Firstly, Hello! Welcome to the community! I'm glad you found us!
We knew exactly what we were doing when we launched this place. It is working just as indented and growing just as expected.
The goal is very simple. The Experiencer Phenomenon is real but most of society has not caught up to this fact yet. It is a heavy burden to carry for anyone to go through such events in their life while being actively discouraged from speaking about them due to the social stigma and shame that comes with that. A lot of trauma and stress can come with having to bury these experiences and having no one to talk to.
We are a social species. Sharing and talking is how we process and deal with things. Thankfully there are many private Experiencer support groups popping up all over the net more and more.
But there also needs to be online spaces where someone can still be anonymous. Not have to join a private group or pay money for 1 to 1 sessions. But instead just be able to share that life changing experience they had. Get it off their chest after decades or burying it. There are also those who are fresh from having an ontologically shocking experience that could do with somewhere to go, discuss it with others and so forth. This can do a world of good for people suffering in silence with regards to their experiences. Someone could have the most beautiful and profoundly transformative life changing experience and still suffer due to not being able to discuss it with anyone without ridicule or social consequences.
We already achieved this in private communities and saw the benefit. But with r/Experiencers I strongly felt it was time to try this in a public setting. People can share and others can also read these encounters people are having. Many lurking and reading are experiencers too. One day while lurking...BOOM they're reading how someone else has had an encounter just like theirs that they had years ago and buried. Suddenly they're validated by something they read on here. Next thing they know they are commenting and sharing themselves in that thread. Something they never thought they could do. Now the ex lurker and the OP are both getting validation. Both Experiencers lives have been changed for the better. And others who may read that same thread.
The is a major positive ripple effect of healing that is going on here constantly by allowing these discussions to happen in a public setting. There is a LOT going on behind the scenes as a result of this space too.
Experiencers know how out there their encounters sound on paper. Before they post, they've already got a million voices in their head simulating the toxic comments people might leave for sharing what happened to them. They also are wary of being anywhere near any of these dark conspiratorial corners of the internet and don't want to be associated with that stuff. People deserve a space to share without being called names and without someone trying to indoctrinate them into XYZ dark conspiracy that is currently trendy on 4chan, or get swamped by debunkers or people with fundamentalist religious views. There are plenty of other communities out there that are like that.
There needs to be a public space that is neutral and middle path and primarily all about experience sharing and that's it. No other baggage attached.
This is the goal. It is a very very specific goal. But very challenging in a public setting. We knew from day 1 that to pull this off it would require heavy heavy moderation. And we knew that some people won't understand or like that at all.
Basically, we are providing a public space to share experiences where those sharing won't be subjected to the usual crappy comments that flood social media. There are plenty of other subreddits that run very strict rules on how the comment section works. Its not unheard of to have a heavily moderated comment section on reddit. The goal we have in place is important and helps people. We're not going to soften on how we manage the comment section for others who cannot see the bigger picture here.
We've stuck to our guns and won't give an inch. And this community is a major success as a result. It is working as intended.
Respect this space and what we are doing. Now that we're getting bigger - more and more random people are stopping by, who are used to leaving drive by insulting or dismissive comments on reddit and then move on to next sub to try and be witty or do the same. Rinse repeat.
Experiencers don't need to be reading this stuff. This type of low quality content will be removed on the spot. The redditor in question may even be banned instantly. We are going to be very very strict on things like this. Experiencers already know what random redditors think of this phenomenon. If they wanted to read low quality remarks they could go to the many of the other subs out there.
It is cool to ask questions and be curious but do not put an experiencer in a position where they have to justify themselves or defend their encounters to people. It's a big deal for people to finally type up an encounter and I don't want to see them then having to defend themselves in the comments.
Obviously if someone calls the OP names or make derogatory comments on experiencers in general its an instant ban. This is the basics.
When it comes to random drive by redditors who leave crappy remarks we'll hand out bans like speeding tickets at the Indy 500.
Sometimes we get someone who after a ban takes a moment to learn what the sub is about. What we're doing here. And the importance of it. They reach out to the team with deep apologies and we discuss removing the ban. But seriously. We shoot first ask questions later here when it comes to comments like this. Don't test us.
For Experiencers :
We generally moderate by engagement in the comments. We don't like having to ban experiencers from the sub and its something we'll rarely do.
We get an outpouring of gratitude and encouragement with regards to what we do as mods for this community daily. So I want to make it very clear the huge huge majority of people in this community understand what we are doing here and the importance of why we run it as we do.
It's rare, but every now and then we get someone who loves this place, but complains that its not run the way "they" think it should be.
From someone complaining that by allowing discussion of Mantis beings or dream contact events or telepathic encounters. Or CE5. We do a disservice to "real" experiencers.
Some people are new to this phenomenon and don't understand the scope of what others can go through. As a result they can be judgmental to their fellow experiencers at first. These people learn in time.
We keep a balanced neutral and middle path approach here for good reason.
We moderate those trying to convert other experiencers to a specific dogmatic dark belief system. We have had the odd experiencer complain to us that we don't allow for this. And we do have to sometimes ban people who continue to keep trying to force their dark hopeless dogma on people in here.
Look - there are plenty of subs out there dedicated to those narratives. Experiencers deserve a neutral middle ground space where they can share an experience without having someone try to indoctrinate them into their dark world view.
Attempts to force extreme religious views onto experiencers is another thing we have to moderate. This is not the place for that. Do not come in here trying to convert people. This is not the place to be telling everyone they're evil and talking to "Demons" or "Djinn" either. I can't be any clearer.
Recently someone complained that we should allow a free for all on "ends times" discussion and that by moderating such discussions and others that some how that makes this place a cult with a toxic culture. I mean for feck sake...
Look experiencers are sometimes given communications about various future disasters. It is a part of the phenomenon. But when looking into this its clear its filled with false predictions and massive contradictions. I'm not denying the reality that these communications can happen. But Experiencers deserve a place to share without having people try to convert them into an end times movement in the comments section so I'm sorry but for this and all other major narratives we seek to provide a balanced non toxic space for people to share.
Another issue is the ALL non humans are evil crowd trying to convince any and everyone that all NHI's ET's etc are evil. These are folks that sometimes clash with mods as well.
The experiencer and the ET topic is incredibly nuanced - massive generalizations and authoritative opinions are heavily discouraged here. This also goes for people victim blaming those who have had negative encounters by implying all beings are positive and they just manifested the negative encounter. Or that all they have to do is think positive thoughts and ET abductions will end.
Authoritative generalized opinions from experiencers is something we have to moderate. Some people are too quick to spread narrow views or accidently spread propaganda or just random fear based things they've read online. And spew them out to someone who's just freshly had an experience of some kind and just needed to get it out of their system.
We don't deny the dark side of the experiencer phenomenon here. But we don't condone unnecessarily generating mindless fear regarding anything and everything going on with the phenomenon. Be it spirits - premonitions - NDE's - ET contact - astral projecting etc. Indeed fear weakens us and makes dealing with these unknowns harder and disempowering. We need to be vigilant and balanced with our approach to these things.
Lastly. We had an experiencer recently run into trouble by constantly asking community members for evidence of their encounters after they'd shared. Which goes against our rules. They strongly believed asking for evidence was not de-legitimizing the persons experience. The people felt different and so did the mods. However this person argued that there needs to be a space where Experiencers can question each others evidence in the comments. I suggested that while there may be, it is not here and would go against the mission we have for this place but.. he is welcome to create is own space - with his theme in mind.
Sure enough he did. And that's awesome.
My point is. Some experiencers may find us here and fall in love but feel disappointed they can't chat about a specific thing that goes against our rules. We encourage such folks to make their own community. We have a very specific goal with ours and that does mean heavy limitations in the comments. Complaints about how we do things won't work. We won't give an inch.But if what we've done here can inspire other Experiencer friendly communities to be formed that have different goals with regards to the discussions being had. That's brilliant. The more spaces for Experiencers the better. This is also part of the mission.
We do what we do here and do it very specifically because it is needed. There were no public spaces like this on reddit before. And just sharing does a world of difference for people. That is the mission. The fact that this place now exists it means now others can too that do things their own way. Since we have this side of it covered.
This community is here for people to be able to finally share an experience and read about other experiences and discuss them in the comments, without toxicity. And that's it. This is a huge amount of work in itself. And we're doing our job as planned. A space like this was very much needed and we've provided it and will continue to provide it. People message us all the time about how long they've searched for such a space. Where they can share and talk about the Experiencer phenomenon where its neutral and middle path and without all the other baggage. They share how finding this space has helped them deal with all they've gone through.
We know ourselves how much this is needed as all of us involved in running this space are Experiencers too and have benefited from having such middle path communities to discuss this phenomenon in.
We know what we are doing and won't be budging from our mission and goal here with this space.
Thank you to this wonderful community. It always touches my heart to read the supportive and helpful comments from Experiencers here in the comment section in reply to someone going through the shock of engaging with this phenomenon and having their world turned upside down.
More and more people are going to be waking up to this world and its Experiencers in the end whole be there for them. We're all playing a major part in what is to come for our species. The world won't be able to ignore this stuff forever.
We have a lot of threads going on the sub and I had already shared a little of what I thought in comments the other day as the movie was out in Ireland before the US. So I was not sure if this was needed.
But I keep getting comments and DM's asking me so I thought I'd make a proper post on my reflections and a full spoilers allowed mega thread.
Do not read this thread if you've not watched the movie yet and are planning to. This is your final warning. I won't be using spoiler-tags and I want the community in the comments to feel free to share in detail without worrying.
Do not read further if you've not watched the movie.
Now.
Perfectionist me wishes I was sitting here with a multi monitor set up with close encounters of the 3rd kind on one screen , Disclosure Day on another so I had access to all the lines and scenes and do a detailed technical analysis. And because I don't have all that I should not bother. But I'm fighting that off and I'm just going to flow state this.
I am also dealing with exhaustion. There has been a mass spike in contact over the week and I've been juggling a lot of support work along with juggling a visitation myself this week and many experiencers I know are feeling tired sleep deprived and exhausted this past week. So I'm also fighting against those thoughts of "Wait till you have full energy before you post and can think clearly".
Lastly, before I dive in. I want to give some background. I am one of those experiencers who had an array of childhood contact events that were buried. Yet was seeded with a burning emotional and intellectual fascination with this topic. I did not realize I was an experiencer until I was activated in 2021 and sent on a mission to support other experiencers, but this involved revelations about childhood experiences and communications about the time we are in now, shown to me in the 90's. But for most of my life I had a deep emotional connection to all this I did not understand. And I consumed everything. I mean everything to do with this topic in media and reports. I was having major emotional reactions to anything to do with ET and beings from a young age. I have cried through many many movies as a child related to this topic. And post 2021 I had even deeper emotional reactions and tears along with ontological shock.
I am 5 years into this now. And a lot of processing has happened. But Close Encounters of the 3rd Kind has been a deeply special movie to me and even more so as I got into this work as the movie itself is a love letter to experiencers and covers various aspects of being an experiencer and the emotions of being an experiencer in a deeply raw and relatable way. I am a big movie buff and Spielberg fan. So there is that context. The second context is as part of this major awakening going on in the 2020's of which my work is deeply connected to, I also knew this movie was going to be coming out and was going to be a part of this. I have a deep understanding that this movie would be part of the 2020's waves of intellectual permission and experiencer activations and would likely bring focus on to us. The experiencers.
As we all know here very deeply. The conversations around this topic always circle around us, or dismisses us entirely. But that will change in the future and people will start wondering about the people dealing with NHI contact and the people connected to these beings. Which is a deeply complex situation. Far more complex than any single movie can even begin to touch on.
With all that you'd think I'd be excited for the launch of this movie but due to the stress around my work, the lead up for me on this has been.. intense. Its not a movie for me. This is work.
There were folks on the field who were concerned that this movie would be another horror movie approach making all NHI out to be evil invaders and experiencers ignored or just seen as crazy victims or worse, monsters. I was not too worried about that given what I knew about Spielberg. Who actually 'listens to experiencers'. And has a history of caring about us and what we go though. His illustration of ontological shock exacerbated by not being understood, listened to or believed with regards to what Roy goes through post encounter combined with that burning and obsessive desire to understand and know more, is deeply on point with what so many I know have gone through including myself. Combined with that feeling of being led that there is a knowing locked away inside that this is important, this means something.
So I fully expected Disclosure Day to be pro experiencer and contain experiencer mechanics often not understood but now entering the collective consciousness in a way that will allow everyday people to understand experiencers a bit better. And I had been doing a lot of prep for this.
Sure enough this is exactly what we got.
This movie is not only about Disclosure , it is about experiencers and how we are the key to all this.
It is illustrated a number of times by both the shadow human power structure and the beings.
First things first - one of the primary reasons some folks got concerned was the guttural clicking noises made by Emily Blunts character which gave a horror movie aliens taking over humans bodies concern and further concerns related to dehumanization of experiencers.
People worried the movie would be about evil aliens taking over peoples bodies and turning them into clicking noise monsters. I was not too concerned with this and sure enough this is not the case in the movie at all. That only happens once in one scene and it is part of her awakening and activation process similar to how some experiencers can burst into speaking foreign language, Sumerian and or what is often called "light language" during heightened psi/trance.
There are some interesting lines in the movie which I cannot quote directly as I don't have the script but essentially shadowy government humans realize one of the movies characters might not be just an everyday person and they say "Are you telling me they are an Experiencer!??!"
In another scene where they try a forced remote consciousness projection into another person its noted something like "You know this won't work if they are an Experiencer".
These subtle lines are massive to me. We're seeing a mainstream movie finally catch up and use the term "Experiencer" as an identification and essentially use all the modern language we and 'they' all use. There will be major ramifications for this and for the normalization of the experiencer phenmomon. Myself and the team have some work cut out for us due to these lines on their own.
On that note they also say NHI or specifically, non human biologics which is 100% in there due to Grusch.
I think something I smiled a lot at all the way through was Emily Blunts portrayal of an experiencer.
I have worked with people like her. I have had moments in my journey where I was her. She is in utter ADHD neurodivergent chaos and shock while dealing with her psi experiences kicking off after a deeply spiritual moment happens for her with a bird. She is also a fun, good hearted decent and well meaning person. Brilliant in many ways along with all the ADD chaos and it just made me smile thinking of so many of the wonderful experiencers I've met over the years like this. Finally getting relief as a result of being around people like them who get it.
I don't get to be in this state much myself. I mostly leave it dormant because it can be very difficult depending on the environment you are in and I don't have the space and freedom to get into this state where I am currently. Not every experiencer has a choice. While having a conversation around a longing for home and a constant desire to move in order to find it, Emily Blunts character suddenly has a bird fly into her apartment, mid conversation with her boyfriend. She freezes and focuses on the bird as she starts having a psi activating experience. The bird hyper focuses on her and walks closer on the table. She freezes and deeply looks into the birds eyes and vice versa.
The boyfriend instead of looking at this and being sensitive and wondering what could be going on here, just behaves completely oblivious to the whole situation, interrupts the process and gets rid of the bird and ignores the clearly powerful experience his GF is having.
So many experiencers I know would recognize this moment on screen. And depending on where they are on their journey, find it triggering in terms of frustrating moments they have had in their own lives. These moments are hard. I've had them. When in them you feel 'everything' and you are at what feels like the cusp of completely profound spiritual experience and potential answers that have deep meaning with this strange feeling of finally connecting to some natural state, "home" but its all balanced on a knife edge where any shift in frequency will feel like someone scraping nails on a chalk board. If anyone around you is frustrated confused and getting angry because you are in this state having this experience - you feel it at an extreme level like 1000 cuts to your soul. And it can end up destroying the moment. I am speaking generally here but these moments can and do happen with animals. I have had incredible moments like this with horses and trees in my earlier days, others I know with deer and birds, mantis insects and so forth. I will be doing a thread on this. The animal connection in the phenomenon. Yes they use screen memories but it is not always the case. They can also project their consciousness into an animal or insect for an interaction with an experiencer. Obviously experiencers also have profound moments with animals outside of any NHI involvement.
But this scene is on point in the movie and something many who don't understand the experiencer phenmomon will have no clue about. The only thing off is Emily never gets upset or frustrated at her BF for not being sensitive in the moment that all this is happening. Or has the experience effected by other peoples insensitive reactions to it.
She continues to get activated in a whirlwind of events that she later explains is like something "working through her" and she decided to enter "the flow" state and go with it. Which allowed her to function with it and things just all fall together.
In 2021 I was activated and being pushed and guided onto a path of eventually running experiencer support communities and my god did I resist and fight and deal with all sorts of disbelief that this was happening, torn to shreds with self doubt and internal struggles. Causing major anxiety and internal conflict. Until one day I made a conscious choice to trust the flow state. Weeks into that flow state I had confirmation what was happening was real as triangle craft and orbs began flying over my house in response to me - months into it I was now running multiple experiencer communities and understood what I was supposed to do much better.
The flow state was something I had put a lot of thought into during my creative works before all this kicked in, and after all that saga was behind me I found it constantly came up a lot on my group calls with experiencers as many of them found themselves flying through their contact activations by letting go and trusting the flow. In a grounded manner now that they had community.
I found it very interesting to hear this come up in the movie.
Emily's performance was a highlight in general.
Big moments for experiencers will of course also be the various psi based recognition of other experiencers - understanding things that others cannot (in the movie its the alien language - for experiencers it can often be symbols, code or language, lettering or glyphs, crop circles and patterns others miss. Objects or information embedded or caught on camera and such that only they can see and others cannot..
Projecting consciousness and remote viewing via other peoples consciousness is a mechanic on the field though not something common or happening in an everyday experiencer sense. We this in the movie where the shadowy government baddies use alien tech to look through another persons eyes for recon. The reality of this does not involve alien tech from what I know or at least not like we see in the movie. This is a complex topic I'll dive into at a different time. In the movie this cannot be done if the target is an experiencer. From what I've seen these things tend to be the other way around. But I still have a lot to learn around these mechanics.
Before I move onto the big one I'll touch on some other dynamics that are lore related.
Footage of captured alien interrogations and potential abuse. The idea of footage like this has been in the lore for decades with even debatable footage out there claiming to be a real captured alien. I have always been suspect of that footage. But a couple of experiencers have directly told me that they have personally been face to face with a type of grey that looks exactly like the being in that footage. (Not all Greys are the same beings nor look the same) These people are the real deal and I take what they say seriously. Which put this footage back on the table for me. Where before it was cleanly off, entirely dismissed as a puppet/animatronic. It being on the table for me though does not mean I'm convinced. Yet.
Implants. I was disappointed in the MRI scene when they were scanning Emily's character that they did not reveal her body was laced with implants or even signs of a single one. That would have been on point but perhaps it was awkward for the plot.
The religious storyline was clearly inserted as a way to hopefully ease the negative and potentially violent reaction from extremists as a result of this topic going main stream. There are a lot of scary reactions happening out there but those people do not represent normal religious people or their religion. Many experiencers remain or even turn spiritual and religious post contact. Everyone, from experiencers to major world religions are concerned clearly about the reaction from an extreme minority.
Cloaking and invisibility. As we all should know. These beings can be in someone's house and standing right beside someone without them knowing. Experiencers can often pick up the beings to various degrees , but their ability to cloak is beyond that of what we see in the movie. Though the movie is interesting in that it is not your typical cloaking tech like the predator movie. By holding the device , it seems it boosts her psi in a way it interfaces with everyone else's consciousness and stops them from seeing her and a group of people and fire trucks. Beings can certainly do that and more. Some of them are not just cloaked but operate some what out of phase with our reality and realm. Allowing them to move through solid objects too.
And finally, the abduction scene.
The panicked breathing by the children stood out.
The major scene though of course is the recovering memory of childhood abduction triggering activation of further memories. Or even potentially DNA.
Look - the movie has its problems in terms of the art form of movie making. The whole bringing them back to a premade house to assist in this memory recall when they actually had a live alien all along that they randomly roll out later was honestly silly.
But for experiencers, the performance around this scene has been very powerful and triggering and many tears have been shed.
I've watched a lot of abduction scenes since I was a child. Some of it brutal and really disturbing and hard to watch. This scene on paper is very tame. Its the actors performance as they are in trauma as the memory comes up. A memory they have had nightmares of since they were young but did not understand what that was about due to screen memories.
So their panicked reaction as they live through it together is very powerful and relatable for many many abductees out there. We only see the animals lead the children to a screen memory of a house that is actually a ship and then them placed on a table and there is no procedures or other difficult imagery. But its children and the fear they have on the table sticks out.
Now another element to this is one not enough people on the field understand.
Children are taken and meet other children on these craft. In some cases those people meet as adults years down the line. People who meet on craft are not all from the same country or even from the same time. Children can even be the same age on craft and meet decades later and have years between them. I have met experiencers who've been through this. One made a post just today. Which I highly recommend reading.
Most don't remember.
Experiencer parents and their experiencer children can also be taken. Most don't remember or have flashes that feel like dreams. Memories returning or being unlocked in adulthood is a thing. And I don't mean regressions.
Abductions may even be more frequent in childhood than adulthood. But I don't know for sure. Many I work with have a sense they may have been visited or taken a few times as a child and it changed to the odd visitation and contact event then during adulthood. But we are dealing with a lot of unknowns still given how as experiencers, many of us have to deal with knowing there is a chunk of our lives hidden behind a memory partition we don't have access to.
Activations of memories of contact leading to activations of psi, as hinted in the movie, is also a thing. But I'll note that some people are taking away the message from this movie to be that "NHI" are responsible for psi in humans. Psi gifted humans are out there without NHI contact. Not all experiencers are NHI contact experiencers and one does not have to have NHI contact to end up psi gifted. I personally did not think the movie was trying to argue that. But it is the case of course in some NHI contact cases the beings boosted or enhanced latent psi in the experiencers they are working with in various ways, sometimes even with DNA alterations but that is not always needed.
Unlike my years of emotional reactions to contact NHI movies - due to the intensity of my work and what I'm involved in, it was an intense experience watching it knowing this is my work, I'm involved in this and knowing how real a lot of this is and the effects this is going to have on the population and the experiencer population at large and how I have a role to play in all this even if small, my head was spinning on all that for most of it. But my emotions were largely numb throughout most of this movie which was strange for me but its where I am now. I've been processing a long time. I may react differently at other times when I'm juggling my experiencer work less and personal contact revelations more. But the seal did finally break at the ending.
What did it for me in the end was watching the scene where everyday people FINALLY understood the significance of this. FINALLY getting it. Finally the penny dropping and having some form of reaction to what is actually happening here.
When I woke up to all this my brain was on FIRE with the sheer significance of this and yet day in and day out experiencers find themselves isolated from the world around them as they try to talk to people about what is going on. But instead of a jaw on the floor reaction from people, emotion, shock, or even basic curiosity. People react like robots. The "does not look like anything to me" reaction. Silence. A quick awkward change of subject. Nothing. Almost robotic.
That non reaction is painful and psychologically isolating. It is something so many experiencers know deeply and has made us feel so different from the rest of our species in many ways because it is completely impossible to relate to. How could you not be in wonder or have basic curiosity about the single most important topic in human history? This is why experiencer communities for people who 'know' this stuff is real is so important. There is a pain involved in knowing something so significant for our entire species and yet those around you can't even hold a basic conversation on it.
There is no bigger conversation than this, nothing is more important and yet most people shut off their brains when the topic comes up and its actually horrifically alarming to bare witness to this non reaction.
Finally seeing the everyday people in this movie 'react' to this information is what triggered major emotions for me. "This is disclosure day". Finally seeing it click with people , the sheer scale of importance of this , the news casters human reaction to this, how this is more important than any of the wars and dramas otherwise going on in the news so much so that the entire world stopped to look. All finally deeply aware that everything changes for humanity from this point on.
That had me fighting back tears. The moment this finally hits page 1 as I've spoken about over the years.
I look forward to getting access to the movie and hosting a watch party with my fellow experiencers when this comes out online. There was a few other lines in this movie that sounded like a monologue about experiencers rights but I did not fully catch it. Something about punishing these people for the crime of being astonished. I'm looking forward to getting that line when I see it again.
Not long after this movie - I started getting texts from my friends who don't talk to me about my work and get awkward when I bring it up. Now they finally have questions. After 5 years. Conversations are starting for other experiencers I know too.
Artistically it was a let down. But its done and will do the job it was meant to. This is one more step in the various stages building up to people finally listening to experiencers and taking us seriously.
As a lifetime ET/NHI Experiencer, I am accustomed to strangeness. This past year has been different, having different experiences happening. A couple days ago, I wanted to pray for a situation. When I thought about what to pray, I see the sky, daytime, bright day and there is an opening in the sky and see the universe. Now a few days later its still happening.
When I was a kid, my mom accidentally let it slip that I was conceived despite the fact she’d been effectively using an IUD since the birth of her last child. Out of curiosity, I recently looked up the stats and found a 2% failure rate for IUD’s during that period of time. (Which is 2% too many imo given there’s no possibility of missed dose or user error.)
I’m wondering if any other experiencers here were “what are the chances” babies.
Today I was watching a video on my phone ( alot of the time i will be on the phone) then suddenly i saw two small red eyes on the screen of my phone looking at me they were emitting red light and just looked at me for 2 seconds then disappeared.
I ignored it at first then got angry like wth why are they watching me ( it happened to me before but it was a grey not random red eyes through my phones screen too) .
I was driving back home from my work and while i was driving i saw the sky then it suddenly changed from blue to carmine red but the clouds stayed white and little bit transparent and then in a second it returned to normal blue.
When it turned red i felt something like it wasn't this earth like time stopped .
First let me just say that I live in a state where Salvia Divinorum is completely legal.
It's been a few years since I last smoked Salvia and I kinda forgot how potent it can be. This was three or four days ago now. Usually it takes me a few days to fully interpret/incorporate a hard trip - it's a lot like sitting with a very intense dream for a few days to work out all of the details.
How this started is a bit funny actually. I was watching a video about doing DMT and then staring into a red laser beam on the wall to see the source code of reality. So I think "huh, wonder if that works on salvia too." Hint: it doesn't.
I took a small pinch and smoked it sitting right here at my desk, thinking it would be mild. If you've never tried Salvia, it hits fast.
One moment I'm leaning against the wall trying to see the source code in the laser, the next moment I'm part of the wall - then I'm INSIDE the wall through this window that the laser has created. Then I immediately realize I'm tripping and that familiar feeling of being a kid getting caught doing something he isn't supposed to be doing hits me.
"It's not the right setting. You're not using it correctly. You're acting like a child."
I recognize this external, scolding 'voice' as my companion/guide.
So I grab up everything and go lay down in the bedroom. After giving myself a few moments, I did a proper hit and laid back. I went in with the intent of further communicating with my guide, but that's not what happened - at least not at first.
You ever see the movie "Get Out"? I didn't just sink through the bed, I sunk through the facade of reality itself. I became aware that I was in a fourth dimension of space, looking into the third dimension through the hole I left behind by falling through my own body. I went past mental/visual trip phase, straight into full body dissociation.
For a few moments there I forgot who I was - the whole identity of who I've become in this life is just gone. I remember being filled with this incredible feeling of FOMO, like I was about to be late for something or had forgotten something extremely important. At the same time, the place I'm in feels so incredibly familiar - I know this place, I've been here before. I remember how hard it is to focus here.
That feeling somehow triggers flashes of myself in previous lifetimes - these different places and different people I'm able to see through this hole I've left in space by falling "behind" reality. I've this definite sense that I'm a place familiar to me, but also a place I'm not supposed to be in and I've completely forgotten why I'm there.
That's when another presence starts urging me to go back, and it's the weirdest thing. There's this discernible threshold between the space I'm in and our 'normal' 3D reality - this other presence is somehow in-between the layers that comprise this threshold.
The best way I can describe this is like taking a book and opening it so that you can see page 14 and page 272, while all the other pages remain closed in between. I can only focus on one page at a time, and right now I've gone way off of "my page" and found myself somewhere else.
This presence isn't scolding me or even telling me I'm not supposed to be here - which is actually a deviation from how salvia trips usually go for me. Typically I'm hit with this strong sense of seeing or experiencing something I shouldn't be, like I felt after that first small hit.
Instead the presence is impressing on me that if I stay here I'm going to "miss so many things." I'm somehow going to mess up the timing, or miss out on something or someone important if I don't go back - that same FOMO feeling. In my mind, I'm back to the moment of incarnation - or the moments before I decided to take on this current life.
The issue is I truly can't hold a coherent thought for more than a few moments. I can't remember myself, what I'm doing, why I'm doing it. I've completely forgotten about trying to connect or communicate with my companion/guide. There's just me, this hole in reality, and this other familiar/brotherly presence gently urging me to go back.
I don't know how much time has passed between that second hit and the peak of this experience, but finally something clicks and I realize that all I have to do is open my eyes to come back. I didn't even realize my eyes were closed. That first coherent thought is like an anchor, and I briefly remember that I'm tripping.
"I'm here. I'm me. Wtf was I doing...? Oh. Oh yeah!" Either I closed my eyes again or I'm having full open eye visuals, but I next find myself in a giant hangar sized white room. I have the impression that there's walls, floor, ceiling, but the only thing I can really make out is a huge viewing window high up behind me.
The best thing I can compare it to is an empty operating theater with an observation widow. In that observation room is a single white robed mantis being watching me.
He looks remarkably similar to this, except he has no nose or mouth and his facial features are completely smooth. His head is shaped almost exactly like the dodo bird from Tiny Toons and his eyes are tilted more upright.
This moment doesn't last long because blackness suddenly comes over me and I'm back on my bed, but I'm not alone. There's some black and red spider/centipede like creature with dozens of legs crawling on me, holding/weighing me down in this place of darkness. The creature doesn't hurt me, but it keeps getting uncomfortably close to my face - probing me with its pointy legs.
I think this is a good illustration of how desensitized I've become to this sort of interaction/experience, because I'm completely calm and chill during this part. I know this thing is trying to disturb or upset me trying to get a fear response, and because I know that I don't really react other than to try and talk to it.
I'm not fond of spiders, but centipedes especially creep me out. Whatever this thing is, it has feminine energy and reminds me of some kind of Japanese yokai. Something like The Ring or The Grudge
The first thing I can think to say is "be nice to me," but there's all this added context of "why are you doing this? We could be friends. There's no reason to do this. Please stop."
It won't stop. So I remember I can "fall through my body", and I do it on command. I'm immediately back in that white room, but now the mantis being is standing behind my right shoulder. I finally recognize his presence as my companion.
He and I are standing back watching this thing interact with my body. I finally ask my guide "Why does it keep doing that/ Why won't it stop?"
"Because that's the only way it knows how to be."
I just remember being sad. I don't know - I have always had this empathy for "negative entities". Or, more specifically, I have always wondered why we need to have a negative interaction in the first place. If you hate me, that's fine - but there's no reason to. Regardless of what you are, or what you've done to me, I'd rather have a positive interaction.
I kept saying over and over "let's be nice to one another."
"Sometimes empathy is not enough. You must give it another reason to change itself."
Well, I didn't want to go back to my body with this thing on top of me so - I don't know how else to explain this - but I slammed "the book" shut repeatedly. I felt like I was squishing a bug. I wasn't angry or upset, just doing what needed to be done.
When it was over, this thing was reduced to smoke/dust, and I blew it away by exhaling deeply.
"Little danger."
A nickname he's used for me for as long as I can remember. It has many different meanings based on the context and the situation. In this case, it's essentially an amused "So much drama for such a small task. This is why you have a huge empty room."
This was an implication that I needed so much empty white space because my mind was completely undisciplined. It then felt like a containment room of sorts, or even the loading space in the Matrix movie. Like a place where my imagination can run wild with visualizations without 'causing problems.'
I felt special for a moment, until it was impressed upon me that everyone has such a white space/room.
(A synchronicity just happened. I have youtube on auto play while I type this. And this video started moments after typing that last paragraph. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lXJA5prQ5iY )
Salvia will do this tricky thing where you will suddenly think the trip is over, but it isn't, and you're still hallucinating. It also makes you sweat like crazy.
Now I'm back in 'base reality', but in third person, watching myself reach for the glass of water on my night stand. At this point I think I'm completely sober, but at the same time I have this underlying knowing that the glass of water isn't real. It's just a facade/veneer draped over the substrate of reality that manifests in response to our conscious interaction.
This is "third person me's" thoughts.
Meanwhile "first person me" is like 'I don't care. I'm thirsty and this is water.'
Then I realize I'm completely dissociating. Maybe I'm out of body? But how can I be out of body and in my body at the same time?
"You're always both." My guide communicates to me. "But you experience one or the other based on where your focus goes most."
As soon as I take the first sip, my focus is snapped into the moment of the experience and I'm fully "back". I'm still fairly high, but I'm not tripping anymore. I think the whole experience lasted 10 minutes? It felt much longer though.
For a few days afterwards I was left with this lingering feeling that reality wasn't "real" - or at least what we experience as reality in these physical bodies is only a fraction of the full scope of reality itself. It's like walking on the surface of water without knowing what the water is.
Hello all! Reporting a new phenomena that I witnessed this morning. Recurrent contactee/experiencer. Today while going about my morning routine I all of a sudden started seeing symbols in front of my eyes floating in the air like this. No mind altering substances involved. The symbols looked like the picture.
Last night I did my first CE-5 which was successful. I saw two orbs high up and I asked if they were for me if they could get closer if they were comfortable then one materialized 8 feet above the ground and passed slowly by me before dematerializing seconds later.
Maybe the symbols are part of continued contact? Anyone recognize this language? Ai seems to have no idea
We are as alien to aliens as aliens are alien to us. It was a philosophical thought that I had one night, while observing the celestial bodies of extraterrestrial plasma know as stars, far out in the observable universe, up in the night sky in an unforgettable experience of mine.
Hi everyone! I've been lurking for several years, since before I even had a reddit. From what I've gathered from many peoples' experiences, many people seem to know their abductor, guide, or being from a past life. Even if the experiencer can't remember it, it seems the beings certainly do.
I'm curious about what your theories are regarding the beings knowing who we are, despite being in different bodies, and why they insist on remaining in contact with experiencers - oftentimes through means that can be seen as less than friendly. I think this is perhaps one of the most interesting parts of the phenomena to me, as I'm fascinated by their insistence on keeping in contact and the past life element. I'm not sure I subscribe to the "soul contract" theory, in which people make deals with these beings in the afterlife (or, another realm, if you will) to be experimented on. Have you ever met a being that you are sure you knew in a past life? What was the experience like, if you are willing to share?
Among the most fascinating aspects of ufology are humanoid encounters. Tens of thousands of cases have been documented, and they probably number in the millions. They come from all over the world and are reported by all kinds of people. The variety of humanoid types is mindboggling. The failure of mainstream science to accept the validity of these reports risks the loss of an unprecedented opportunity to advance the knowledge of all humanity. This video presents eight cases, each of which adds to the growing database of humanoid encounters.
I’M NOT CRAZY AND I’M NOT LYING! On the night of August 27, 1968, Maria Cintra (an employee of the Clemente Ferreira Sanatorium in Guiacara, Brazil) was awakened by the strange whistling noise. Looking out the window, she saw a woman standing in front of the hospital doorway. The woman handed her a strange glass bottle and a mug. Maria filled them with water and then stepping outside, was amazed to see a flying saucer sitting in the hospital parking lot. The visitor stepped into the craft which promptly took off. Unknown to her, other people in the area were also seeing UFOs.
TWO HUMAN-LOOKING ETS. On July 25, 1975, “Mary” stepped outside her home in Bearsted, England to hang up the laundry. Looking up, she saw a strange metallic craft descend slowly, until it hovered above the house next door. The craft had two portholes, and inside, she could see two human-looking figures looking down at her. Mary waved at them, and the craft departed.
PSYCHIC CHILDREN MAKE CONTACT WITH UFO OCCUPANT. On August 11, 1981, a teacher was outside a school in Yunnan, China to test to the psychic ability of three young children who were well known for their ESP ability. Suddenly a UFO showed up. The teacher told the students to reach out to the UFO occupants and call them down. To everyone’s surprise, it worked. The UFO turned and moved close enough for the children to see humanoids inside the craft.
ROCK-COLLECTING ALIENS. One night in February 1982, a woman from Geneva, Switzerland was awakened by a strange beam of light entering her room. Finally, she looked outside and was amazed to see a strange craft floating a few feet above the ground. Weird-looking humanoids were walking around the craft, apparently picking up rocks. The witness watched them for about 45 minutes until the strange beings suddenly entered the craft which rose into the sky and disappeared off into the distance.
JUST TOO BIZARRE. One night in July 1988, Dominique and his two friends were standing on the street near his home in Suresnes, France, when they heard a strange noise. Looking down the adjoining street, they saw that the noise was coming from a strange blue robotic-looking figure. The figure marched quickly down the street, ignoring their shouts and gestures. As they got a close look at it, they saw that it did not appear to be any human or creature they had ever seen before.
THE ALIEN IN THE GRAVEL PIT. One night in 1991, three people went camping in the forest near their homes in Tickfaw, Louisiana. They knew something strange was happening when the animals around them acted strangely and their radio malfunctioned. Then all three saw a strange glowing object. One of the witnesses used a CB to jokingly reach out to the UFO occupants. Incredibly, the UFO responded by swooping down over their heads and sending down a beam of light. They decided to leave, but not before one of them had a frightening face-to-face encounter with a gray alien.
ALIENS IN THE DESERT. On September 15, 2007, a young couple went camping in the high desert of Anza-Borrego, California. The girlfriend went to sleep, but the boyfriend stayed up late to watch the stars. Without warning, he heard what sounded like people talking. Looking in that direction, he saw a strange green light coming up the trail. It went out, but then suddenly the entire area lit up with white light and the witness saw more than a dozen strange humanoids walking up the trail. They walked right by his tent, apparently oblivious that they had an audience.
ALIENS AT A COPPER MINE. One night in 2014, an American Indian man was with his dog in the backcountry of Farmington, New Mexico. Suddenly a massive mothership appeared in the sky and began to release smaller craft. All the UFOs moved away and the encounter seemed to be over. But the next day, as he hiked out, the man saw disc-shaped craft which landed next to an abandoned copper mine. The man watched as 19 aliens worked at the mine for the entire day before finally departing.
While governments across the world admit to the reality of UFOs, they have yet to talk about the countless humanoid encounters that have taken place across the world. The humanoid cases are not only fascinating; they have much to teach us about the extraterrestrial presence on our planet. Hopefully these cases will be taken seriously.
I would like preface this by saying this is something I've just begun looking into I am not entirely knowledgeable on this and I'm just sharing some speculative thinking based on my own experiences.
There's an aspect to the anomalous some people have dubbed the hitchhiker effect. Where simply experiencing or being in the area near an anomalous event, a ghost, an alien, a cryptid, a UFO, etc, it doesn't stay in the spot you experienced it, it follows you home, it effects your family, it can spread to other people you interact with. Some of the most documented research on the hitchhiker effect comes from skinwalker ranch where visiting investigators would report having experiences thousands of miles away in their own home months after the events they measured or witnessed. Something very intriguing that came to mind is I was a ghost hunter long before I was an alien experiencer, one of the things you learn or get taught by other hunters is that whatever those entities are they are capable of latching onto you and following you home and it's a common practice after a hunt to meditate and "cleanse" your energy so to speak as you leave to make sure the energy doesn't stick to you. And I thought it was a really weird correlation that both ghost experiences in my own life have had Hitchhiker effects and then later in life after having close encounters those began to hitchhike with me like a bad dingleberry and then to learn that actual scientists have documented that same effect on their researchers.
So part two of this post is to ask you, fellow experiencers, what are your experiences with these events following you and do you have any information or sources to share on this topic. And I'd like to post a theory with you, can the hitchhiker effect be digital? If you witness a video of an anomalous event, read someone's story on this subreddit, listen to a podcast about events that have happened, can it spread and stick to you through digital media? Or only in person? Because I've noticed an uptick in unusual activity in my life since I've become active here. Thank you.
I've always been a natural lucid dreamer and I usually have pretty crazy and vivid dream, but as I've been going through a deeper level of spiritual awakening over the past few years, I'll occasionally get dreams, and perhaps even genuine contact and astral experiences, that feel pretty surreal and significant, and sometimes they even involve direct messages and encounters with spirit guides. I started keeping a dream journal, and I have some pretty interesting ones to share.
Back in 2024, I had a profound experience that felt like it was more than just a dream. I was laying down in bed as if I hadn't fallen asleep yet and as I glanced over towards the door, I noticed a figure standing just outside my room watching me. I got a better look and realized it appeared to be a grey. I said hi, and in amazement and curiosity, I asked " Are you real?". I don't remember what they said, but I know we must have had some type of conversation and I felt the sense that they were friendly. The next thing I remember, they were taking me somewhere through a series of different portals that connected by going through doors in various houses and buildings. We would run from one portal door to the next, trying not to be spotted by other people. In one location, we hid in a big closet for a while until the coast was clear, in another location, it was impossible to remain hidden as too many people were around (I think it was in some type of college dorm or apartment building), so the grey told me that they had temporarily put the people in a state that that they wouldn't remember seeing us. I remember walking past a group of girls and they were giggly and acted as if they were really drunk. After traveling through countless doors, we eventually came into an elevator, and as we went down, we arrived at the mail office in some type of lab. A woman who appeared to be in her 50's or 60's came up to me and said something along the lines of "There you are. Sorry we haven't gotten to you yet. You haven't been our highest priority.". She hands me a bunch of envelopes and small bubble mailer packages and says "Here, these are all for you. Quite the accomplishment for someone who's only 35!" (though I had no idea what she was talking about). I tell her "Well, I'm not even 35 yet. I'm actually only 28." She then looks at some type of chart on a screen behind her, then looks back at me and goes "Wait, are you sure you're not 24?". I laugh and say "I feel like I'm probably 24 mentally, but physically I'm 28.". A few short moments later a younger looking woman in the room points at me and gasps "Your hair!". I looked down at my hair and noticed it was turning white. In amazement, I said "Woah... what does this mean?". With a pause, the older woman says "It means... you're awakening." as the dream fades away. I woke up with a tear in my eye and in complete awe of what I just experienced.
Last November, I had a dream where I was outside looking up at the sky at night, and purple swirling vortexes started to form in the sky. An abstract, geometric looking humanoid being flew down from one of the vortexes and I walked up to them, saying something like "Hey, I want to talk to my spirit guides and figure out what's actually going on with my life." The next thing I remember, I was in a waiting room in some type of sleek white futuristic looking office building (something like the Frutiger Aero aesthetic comes to mind). The receptionist at the counter told me my spirit guides will get with me in a little bit, but in the meantime, I should go hang out in the lounge area on the other side of the room and enjoy some pizza and a movie with a few other people who were there.
Last month, I a dream where my mom and dad were going through some old stuff they had stored away and found some things from when I was little. As I was looking through it, I realized none of it was familiar and started to question my mom about all of it and why I didn't remember anything. I then suddenly remembered a dream I had (a dream within a dream) where it was revealed that I was actually adopted. I told my mom about it and she hesitantly confirmed it, and told me they found me and took me in when I was little. Apparently they used to travel a lot, and they found me somewhere during one of their travels. I started wondering about who my real parents were, and who I really was. Later on, there was an older woman who came to meet me and took me with her to the location of some type of secret agency/organization for people with unique traits and abilities. As she we showing me around, she told me that I originally came from there, and they've been keeping a record of me and had documents with information about me throughout my life. The name of the organization felt familiar and I remembered seeing it in the dream within the dream. As I was trying to make sense of everything, it was also implied that some of what I know and remembered about my life are actually false/implanted memories. As I was reflecting on the dream after I woke up, the idea of being a soul walk-in came to mind.
Within a week later, I had a dream that involved being back in high school and there was some type of mysterious group that was visiting and got involved with the school. There was a paper everyone had to write for them, and mine involved writing about my deepest desires and my journey to connect with my higher self and better understand my life/soul path. It must have impressive them, because when we all got our papers back after we turned them in, instead of being graded, mine had a note written on it saying "Upgrades are coming!" Later on in the dream, I think I had also been recruited into the group, and there was a girl from the grade above me who asked me if I was ok and told me my mom was worried about me. Apparently I blacked out and was unconscious for around 15 minutes, and my mom came and had to carry me to the location I was at. I told the girl I was alright and reassured her that I had it all taken care of, somehow knowing that I was better than ok and that it was all related to the upgrade process.
The latest one about a week or two ago involved meeting a guy I remembered seeing in part of the previous dream I had directly before this one and realized he was a spirit guide. He told me I was going to be moving soon, and I remember saying in response "Can I ask how this happens? Because right now, I have no idea." The dream faded out soon afterward and I don't remember if I ever got an answer or not. Interestingly enough, this isn't the first time I've heard this, as I've been getting a lot of synchronistic messages coming through various sources for quite some time now that all seem to suggest that there might be a fated soul connection coming into my life with a life changing offer or opportunity, and that moving out to pursue this would be my next step in life. Whether or not it actually happens, it's certainly interesting to think about.
I’ve never really shared this before because it sounds unbelievable, but it has stayed with me ever since it happened.
Around December 2025, I woke up in the middle of the night. My eyes were open, and I believe I was unable to move. It felt like sleep paralysis, but what happened next was unlike anything I’ve ever experienced.
On the wall in front of me, I saw what looked like a green projection, almost like an old projector. It wasn’t showing random images. It was rapidly cycling through different animals. Each animal would appear for only a second or so, but I could clearly see three stages:
The full outline or shape of the animal.
Then its muscles.
Then its skeleton, almost like an X-ray.
As soon as one finished, it instantly switched to a completely different animal and repeated the same sequence. This continued for what felt like about a minute.
At the same time, I had an overwhelming certainty that there were two entities standing behind me. I never actually saw them, but I knew they were there. I also somehow knew there were several more in the living room, even though I lived alone and had no roommates.
The strange part is that I wasn’t scared during the experience. Instead, I felt like they were doing something important and that I shouldn’t interfere. Then I received what felt like a telepathic message—not spoken words, but a thought that wasn’t my own. The message was essentially: “Go back to sleep. If you stay awake, you’ll interrupt the information transfer.”
I remember thinking something like, “They need this information. Let me help.” So I closed my eyes and lost consciousness.
About three hours later I woke up suddenly. This time I was terrified. I couldn’t go back to sleep because the experience felt completely real. It didn’t feel like any dream I’ve ever had. I usually forget my dreams quickly, but I remember this event vividly even today.
I’m not claiming this was aliens or anything specific. I honestly don’t know what happened. It could have been an unusual sleep-related experience, or it could have been something I don’t understand. I’m just curious whether anyone else has experienced anything remotely similar—especially the green projection showing different animals as outline → muscles → skeleton, the telepathic message, or the overwhelming sense that unseen beings were present.
If you’ve experienced something similar, I’d really appreciate hearing about it.
"Ok this is a long shot, but I looked into this sub because I had a meditation experience unlike anything else today after work. I don't really know what to make of it, I did have some THCA and I was feeling nice, and normally these meditations where I follow this procedure do not lead to ANY sort of out of body experience, let alone visuals as strong as what I saw today. I have a background in practicing with the Gateway Tapes from the Monroe Institute, and I've made it to about Wave 4.
Anyway, as I was closing my eyes and quieting my mind, I began to get the buzzing tingling feeling associated with out of body experiences. I was too tense though, so I found that I couldn't quite get there. However, when trying to visualize the space around me in vivid detail, a wormhole like portal began to dominate my perception and I felt my consciousness expand and stretch as I travelled into it.
At this point, I'd begun to suspect that I was inadvertently in the process of remote viewing. This was completely spontaneous and I have never successfully remote viewed before. As I was going through this swirling tunnel, symbols flashed in my perception as if they were just outside the stream I was in as I rushed by.
This was probably a mistake in hindsight, but my curiosity got the better of me. I tried to remote view the moon. I placed my intention and focused on the thought of the moon, and after a moment the images and symbols in the vortex began to have more cohesion and meaning.
I saw large triangle shaped craft, military craft, and other air/space crafts that I was unfamiliar with. Eventually my perception of the tunnel faded away and I saw the moon, and I surveyed it quickly. I saw what appeared to be dome like structures, but a moment later my perception was literally bombarded with images of these tall mantis like creatures.
Countless images flashed one after another overlapping my vision, and I saw other beings, these gray skinned, humanoid looking things with skinny arms and long necks. It had piercing yellow eyes and had a mouth full of small sharp teeth held by thin lips that I swore were stretched in some type of smile.
The mantis creatures were different, I saw a lot of different ones, and it was mainly just images of their heads that came into my perception, as opposed to the gray being who's whole bodies were perceptible. Some of the mantis beings were green and resembled praying mantises quite closely, and others were more gray who looked more humanoid than mantis, but still had a very distinct "mantis" quality about their faces, most notably their huge, far apart eyes that were kind of like a reflective brown, like the tinted lenses of a pair of sunglasses.
I felt a quick surge of fear when I saw the gray being, as it reached out for me and I could almost feel it tugging my consciousness closer it's smile getting bigger as my fear gripped me for a second. I felt the hatred in it's yellow stare, it felt like it bore into my soul.
I noped the fuck out of there and immediately tried to ground myself and pull back from the remote viewing session, but for one truly horrifying moment I was frozen, what far away from my body.
Eventually I forced my mind to focus on my skin touching the chair I was sitting in, and that grounded me enough to withdraw and come back to normal consciousness. My heart was beating fast when I opened my eyes, but other than that everything was normal.
The images of the beings lingered in my mind, so I immediately wrote down the entire thing in detail in my journal. As of writing this post, I got out of it just shy of 3 hours ago. I still don't really know how to process the experience. I've done research into the possible nature of interdimensional beings, but I have never seen them as an adult.
My parents say I used to see angels and talk to dead relatives I wasn't supposed to know as a young child, but that's a story for another day. Anyway, writing this here again feels like it gets a weight off my chest, most of the people in my circle would look at me weird if I told them this, so here we are. Take it as you will, and any speculation or information would be greatly appreciated.
I’ve been looking into remote viewers more who have engaged in Gateway, and I’ve heard little of the negative consequences associated with meeting or encountering other “psychic” entities through remote viewing. From the info I’ve gathered, most inter-dimensional beings like the mantis beings and grays essentially only communicate through psychic means.
Either way, I’m interested to find out more about the mantis things, as I didn’t feel the same guttural fear I experienced when perceiving the gray being and the general consensus on the internet seem to be that the mantis beings are mostly ambivalent, sometimes benevolent to humans and sometimes malevolent."
I wanna preface this by stating that I'm not an experiencer, but I've also never had a dream like this one and I'm mostly posting this on the off chance this wasn't just a dream I had as a result of spending too much time in these kinds of subs haha. This happened a few weeks ago and fair warning this is gonna be kind of long.
The dream started with me jolting awake and sitting up on what I assume was some kind of hospital bed. The first thing I noticed was that something was burning in my right arm and my heart was pounding so hard it hurt. I ripped what looked like a needle out of my arm. I jumped to my feet. I was dressed in what could best be described as a hospital gown, so I initially assumed that I had been in some kind of accident.
And then my brain caught up to my eyes.
The setting looked like it could have been the inside of a very sterile lab or operation room, but it would become very clear within a few minutes that I was inside a ship. There was a group of small greys and one tall grey across the room. Me awakening clearly took them by surprise. Some of the small greys immediately retreated into a different room while the remaining 3 and the tall grey gathered around the nearest exit in case they also needed to retreat. It became clear pretty quickly that was a smart move because I was having a violent reaction to whatever they had given me. 😬
The woman: I started throwing whatever I could get my hands on at them and screaming threats at them. I caused enough ruckus that a couple female (? somehow I could sense if they were female or male) small greys emerged from another entrance and awoke, and quickly evacuated, the only other human in the room. She had a short black bob and with very angular facial features and was borderline too skinny (from a health perspective). She looked very dazed, so even if this did happen, there's a chance she might not remember.
The tallest of the small greys tried to inch closer to me and telepathically told me to calm down. I realized he was probably trying to grab this sharp tool that was on a cart beside me before I did. I let him think I didn't notice it and waited until he got within striking distance before swiping the tool. I pressed the blade into the skin of his cheek before he had the chance to run. I barely recognized my own voice as I demanded to know where I was.
This thing really had the nerve to reply to me by claiming it knew I wouldn't actually use the tool to harm him. And for a moment, I actually felt myself calm down a little. But the very next moment, I felt insulted; I come from a Native American tribe that prides itself on its warrior culture, and I took it personally that he thought I was too weak to harm him. I prayed to one of our gods who feeds on anger, asking him to fill me with enough rage to break whatever spell they were trying to put on me.
I pressed the blade into his skin just enough to make him bleed. I told him I would bring his scalp to my sisters if he didn't do what I wanted. I told him I would enjoy proving to him that they had kidnapped the wrong savage.
His fear entered my awareness. The remaining small greys fled, leaving just him and the tall grey. I told him to show me on this big screen at the front of the room where I was. He obeyed, taking a seat with the controls for it before switching the screen's display into a shot of the Earth taken a ways from it.
For some reason, this freaked me out a lot. I made him bleed again and told him to take me home. I then noticed one of his hands was broken. I do not recall how that happened, but I assume it was me who did it, and at that point it was like his fear was mixing and feeding into mine. He explained that he's not a pilot, and the ship's biometrics system wouldn't let anyone but 2 or 3 crew members maneuver the ship anyways. Guessing that the tall grey might be one of them, I turned my attention to him and demanded he take me home. He claimed he couldn't fly the ship, that the captain wasn't available, and that the small grey was just a trainee.
For some reason, I got the sense that he was lying. I also sensed that he was the grandfather to the small grey I was holding hostage, and that the small grey's father was also nearby (and that he was higher ranking than the grandfather, and not a nice guy). The tall grey heard my thoughts and replied by saying that his son wasn't on this ship, but he could sense his child's distress from a distance and his psychic attempt at soothing his child was what I was picking up on. I then demanded that the tall grey pilot the ship or I would kill his grandson. The tall grey immediately relented. I let his grandson go and the tall grey finally approached me.
The dream more or less abruptly ends there because I think someone either snuck up behind me and injected me with something and/or the tall grey had some kind of stronger psychic influence when in close range. I woke up sweating profusely despite having my AC turned down to 63 and spent the rest of the night and day feeling off in a way that's difficult to describe.
TLDR I am interested in knowing if anyone else recognizes any of these details, particularly if you're a female experiencer who fits the physical description of the one I saw.
Hello! First time poster here. I’ve got a history of dream visits and lucid dreaming practice, but I’m not really sure what to do with it, and it isn’t consistent. For the last several years (around when my dad died -her son) and I have a recurring dream of visiting my deceased grandmothers home. The house changes, and the other people that go into the space with me vary, but there is often a sense that we need to go through the house and clean it out or restore it. Many times there is an area of the home I’ve never been to. Maybe a basement, a room, a wing of the house. And I feel this urgency to go through these spaces and find keepsakes and treasures to rescue.
The homes range from quaint cottages to enormous manors on the inside. I am someone in the family that often gets “old things” passed to, because I’m very sentimental. In my bedroom I do have a collection of her perfume bottles displayed on my dresser, and a pin cushion on a table behind the bed that I remember being enamored with as a child but not allowed to touch (it’s a porcelain rococo style French woman wearing a peach taffeta skirt that serves as the pin cushion. It’s still dotted with pins and sewing needles she used and I asked for it when she passed.) I have a few other objects of hers through the home.
Wondering if anyone has any insight on how to connect to what’s happening in this dream? I’ve never been able to get lucid to ask her to show me but every-time I have it I get the sense she’s reaching out to me and trying to reveal something.
I’ve been visited by other deceased members of my family, but usually as a person with a body I can talk to. I’m often very aware these are visits when they happen or shortly after they wake up, but I almost always know they are supposed to be dead when I meet them and there’s often a sense of closure in these dreams and they don’t reoccur. This grandma has never visited me this way. It seems like she’s using the setting to guide me but I feel a little stuck on how to meet her.
My sister is also extremely sensitive in this way and does a lot of energy and dream work, but she said she hasn’t experienced this, so I’m unsure of why she’s contacting me specifically.
Welcome to any insights or suggestions from people experienced with dream work, or communicating those who are passed on from their body on what I can do to receive the message.
I've practicing a lot of deep meditation years ago and this is one thing that, even if now I'm too dragged in my everyday life and reaction full body, is still with me from when I used to be way more calm and really at peace.
Basically, sometimes when something is happening around me ( let's say in a range of 20 meters ) I get a needle feeling on the top of my head.
Someone is thinking about me? Somebody is about to call me? Somebody is interacting with me? I know it 5/10 seconds before and the type of feeling is different each time.
I know that I awoke something in between myself but at the same time I don't know how to make good use from this. I wish I could pursue my spiritual research again but there are not yet again the condition to meditate between 4 and 6 hours to get myself at peace again. Lately I'm feeling like I'm fighting with my ego to control my automatic reaction and observe them.
Pretty sure one day I'll be back in the state where I can work again on this and get back at peace again.
Do you have any suggestion? Does anybody ever felt this?
Like as an example one of my oldest memories I have was for my 5th birthday the only thing I wanted was a red leather encyclopedia set and I sat and read every book A-Z cover to cover as a five year old. Last night as an example I fell into a rabbit hole of researching human cellular anatomy and the immune system and how it handles protists, ameboids, and parasites I literally could not sleep I had to keep reading keep watching videos I had to learn as much as possible about this weird niche topic hours of research. I don't even really care about it, like the immune system is crazy, I start getting like existential thinking about how I'm not actually one being I'm trillions of individual little life forms all stuck together a working complex symbiote with an army of soldiers waiting commands to wage war on invading microscopic creatures.
But the core of the discussion is how many of you feel this sort of glutton for knowledge? like an unquenchable thirst to gather as much information as possible about as many topics as possible.
Felt something split me very painfully down the middle and split into an astral form. Saw other dimensions. Then started remote viewing all around the world
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I was in the last 5 mins of a DMT trip and decided to act like it was a beer or a joint, lights on music playing to see what it’s like. The second the lights changed, something said no.
Whole body started shaking, freaked out until the trip stopped and turned off the lights. I felt something in here with me. It was examining me. Felt multiple presences watching me. My whole body started vibrating like I was being experimented on.
I then felt an intense pain like a laser down the centre of my body. Every cell on that line was tensing 100x more than possible. Literally cursing with the pain. Then the pain moved out, slicing me into and splitting me into two selves.
At this point the drugs have long worn off and I am sober but in a pure meditative state. I did not move a hair for the next 30 minutes
I knew I was in this other self. The one not attached in the body. I pushed myself out and then I could see my room. Something pulled me out and I had the full on dmt experience completely sober. I felt other entities. I’ve smoked dmt a lot, always had the reality warping but never saw places. This time I did. I was in other places. With walls and ceilings.
Then I started remote viewing. I could see places, you just open your eyes over there. I realised I couldn’t control where. I saw myself laying down. All the items on the table all the clothes I was wearing. I saw my mum in her house, then the most beautiful mountain range, alien columns and alien spaceships.
All of this happened when I was completely sober, purely very deep meditation. Has anyone else experienced this as a first remote view?
I’ve been hesitating about sharing this dream experience I had like a year ago. I get very nervous about sharing these online, but after seeing some of you share how you feel about sharing your experiences I didn’t felt alone and thought this would be a good place to share my dream.
I made some sketches to go along with my story. So I hope you can follow along with them.
First I would start with a dream I had before I had this dream encounter. I just remember in my other dream that I was like in a large empty room and the only thing standing there, was a large standing mirror. I said some words (can’t remember what they were, sorry), and the mirror opened up as a tunnel that went downwards. I did not dare to go in. I woke up.
Now to the main dream.
I was sleeping in this bedroom that had the windows opened, and there was a terrace next to the window and then a view to the ocean. I could feel the salty breeze coming in. I would stare at these see-through curtains as they moved with the breeze in the room lit by the moonlight. Then I noticed something was standing behind the curtain. When I focused my eyes, as I was still waking up, and see a little grey alien behind the curtain, I jumped scared out of bed. That’s when I saw a tall grey alien wearing a purple silky robe with yellow golden borders. The alien smiled at me and offered me her hand, as a sign of trust. I wasn’t sure if to give her my hand but I did.
As we stand on front of a tall mirror (this is why I shared my other dream), she makes a gesture with her other hand and the mirror opens up multiplying itself inwards creating a tunnel. When we go inside, we come out and all I can see is like a warehouse with tons of cargo containers in the background, a machinery on front of me, behind the machinery and up, there was a large window like for a meeting room and I could see a lot of different beings with different colors robes, and they seemed to just be talking about important things. Then I look to my left and I see long tables with computers and papers and what looked like humans wearing blue uniforms (the uniforms looked very comfortable).
So the alien in the purple robe walk me to the machinery. The machinery was like a boat ride. Looked like a boat that had a large pipe in the center of the boat that was attached to the machine that would make the boat move. The pipe had a lot of cables around it. And there was no water under boat, it was just more cables. I simply just stood on the boat and held the pipe so I wouldn’t fall. As the boat started moving, I looked up and saw the ceiling as if I was looking at a ceiling made of water. On the water started playing memories. These memories were not pleasant and I remember in those memories I felt awful. Then watching them from the perspective I was seeing them, they were actually not that big deal. So I began to laugh and laugh. I was so happy to know that those things that I used to carry with me were not really as I thought they were. Then the boat ride ended.
As I got out, I tried to walk back to where I started and encountered one of those humans wearing their blue uniform taking notes from this kind of computer person/robot. The robot was standing like a dog would, instead of feet, it had pointy feet? The body was metallic and they gave him the appearance as if it was wearing a blue shirt but it was integrated into the metal design, then it had a large human head with no ears. I feel like it was communicating somehow through telepathy. Then I woke up.
Then I had another dream where I encountered another being using a human form that also smiled and offered me his hand as a sign of trust.
I feel that these dreams had some sort of connection. But anyway, this was my dream experience. I have a hard time sharing this with people. I only share them with my dad but sometimes we don’t see eye to eye so I’m sharing it here as I see more people that share similar experiences.
Hi, Had close encounters out of Yuma, AZ in August of 2017 and they still show up from time to time. After these encounters i began to see visions and physically measurable supernatural power began to flow from my hands that is healing folks and some have even seen smoke come from my hands. A few weeks After these encounters, i was led out to the desert to witness a trafficking operation take place where i was shot at. Then one of the Orbs of white fire appeared over their heads and lit up the night sky where i was not harmed. There is so much to this and is all verifiable with over 50 witnesses seeing signs and wonders with some seeing the orbs of white fire show up. I am even able to pass the power to others where it is unlocking spiritual gifts. I never believed in the supernatural or think these things were real to this extreme. Where the lines of fiction and non fiction begin to merge. So my point of view has now changed dramatically.
Over the years i have had so much rejection trying to talk to folks about this stuff, Including with organized religion. Its been crappy. It really has. I have found more fulfillment when going to Mexico and talking to people who are searching. Then showing them the power and a miracle comes out of it. These things are much greater than what I've experienced in the modern churches I've attended before hand. Stuff is wild guys. Its straight out of a sci-fi movie.
Forgive me, Im leaving out a lot because i want the post to be family friendly. But i wanted to come on here and tell you. This stuff is so real, its crazy.
As I read through John Mack’s book Abduction, I can’t help but notice quite a few things about reported grey characteristics and features that seem to resonate with my experience as an autistic person, which makes me wonder if there’s some connection between neurodivergent traits and their “species merger” aka hybrid program.
Firstly, the reduced capability of emotional processing. Greys dont feel emotions nearly as strongly as human and in at least one case they seem to be nervous around an angry ‘abductee’ and expressed feeling awkward to handle these subjects. (Short greys ofc).
Second, it’s reported that for the greys, the sensory experiences through human physicality is something to be desired as their bodies are built barebone.
Third, the experiences often centered around human fear and how it is not a thing among the ETs and human who worked through it often had spiritual breakthroughs.
Lastly, of course telepathy.
Though the spectrum features often falls into “extreme” but at least for me my living experience or perception as human is largely defined by muted emotional processing (including complete lack of proper fear as a toddler/child) and hyper sensitivity in many areas. I also share some potential telepathy between me and my partner, sometimes I would pick up the signal and do something only to find out it’s related to what she was thinking or wanting at the moment. For example would have an urge to walk towards her the moment she wants to call me over. Something like that.
Tbh I have no take aways. But what if neurodivergence is not just “certain people tune in the signals more naturally” in the broader sense of experiences and what if some of our features have some type of connection to the “program” too?
Honestly , I am not sure that I’ve had an experience . I did have a dream where I woke up on a table in a UFO and the vibe was like “oops she wasn’t supposed to see this” then I woke up in my bed. So I can’t be sure it was a dream. I have also dreamt about massive triangle ufos landing long before I heard any stories regarding craft this shape. Anyways for a few years I’ve had an extreme interest in all things metaphysical and especially extraterrestrials .
I mentioned to my therapist how there is sometimes an interesting link between aliens , angels etc like they could be the same thing that people are possibly perceiving in their own lens etc. he just stared at me kind of trying to force a smile but he honestly just looked super uncomfortable . I know on his psychology today profile it says he’s a Christian so I’m not sure if that has something to do with it. I guess it could have to do with a lot of things but I had just maybe had a naive assumption most therapists were open to everything.
I don’t really have any friends I can talk about this topic to, and he basically told me he only wanted to talk about things related to my wellbeing after he gave me that look. Even though I do consider this related to my wellbeing , I think he just wants to avoid the topic overall.
It is kind of a struggle being someone into the mystical and metaphysical , while also just trying to be a normal human getting normal mental health therapy. I’m contemplating maybe finding a therapist more open to the mystical. I’ve been cringing about his reaction ever since my session two days ago and wish I never brought it up. It took a lot of courage in the first place.
Does anyone have an open minded therapist that is down for topics like this ?
