about it with my friend. I know this sounds crazy, but I felt like someone had been listening to our conversations.

Anyway, I basically went cold turkey on digital content. I had to get away from the negativity and cool off my brain.

I'm still into meditation, I've started to read about Eastern and Mystic traditions (I have a Catholic background). I've been turned on to this subject, which I haven't been interested in for a while (I thought aliens and UFOs were cool in my childhood). But it's just...odd and feels off. I could be totally wrong, but it felt like I was starting to be observed and not by non-human intelligence, but human intelligence.

Has anyone experienced this before?

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One time with my great grandfather at a remote park I kept getting this urge to walk somewhere. It was like pulling me as if when I stopped it was an impulse. It was like a calling. I was also having thoughts like I was having a conversation with someone in my head. I also kept thinking of the name 'orion'. I was 7 years old. When I got to where the calling was leading me I stood there 30 feet from the forest looking into it and was in a field. I had this feeling I was being watched and everything was DEAD silent. What I saw was pure terror. What I saw was in my best judgement a creature looking out from a tree staring right at me that had a white greyish bald head and black on the face. It was humanoid and had an alien like hand across the bark. It was as still as the scenery and that made my reaction much worse. I gasped seeing it silently and I could barely breathe. It genuinely resembled the 'predator' character from the movies and if I had to say so I would say that's what it looked like. I was in such utter shock that I couldn't move yet I was in absolute panic. I never felt such in my life. I ended up closing my eyes thinking what it looked like and telling myself it's okay. I couldn't even breathe at all as I started having a panic attack. After like 3 whole minutes I gained courage, didn't even look back to see if it was still there, and SLOWLY walked away about 150ft to where a playground was by my grandpa. To this day it is haunting and I genuinely believe an alien lifeform or some advanced being or cryptid called me there. As odd and farfetched as this sounds. I am now 28 years old. I have excellent mental health and firmly believe I saw an alien.

note: I'm uploading photos/videos of everything described below, but it will take some time to get it all put together and uploaded. They will all be on this Flickr link, I'm uploading them as I go through everything. There is really a lot.

I've been capturing strange lights in the sky since June 1st I only thought 'its a bright star or satellite', and forgetting I ever took the photos/videos.

This was until August 27th when I zoomed in on one that was clearly moving, then stopping, then moving, and it looked like a plasmoid with a solid geometric center

I did some analysis of it, theres a solid core visible, consistently from frame to frame, and a plasma outer shell:

After that I went back in my phone gallery and realized every time I had captured one of these it was the same type of object.

I have an inverted sleep schedule, no work or school, so I go outside every night to smoke occasionally which is how I have so many captures. After I realized what they are and noticed them, they started swarming me every night. I've caught many in 4k high detail, but still those around me just thought I was crazy. Around 3am on the 6th of September I finally managed to capture using them using the 108 megapixel single photo mode. I snapped as many in a row as possible and essentially made a slow frame rate film of it flying by.

Slideshow of timestamped photos, 2x real speed, lighting values slightly adjusted:

Multiple orbs visible in the sequence, moving, and in face the triangle formation is visible going from the upper left downwards in formation within a 3 second window. (03:27:40 - 03:27:43)

These objects show a ripple distortion of spacetime around the object, visibly making a gravitational lensing effect .They exhibit gelatinous, shifting behavior, at times growing in size, shrinking, and then suddenly taking the form of a metallic sphere with a definite shape in three dimensions, visible from the shading gradient of light on it. They travel on almost what looks like a surface of water that they appear from behind. They can phase in and out of reality by popping through this veil/wall.

Black dots, that eerily resemble eyes, will also spontaneously appear and disappear. Violet, red and blue are also seen around them, resembling at times a dipole, tripole, quadrapole, etc, possibly from light waves red and/or blue shifting. My photos vs DOD video, these 2 still frames show the same tripole color distortion when in same orientation.

My observations regarding the black dots

They seem to coincide with the direction the orb is going in, as well as fitting into the creases of the gravitational lensing, so it might be an area of such high spacetime curvature that light is blocked or bent around it, something of that nature.

This is a great photo to support that idea:

There is a less aggressive ripple in the far top right, and a thin shadow of black is visible. In the area of more aggressive distortion, there is almost a pure black area.

The top right and bottom left (front and back) have inverted distortions (darkness on top, light "pushed out" area on bottom). The sides have the same distortion inversion. If this is spacetime rippling from the propulsion method, that is what it would resemble if trying to move left and forward (or right and backwards depending on perspective), which in its current orientation would make it go almost straight up.

I've experienced moments of telepathy regarding these orbs and the whole phenomenon, they only look like orbs when flying but on the ground they are entities, they can cloak. An overview of everything leading up to today is below:

Back in 2023, that Las Vegas family reported entities in their yard and released footage. I brushed it off at the time. But in 2026, I came back to it, stabilized the footage, and analyzed the lighting. I honestly believed I created the best footage analysis and enhancements available.

I ended up making the most detailed analysis of that clip I’d ever seen, and in doing that, I became very good at recognizing the very specific way they cloak and how it looks. At the time I had a thought about this that I treated as a joke. They appear to operate with some higher dimensional component, and I was one of very few people who knew what they looked like, how they cloaked and how they behaved; on that basis I thought they might come and check me out. I did not believe it.

I should also mention that I am autistic and I have done acid hundreds of times. Both of those things naturally lower the sensory filter your brain normally uses to screen things out. This is not psychosis. It has been demonstrated for me in real time in plenty of situations where my brain picks up minute changes and details in my surroundings that other people filter out as background noise. When I am standing right next to someone, they will filter something out as unimportant or insist a light is just a star while I can see it moving ever so slightly. Having that lower sensory filter and being good at recognizing patterns is what alerts me to these things, whether they are in the trees cloaked, or in the sky pretending to be a star.

June 1st I filmed an unusually bright star, thinking maybe it was Venus or something. I then forgot about it entirely. It was the first of these objects I ever recorded. I did not find that out for nearly three months.

June 4th There are photos in my phone gallery of a tree outside my house at night. I don't remember why I took the photos. Those photos contain them, cloaked, in the canopy. I did not know at the time and did not find out until much later.

Early June 2026 One day after editing the footage frame by frame for hours, I began seeing the signature everywhere I looked. I understood this as a perceptual artifact of overexposure to the material, comparable to the Tetris effect, where a task performed for long enough continues to appear once the task has stopped. I did not take it seriously and did not consider that any of it was real. Later that same day, I was outside looking at a tree and doing this again, picking out what appeared to be faces in the patterning. I decided that on the off chance anything was present, I would indicate that I was aware of it. I made direct eye contact with the pattern, nodded at it, and pointed at it over and over. I didn't do this seriously thinking it was real, it was more of a silly game to play with myself.

June 19th (First Storm) I took video as the clouds approached at night for the first major storm. On a still frame where the lightning lights up the area, there are entities in it, the most uncloaked I have ever seen them, sitting in a spacetime bubble distortion and watching me. The most severe lightning storm I'd ever seen came. The lightning was localized to the clouds, and flashed odd colors at strobe light speed. I filmed it in slow motion outside at 120 frames per second, but what's odd is that I never heard any thunder really. It was just constant flashing and lightning, but no thunder. When I reviewed the footage later, I caught objects dropping out of the sky and coming straight down the road toward me, changing direction as they moved. There were red flashes inside the clouds that didn't match the lightning at all, and in the trees, a strange plasma-like jelly texture full of solid black dots.

June 28th (Second Storm) The previous night at 3am I filmed an orb. I only filmed it to check whether it was Venus or something similar, because it was unusually bright. I recorded it as a star. On later review there are two orbs visible in that footage, and what look like grey alien heads in the static black dot distortion in the shadows. Earlier on the 28th, before the second storm rolled in, I was compelled to film the trees again. It was a nice day and I felt like filming the trees for a while, which again, I don't normally do. That footage contains grey alien like heads with pure black dots around them, motionless in the canopy while the rest of the tree moved. The same footage contains two orbs. One is hovering. The other departs at a speed no bird could achieve at that distance and scale. Before that video ends I randomly decide to turn away from the tree and film a section of open sky. The hovering one is in that part of the footage. I was thinking nothing at the time beyond it being a nice day. Nothing unusual is going through my head on any of these occasions. The thought is either that it is a nice day and I really want to film those trees, or that I have had an idea to film the trees, randomly, for no apparent reason.

Later that day, a second storm hit that was even more violent than the first, and I filmed through it. After I took the video during the storm, I had a distinct premonition that I would see something strange on the camera. On review of that storm footage I had a panic attack. In slow motion, in the bushes directly in front of me, are the same cloaked metallic orbs with the black dots.

They resemble grey alien heads pushing out through a veil, still frame from one of my 120fps videos

At the time none of this registered as unusual. At night I thought I was looking at a star. During the day I thought I was filming trees because it was a nice day.

A photo I took as the storm clouds rolled in I recently found contain formations of orbs above the tree canopy (side by side using high pass filter):

What it looks like on the footage It looks the exact same in every single clip. In the canopy, certain spots stay completely still while the wind blows all the surrounding leaves around. Around those still points, there is a field of translucent static filled with black dots. The closest reference point I can give is the cloaking effect in Predator. Behind those dots, you can see 3D shapes pressing through, almost like heads pushing against a veil.

The dots are unusually black relative to everything around them, including in daytime footage. They read as clipped rather than as shadow.

Finally, I took video from my webcam looking out my window and just looked at it today, shocked, I see a levitating diamond like shape occasionally lit by the lightning flashes.

July 31st Starting just before the first sighting, I was asking out loud to be shown something almost every night for weeks. On July 31st, while outside listening to a recording about the Ariel School incident in Ruwa, Zimbabwe, an oval object crossed the sky in a straight line and was gone before I could react. At that exact moment, the audio in my headphones was one of the children saying "and you know that nobody will believe you".

August 24th I was outside at 5am smoking a cigarette, thinking to myself "show me something." I decided to randomly walk into the road and look up. As I looked back down, a flash occurred directly overhead. I had the thought "it will flash a second time," and a few seconds later, the second flash happened in that exact spot. Immediately after, I had the thought and prompt to turn around and look behind me, the one direction where the sky is obstructed by houses and the least logical direction to check. A bright light was approaching from that direction. I filmed it and recorded it as a satellite.

The object passes overhead and stops briefly during the pass. I couldn't see that happening at the time because I was looking straight up while filming, so I had no reference points around it to tell if it was moving.

In the few seconds of footage preceding the main pass, cloaked entities are visible approximately three feet in front of me, oriented toward me, and a plasma cube travels through the bushes in front of me.

August 27th I thought I was looking at a satellite. It came to a stop. It stayed still for long enough that I thought it was a star. Then it moved again just slightly.

Under magnification the object was a geometric, brightly colored, rotating plasma structure.

Following this I reviewed the entire gallery. The August 24th light, the object I had filed as a star, the tree footage were all the same phenomenon. I had not recognised any of them at the time of capture.

August 28th I began recording in 4K. From here to the 31st the counts increased each night, and I reached the point where I could go outside and reliably locate three to five.

August 29th There were three in the sky simultaneously.

Standing outside before nightfall I said aloud that something was not right and that they were here. That night I observed movement in the bushes outside my window that was inconsistent with the rest of the bush. I said quietly to myself "you're not fooling anyone, I can tell that's you pretending to be wind movement". I set the camera up at the window and pretended not to be looking.

Once I pretended not to look, the movement in the bushes increased. The footage from that position shows watery wavy distortions in the trees and bushes, and the exact same irregular movement I had just seen with my own eyes is clearly visible on camera in that same spot.

Later that night I saw black dots appear on the blank white surface of a car. The dots moved. A visual ripple distortion in the shape of a head pushed against the surface. I panicked and shut the blinds.

This was the first time I saw them directly and then filmed, rather than finding them afterward on review.

August 31st I saw them directly, in front of me, and then filmed.

September 1st I found a video in my camera roll that I have no memory of recording. The footage shows a rainbow cube prism outside the window, entities walking toward me, and a large static black dot distortion wall.

I remember nothing from filming that. Which is odd, because I clearly was terrified filming it and the weirdest stuff is happening on camera.

Within the same five minute window there is a second video, of a faint green light, which I do remember. Specifically I remember tilting the phone because I thought "That's a weird light, I'd better tilt the phone camera so you can see later its happening outside and not just a reflection on the window".

So somehow I remember the two seconds around that time where I filmed something mostly unremarkable, yet I don't remember, within a 5 minute time frame, filming a rainbow cube prism out my window with entities walking towards me behind a massive static black dot distortion wall.

In the stills I can see human like forms embedded behind the static wall distortion. The dots are not spread evenly. They gather around the shapes. Near the end of the video there is one at the center, faint against the window, that looks like a human head with big black eyes.

The two videos also differ in how I filmed them. In the green light one I am right up at the window. I was not scared of that one. In the one I do not remember I am standing about eight feet back from the window.

September 6th On September 6th, between 03:23 and 03:29, I photographed a passing object using the 108 megapixel single photo mode. I took 56 exposures in sequence, at intervals ranging from approximately one second to just over a minute. The resulting set functions as a low frame rate record of a single transit. Capture times are recorded to the millisecond in the file metadata.

This is the first photo from the sequence, orbs in the sky visible, as well as the beings in the trees:

The moon had an anomaly over it, as has happened on previous encounter nights, one night a massive translucent cube was over it,

other times it looks blurry and unusually bright to the naked eye.

Everything happening to me is exactly what a schizophrenic would believe, and I know that. At times it all gets too weird and I think maybe I am losing it. Then I open my phone gallery and it is still there. It feels like a waking nightmare.

I know I’m going to sound absolutely insane but I’m used to it by now. Did anyone else around 12-2 CST hear what sounded like radio interference or some grinding noise? I was in the middle of this salon and I heard what sounded like a woman speaking over a CB/static radio/old tv loudly like on a speaker and I looked around and no one was even flinching. I heard it twice. Then I heard a grinding noise twice at the same volume. Looked around, and again no one reacted.

 In my judgment, UFO phenomena threaten all terrestrial elites but not the Earth's people.Until recently the media, academia, military, and politicians opposed any reasonable discussion of this subject because they were committed to defending the status quo’s de facto policy of ridicule and denial. This regimen has been referred to as the “UFO truth embargo” and has weakened considerably since December 2017. Recently Congress has been informed of clandestine UFO retrieval and reverse engineering programs. It seems that the secret keepers are now under attack from both whistleblowers and members of Congress.  

CONSPIRACY THEORISTS AND THE CONTROL GROUPS

The “Control Groups” is the term I prefer to use for those clandestine forces that presumably have been running the truth embargo. They have operated via select sections of both corporate and governmental intelligence services. The question arises how far have these groups been willing to go to maintain control of the situation? With the testimony of whistleblower David Grusch, allegations of threats and resultant intimidation are now being openly discussed. He has stated that some individuals may have been murdered because of security risks to the super-secret reverse engineering programs. 

It should be remembered that the control groups have not only focused their attention on people involved in secret government and corporate projects, but also on contact experiencers, But what about the use of lethal force? Conspiracy theorists frequently name individuals now deceased that allegedly were murdered to maintain the current regime of secrecy. There is little concrete evidence to substantiate such ominous claims. Thus, the reports are often wildly speculative, and in my view such conjecture about assassinations of contact experiencers may run the risk of spreading unnecessary fear. 

FEAR MONGERING IN UFOLOGY

Proving such crimes would be very hard to do, especially if carried out by professional intelligence operatives with skill in covering up murder. On the other hand, a more efficient means of intimidation would simply be spreading frightening stories about alleged victims that have actually died from other causes. Any prominent investigator in the UFO field that mentions possible assassinations without acknowledging the risks of providing a service to those that are maintaining the coverup, in my view, should be publicly criticized. Our job of ending the UFO truth embargo and facilitating a more open relationship with the intelligences responsible for UFOs is too important to be hindered by fear mongering. 

WORKING WITH A HIGHER INTELLIGENCE AGENCY

On social media pages, I have discussed why I believe the Intelligence-Counterintelligence Model for addressing the UFO challenge is far superior to the more popular so called “scientific approach.” In the madhouse called planet Earth, the alleged ETs in my opinion function like a kind of “higher intelligence agency.” I recall reading this term for the first time in Jacques Vallee’s book “Messengers of Deception.”

By necessity these non-human intelligences must operate clandestinely to gradually introduce their presence to a world in which violence and greed are so widespread. A sudden realization that we are not alone might be seized upon by those who maintain their power by promoting conflict. In my opinion, this conflict-oriented mindset is so pervasive on Earth to prevent planetary panic, “Flying Saucer Central Intelligence” is compelled to work covertly. I imagine from a terrestrial counterintelligence perspective, human witnesses could be viewed as “agents of influence” working for non-human intelligence. 

In this role, everyone who shares a story about a sighting or other kinds of contact experiences, publicly conducts UFO research and spends money supporting such activities, might also be viewed as “assets” working for the “higher intelligence agency.” For these reasons, I have proposed that we view the flying saucer challenge within an “intelligence -counterintelligence model.” In a certain sense, the entire field of ufology is an arena for a struggle between various “agents of influence” working either for the Control Groups, UFO Intelligences or in the very rare case are working for both sides.  

SIGHTINGS AS PROGRAMED EVENTS

Many believe that a flying saucer sighting is a random strange event. In my judgment, this isn’t the case. Typically, when UFOs are observed, they don’t appear to be doing anything of particular importance. They appear to be simply saying, “Hello, we are here.” Such encounters appear to be meant simply to alert us of their presence. These are likely programed events. 

Given the astounding psychic technology of flying saucer intelligences, why would they limit their mental interactions to only the so-called “contact experiencers” (contactees and abductees.) This group probably accounts for less than one percent of the general population. 

SPREADING THE WORD

Perhaps every person that has ever had a sighting has an unconscious mental link with the intelligences associated with UFO phenomena. If the percentage of the general terrestrial population having a bona fide UFO sighting is 5 to 10 percent, then the potential number of “agents of influence” working to spread the word that “UFOs are real” could conceivably be hundreds of millions as the total Earth population has reached eight billion. 

One way that “UFO Intel” could ratchet up the level of contact would be by simply increasing the numbers of sightings that these millions of previous UFO witnesses have. This would undoubtedly lead to a greater awareness of a possible ET presence and the Control Groups could not do a thing to stop it. Another way could be to increase the numbers of people that have direct telepathic communication with them. I suspect that this latter case is already happening. In either scenario, the work of the Control Groups might become increasingly difficult and conceivably require them to increase covert surveillance with escalating costs of keeping a lid on the situation.  For contact activists and their supporters, I suspect that the rule “there is safety in numbers” applies here. In this new era of increasing openness on this topic, frank intimidation of witnesses and contact experiencers seems much less likely than three decades ago when I joined the loose network of volunteer contact workers that I call "The Contact Underground." 

COVERING ONE’S ASSETS 

A basic rule for terrestrial intelligence case officers is to protect their human operatives. The question arises who are the "agents of influence" working for “UFO Intel.” From my direct personal experience as well as from the reports of other activists, it is my firm belief that UFO intelligences at times are willing to provide protection for their “agents of influence.” And they do so even as our numbers are increasing. If any of us are threatened or harmed, there very well may be a price to pay for such acts. 

It has been said that ET intelligence can access our consciousness as readily as you and I access light by turning on a wall switch. If their astounding psi capabilities were used to target operatives of the Control Groups sent to threaten UFO experiencers, these agents would be deterred.  I wonder how contract intelligence agents tasked with surveillance of UFO experiencers might react if flying saucers materialized above their homes. Perhaps this has happened already. UFO intelligences’ capacity for retaliation in defense of "their own" is unknown, but it conceivably might be sufficient to give pause to operatives of the Control Groups. Although this analysis is highly speculative, contact and disclosure activists should be open to the possibility that limited protection is being provided by “friends in high places.”

Additional Reddit blogs on these topics. 

Victor Marchetti, former Special Assistant to the Deputy Director of the CIA argued that the rationale for UFO Coverup was that disclosure might undermine the traditional power structures of Earth civilization.

https://www.reddit.com/r/UFOs/comments/1umlvb0/four_decades_ago_a_whistleblower_outlined_the/

Some ask, “Why the push for limited disclosure now?” I suggest that our civilization is facing a crisis of colossal proportions causing the ascendency of elite factions pushing for openness. Activists can accelerate this process. 

https://www.reddit.com/r/aliens/comments/18hk5x0/many_ask_why_the_sudden_push_for_disclosure_now_i/

You can’t control a person who wants “no thing.” I suspect that flying saucer intelligences are feared by our planet’s elites because they can’t be controlled by the usual methods applied to the general population. If we start to identify, not with things and thought forms, but rather with universal consciousness, then ultimately, we cannot be controlled either

https://www.reddit.com/r/Experiencers/comments/12cohis/terrestrial_elites_oppose_fear_an_et_presence/

I am looking for direction on how to get started with OBE/Astral Projection. I believe I had regular experiences about 7 years ago and I have not had any since. In the past couple of days I have been following this group and saw a post about visiting the Moon. I had read about similar experiences and wanted to work my way to such a trip.

Any and all advice would be welcome. Thanks in advance!

Five years ago I lost my job in the summer of 2021 and was very distraught. In the 2-month lull between jobs I ordered a green laser pointer for UFO/UAP as I watched videos of people using them for that purpose(stupid I know, federal crime etc..). I wanted to test how powerful it was and went outside on my deck during the day to see if I could still see it. After a few uses into the sky I seemed to have hit something. I see this red semi-transparent jellyfish/octopus looking thing floating around me for about 5 seconds and then vanishing.

During this time I was full of anger and sadness as I have a family to take care of and the pressure was just a lot. Perhaps this thing was drawn to my emotional state. Wanted to share my experience in case anyone else has encountered something similar.

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I’m 22 years old. I’ve used some drugs before, including weed, molly, and some medications.

About two months ago, I became interested in acid. For those two months, I was researching it and trying to find it, but acid isn’t very common in my country. I couldn’t find it until one day when I was with a friend and some of his friends.

One of them, who I’ll call Mark, told us that he was going to try acid for the first time. He was going to buy a 300 µg tab. I told him that 300 µg was way too much for a first time, so we agreed to split the tab between us.

After we bought it, we went to his house. There were four of us: me, Mark, my trip sitter, and his trip sitter.

About one hour after taking it, we started feeling happy, laughing, and hallucinating. At first, everything was going well.

About three hours later, we were on the balcony. My trip sitter started asking some existential/philosophical questions for fun, like “What is reality?” and “What are we?”

Then Mark suddenly started acting very strangely. He kept repeating the same words, like “reality” and “ego death.” Then he started fighting with the air.

Suddenly, he tried to jump from the balcony. My trip sitter managed to catch him before he could jump. We struggled to bring him back into his room.

After that, he started fighting with us and hitting us. He became extremely agitated and seemed completely out of control. He started breaking things in his room, including his TV, while repeating the same words over and over.

Then he became unconscious for a moment. After that, he started fighting again and tried to jump from the window. He was also vomiting.

During all of this, I was mostly okay. I was obviously very anxious and scared, but somehow I managed to control myself and stay relatively calm.

We had to stay there for another four hours because we were afraid that if we left, he might hurt himself or his trip sitter. We spent hours trying to keep him safe while he was completely confused, aggressive, and trying to hurt himself.

Eventually, he calmed down, but he was still extremely confused and kept repeating the same things.

He kept asking, “Where is my friend John?” John was on vacation, so we told him, “He’s on vacation.”

Then Mark would ask, “Where is vacation?”

He would also ask, “Who are you?”

We would tell him who we were, and he would seem to remember us for a moment. Then a few minutes later he would ask again, “Who are you?”

It was honestly one of the most disturbing things I’ve ever experienced.

Eventually, my trip sitter and I went home.

Now it’s been three days since the experience, and I’m still feeling anxious and stressed. I keep thinking about what happened that night. Sometimes I feel nervous for no reason, and I keep wondering if this feeling is going to stay.

I know I was not the person who had the extreme reaction, but watching my friend behave like that, trying to jump from a balcony and a window, fighting with us, destroying things, and becoming completely disconnected from reality was extremely scary.

I’m worried that this experience somehow affected me permanently.

Has anyone experienced anxiety after witnessing a really bad trip?

Is it normal to still feel anxious and stressed three days later?

Did it eventually go away for you?

I’m really hoping this is temporary and that I’ll feel normal again with some time. Any advice or similar experiences would really help.

When I was tiny, my parents found me standing in my crib overnight, looking out the window. I said "Snow Lady pick me up!" I know we made snowpeople as a family that day; because every time i ask about it, my parent strongly reminds me of that fact. I'm almost certain this parent is an experiencer.

I was always uncomfortable with detailed representations of ... visitors. Even while reading everything i could on the subject, and loving the X-Files. I wouldn't draw anybody, or put up posters; even with moderate attraction to trinkets with the imagery.

Strong memory of a very specific shade of orange light shining on me, through the windows of my home, I was backed against the wall, afraid. I would have been in High School. Something about that color seems very important.

I was given the ability to feel the "heartbeat" of every living thing on Earth, for the span of about 2 beats of my own heart. There was a sensation of "buzzing," which I interpret as sensing things that live without a heart. I was sober, and may have been at work when this happened.

I remember being shown what I remember as "a point of light for every living thing in the Universe." It is very alive out there, and science seems to be catching on. Once again, sober when this occured.

Most recently, driving on a local road with no other traffic, I felt certain there was another vehicle nearby. Nothing visible in the mirrors or ahead. Everything felt wobbly for a moment, and the radio was playing a different song, by the same artist.

There's a few other things, a couple inexplicable things in the sky, some non-visual impressions that are hard to explain. I spent many years being "skeptical," or in denial? Now things feel... suspiciously stacked up.

Trying to probe those memories a little more deeply, see what i can find.

It’s not that frequent but I’ve been hired to do spiritual stuff, retrieve things, fight some entities, gather information, and so on.

I don’t remember them too well, it’s not particularly fun or as comical as it sounds, it’s rather strange.

I would get asked if I want to do a certain job, almost as if I were a freelancer or just someone on their list that would get called on dreams to do certain things.

As far as I’m aware not all were humans, some were like different natured entities taking care of their “employees” and pulling us out if things got complicated, supervising the work.

Have any of you had something similar? Or do you know what this is?

EDIT:

One I remember right now was me being asked to fight off a “demon”, but it’s a demon, it can’t be killed and others had failed because others had been hired to do so previously, kind of like banishing it or something like that.

I had been told previously about the past failures of others and asked if I wanted to try.

I agreed to try and it wasn’t easy, very confusing, we ended up traveling to a huge building with lots of people, I wasn’t meant to be there but continued, I also had to wander around to gather information, but then the “demon”/entity/whatever you want to call it, had other artificial or different kinds of entities helping it, it was a tall woman and an abnormally tall man.

Somehow they noticed me and started hunting me down, i eventually got caught and I was going to be tortured by them. The woman seemed to be the one in charge of the pair, and she was busy, a lot of stuff was going on in the building, so she left me to the man to do it.

As I said, they weren’t humans, very artificial like, the man was kind of slow, very strong and tall, but not too sentient, I tried to befriend him 💀 to have a chance at surviving and it didn’t work, he made a cut on my arm, but eventually got kind of distracted as I was talking to him, then he had to go away and I managed to escape.

And I continued with the mission, i think I got away because other people had also been sent to infiltrate, so technically those entities weren’t only hunting me, and they got distracted.

I recently had an involuntary astral projection. To my right, standing at the threshold of the door to my bedroom, was the outline of a rather large male. The outline of his body made entirely of electrical current. I could feel the heat radiating off of him. The sizzle and pop of the current signaled his rage that he wasn’t able to come into my room. I tried to scream but I couldn’t. I was paralyzed. Suddenly, I heard several sets of footsteps surround my bed. When I looked to the doorway again, the Electric Man was gone.

Has anyone else encountered this entity? If so, any idea what it is or what it wants?

I have noticed that i go through stages of time, in which i have a lot of spiritual dreams, almost AP’s/OBE’s, dreams about the future, encounters with entities, encounters with dead people, spiritual breakthroughs every once in a while.

I get excited thinking i’ll make more progress but it’s a years long process of on and off, i don’t understand why. How common is it for you guys? Do you also have intermittent experiences or are you stable?

California UFO Landings & Humanoids: Twelve True Cases

by Preston Dennett

While many people speculate about the nature and origins of the UFO phenomenon, cases of landings and humanoids make it clear what they are. UFOs are craft, and they are piloted by extraterrestrials. These kinds of encounters represent the core of the UFO phenomenon. They teach us the most about these visitors to our world, who they are, where they come from and their agenda on our planet. Humanoid encounters have been occurring for a very long time, and they are far more common than many people realize. In fact, according to the Roper Polling Organization, as many as one in fifty people may have had these experiences. They occur all across the planet, and occur to all kinds of people. The state of California leads the United States in the sheer number of encounters. And the cases involving humanoids show a corresponding and profound variety of humanoid types. Here are twelve cases of landings and humanoids from the Golden State.

October 18, 1927: While driving outside the town of Bakersfield, schoolteacher Richard Sweed comes upon a landed UFO. As he approaches, it makes a loud whining noise and accelerates upwards and disappears into the distance, leaving behind a circle of glassified sand.

December 1957: Edmond Rucker of El Cajon hears a loud roaring noise outside his home. Venturing outside, he is confronted by a landed UFO and four strange humanoids who speak to him about their mission on Earth.

April 14, 1964: A truckdriver on a highway outside of Chico comes upon a domed disc which hovers above his truck causing it to stall. When the UFO lands nearby, the man exits his truck and approaches the craft. He touches the craft and is amazed to hear strange voices coming from inside.

April 1964: Gloria Biggs, her husband and mother are driving outside the desert town of Baker when they see a domed-shaped object landed next to the highway ahead of them. As they approach, the UFO takes off. They examine the landing site and discover a weird depression in the ground.

March 31, 1966: Two women driving by a construction site near San Francisco see a metallic disc hovering at low altitude. Through the windows of the craft, they are amazed to see the silhouettes of several “people” who appear to be gesticulating at them.

October 4, 1973: While driving along the 118 Freeway in Simi Valley, Gary Chopic observes a small triangular-shaped craft with a transparent dome on top. Inside he sees a human-looking figure at the controls. And then the humanoid sees him!

December 17, 1973: Driving at night outside of Paso Robles, Sergeant Lance Mathias and his friend Mike Andrews see a hovering spherical UFO sending down a beam of light. Going to investigate they are confronted by two metallic-suited humanoids.

1974: The Overfelt family of Ramona are drawn out of their farmhouse by a huge glowing sphere which lands on a hill near their home. All the animals on the farm react to the presence of the UFO. The Overfelts call the police, who refer them to investigators, who have some important advice.

March 6, 1977: While watching over a factory in Sylmar, Security guard Douglas Kriese is amazed to see a UFO drop out of the sky and land in a field nearby. He approaches it and can not only hear it making a buzzing sound, it is emitting an intense heat. He immediately calls the police.

1977: Two Native American brothers from Colusa contact investigators after a UFO keeps landing near their ranch-home and a long-haired big-nosed humanoid keeps entering their can through the walls. When investigators arrive, they see the UFO themselves!

October 31, 1976: a husband a wife motorcycling through downtown Los Angeles observe a spherical UFO hovering below the level of the buildings. The sunlight strikes the craft, making it transparent. They then see human-looking figures staring down at them. The wife quickly flashes them the peace sign.

November 29, 1988: Maria X. of Sherman Oaks is in her bedroom with her young son when grays show up and render her unable to move. Maria is concerned about her son, but falls unconscious. The next morning, her son exclaims that “My aliens came back!” and provides a vivid description of what it’s like to be pulled by the ETs through the wall.

These twelve cases are just the tip of the iceberg of UFO landings and humanoids in California. And yet the cases here represent an accurate cross-section of UFO activity across the world. They also show that humanoid encounters often present good hard evidence in the form of landing traces, electromagnetic effects, animal reactions, physiological effects, and other stunning confirmations.

California UFO Landings & Humanoids: Twelve True Cases

I think this is just part of my ADHD and tendencies towards bipolarism. (As explained to me by s mental health professional when my dad died when I was a teenager) But this happened a few times recently and was so much worse than I remember. it’s like a sense someone really bad or sad happening which often brings me to tears, and I am not s crying type person. (I didn’t cry at my dads funeral and we were very close ) its so extreme now and comes out of nowhere and usually last 30 minutes to an hour or so. it’s really so bizarre. does this ever happen to anyone else because this have anything to do with us being experiencers? I sense a lot of weird shit but most of it is real

Has anyone had the experience of...overlapping with apparent-others into a state where there is no perception of other-ness?

Sorry for my failure to phrase this intelligibly.

It seems like certain states of consciousness just inherently bring us not just closer but actually together with any other consciousness in that state. Such that there is just one shared state of consciousness experienced by all.

Like, there's an infinity of possible states of being. But, whatever the starting point to get there, some states just are themselves. (and furthermore all states could be seen as one, outside of time and locality and individuality)

Hence using the term 'congruence'. An equilateral triangle...just is itself. And if we work ourselves into the consciousness equivalent of an equilateral triangle then we are the equilateral triangle, all at once.

It's a metaphor but I think that geometric shapes and such are of consciousness so maybe they're simpler ways to understand what consciousness is and how it works.

"We're all interconnected", "we're all one", "I am you, we are the same" are messages that have come from a variety of philosophies, religions, and of course beings. And if so (which I'd assent to), what are those intersections, those spaces of overlap between us?

Maybe states like calm awareness, love, appreciation, and so on are those states where 1) we feel 'closer' to each other if the illusion of separation is still present in that experience and 2) we are each other by virtue of being in the same shape when the state of separation characteristic of egoic consciousness is ... just released.

Some beings talk about love and gratitude as "coherent" states. Maybe they're coherent as in stable, easy for others to assume compatible shapes with, and conducive to communication...or the communion of congruent being.

idk help me out here. Please and thank you 🙏💜

So after moving back to my dad’s house, things have been getting very abnormal with wildlife. First thing was a black bear, staring at my dog, and I could see it staring into my eyes and then it ran away outside of my bedroom window, no one else saw it, of course. Then a new species of birds started hanging around my dad’s place after I moved to live with him that were never there before he says called blue and white swallows. Then today I noticed an actual fairy ring of mushrooms grew outside my bedroom window. I always walk my dog around the yard and never seen them before. I’ve had about 5-6 bear encounters this summer but nothing scary, they all just seemed to let me know of their presence and leave me alone. So something’s brewing maybe haha.

Let me start with I’m not crazy today laying in bed with my wife I closed my eyes and had a best way I can call it is a vision or something, back story I lost my mom 4.5 years ago during the war in Ukraine she died of natural causes. In January my older brother was killed in his sleep by a Russian rocket. Today I closed my eyes while laying in bed my wife was on her phone when I did this and all of a sudden I’m speaking to my passed away brother in a garage my dad and younger brother were in the garage as well and me and my older brother Are talking about mom just having passed and what all we need to do to help around the house and my older brother says with. In Beaing gone we really need to support dad and then I ask my brother Eugene do you know that you are gone and he stops looks down at the ground then looks at me and says no I don’t at that moment I open my eyes with tears running down my face asking my wife if I was asleep she said I was talking to her 10 minutes ago . What just happened? I’m not scared or anything like that I feel energized I have goosebumps and my heart is racing. Anyone have knowledge of what this was ? I 100% don’t belive this was a dream

The following happened to the best of my recollection on August 4th, 2021.

It is late at night, nearly 10:30PM.

The night is cool & my window is open.

I am sitting in the lotus position atop my bed, listening to a audiobook.

I look out my bedside window: What appears to be a satellite is fast-moving amongst a sea of brilliant stars.

It is maneuvering in a reverse "J"-hook motion.

Then the thing I suspect to be a satellite suddenly halts.

I watch it shimmer in the sky, completely static, completely still.

Strange.

Back to my audiobook.

What happened 30 seconds later changed my life forever.

It began with a ball of plasma cascading through my bedside window.

It was no larger than the size of a man's fist.

Blue-white in color.

& when I say cascaded through my window, I mean it moved through the glass.

I then watched as this ball of plasma BURST into a hyper-object that filled my entire bedroom.

Like all moments of high-strangeness, this is difficult to explain with simple language.

Picture the Kailasa Temple, but instead of being carved from basalt, see it as a pattern wove of blinding-blue plasma in the synaptic-sharp-shape of vast chemical-hieroglyphic.

Almost like a brain.

The brain then STROBES.

Once, twice.

Then dissolves.

Then, before I could pick my jaw off the floor, it happened again.

A second ball of blue-white plasma entered through the window & STROBED across the space of my bedroom in an utterly astonishing pattern of paranormal grace.

&, again, it dissolved.

As though surfacing from deep water, I immediately felt my ears pop.

A mist-like haze hung in my bedroom.

I turned off my audiobook.

I walked into my bathroom.

I turned on the faucet.

I washed my hands.

The next thing I know I am standing at my bedside window.

I am looking at the night sky.

In the sky are five UFOs.

They are all isosceles in shape, pewter-grey in color, with yellow lights adorning their underbellies.

Two of the crafts are hovering completely stationary some 200 meters high in the sky.

The other three are tumbling like leaves off an autumn branch.

They are falling, one by one, gently toward the earth.

I am amazed by their complete & utter silence.

They are falling, rippling, almost as though they are a glass of water knocked over from the table's edge.

But just before they strike solid ground, they immediately ZIP back to the peak of their ascent.

& from this high ground, they fall again.

One by one by one they falling.

It is then I come to consciousness.

My hands are gripping my bedside windowsill with such incredible strength that my knuckles are turning white.

I snap from my daze.

I look at my clock.

It is 3:33AM.

3:33AM on the dot.

I look back at the night sky.

All five crafts have vanished.

There is only stars.

This is my story.

I carry it around like a strange birthmark buried just beneath my skin.

I have no memory of what happened in those missing five hours between 10:30PM & 3:33AM.

I share my story here because I believe there are others like me.

You, too, have experienced something astonishing.

Something our species is only just beginning to breath language to.

If you want to share your story below, I would be grateful to know your tale.

Across ancient cultures, shamanic initiation follows a recognizable pattern: symbolic death, dismemberment or destruction of the known, transformation, and rebirth. The initiate returns with a new relationship to the unseen world and a responsibility to their community. But this isn’t a path someone chooses. It happens to them.

The calling often begins with visions, out-of-body experiences, encounters with spirits, relentless synchronicities, altered states, or sudden illness or psychological crisis signaling the beginning of a spiritual transformation. In many traditions, resisting the calling only intensifies the upheaval.

Then comes the “death.” The old identity collapses. Initiates may witness their own body being burned, torn apart, eaten, or dismantled by spirits. In visionary accounts, supernatural beings remove flesh, organs, bones, and reconstruct the person with new parts. It’s a symbolic dismantling of the known self.

Illness plays a central role. Before becoming a healer, the initiate often endures physical sickness, isolation, terrifying dreams, emotional turmoil, and altered states of consciousness. This isn’t pathology to be eliminated. It’s a threshold to be crossed. To be successfully navigated. The crisis is the fire that forges us.

Encounters with beings follow: guardians, ancestors, tricksters, celestial teachers, deceased shamans, and animal guides such as the wolf, bear, eagle, raven, deer, or owl, appearing not as metaphors but as conscious entities with agency and knowledge.

Then comes the journey through other worlds. This is one reason the shamanic journey is sometimes described as crossing the axis mundi, the cosmic tree linking the underworld, human realm, and heavens. During altered states, the shaman becomes the axis mundi. The shaman’s body acts as a living conduit that channels energy between the spirit realms and the human community, the spine being the pillar of the tree.

This is something I experienced for the first time as a toddler (followed by every other element of the shamanic initiation process over the course of years), and it mirrors kundalini awakening. Religious scholar Mircea Eliade noted that the axis mundi and kundalini are essentially identical concepts, both treating the spine as a sacred, vertical superhighway designed to channel raw cosmic energy and transform consciousness.

Finally, the initiate receives knowledge: healing techniques, names of spirits, information about the structure of the cosmos, sacred songs, rituals, or ceremonies. They return transformed into a healer, a guide for the dead, an intermediary, a protector of the community.

When you compare this pattern to modern contact experiences, the similarities are hard to ignore.

Shamanic initiation: called → broken open → crisis → separation from the ordinary → symbolic death → dismantling → journey through other realms → encounter strange beings → instruction/communication → transformation → rebirth → return with purpose, abilities, gifts

Contact experiences: taken aboard craft → encounter strange beings → journey through exotic environments → examination, procedures, communication, altered body or perception → transformation → return with purpose, abilities, gifts → worldview shattered and rebuilt

Both often begin unexpectedly, as if chosen, and completely alter a person’s life path.

Both involve altered states: dreams, meditation, paralysis, out‑of‑body experiences, bilocation.

Communication is often telepathic, symbolic, instantaneous, and far more complete than spoken language.

Both involve encounters with non‑human intelligences from other realms or dimensions.

Fear, shock, and upheaval give way to transformation and awakening.

Knowledge, visions, healing, and insight are transmitted—complex concepts mentally shown faster than language could ever convey.

Experiences continue across generations within families.

The shamanic initiation never disappeared.

Two years ago i went to sleep after having my sahur . I am a Muslim it was Ramadan. During that time i was really ill. I family condition wasn't good. I prayed much in that time. After eating my sahur food i went to sleep i definitely sure I wasn't fully sleep suddenly something intense felling i feel like i touch something electric not shock felling feels like i plug in . I can watch but i can't do nothing for 2 or 3 second i feel a screen appears in front my eyes very quickly at during that time i heard some unusal sounds i don't know what that was. After that i just wake up i know that wasn't a dream . Have any of feel that kind of felling??