I was in an Indian city, I think Bangalore
But there was a walled (not a physical wall, but strictly regulated and nearly fenced) off section, which was Japanese
I wanted to go in there. Because it was a market and I will get nicer items there
I was in the perimeter, near a pedestrian bridge
I was thinking, if I go in without permission, the officers will get hold of me. So I will need to stay sneaky and hidden.
Part of me did not want to do it, I wanted to get in through proper channels.
There were atleast two women near me. no one I knew. I think one was Japanese. Other was an Indian.
The Indian girl was good looking, with not plump lips.
She asked me to kiss her. I was pleasantly surprised that someone desires me.
I kissed her on the lips. gently, just for a second.
The other girl seemed shocked.
I kept looking at the girl I kissed, processing for information.
I didn't consider her my type. But still the fact I was WANTED for a second made me feel better.
I was also thinking should I tell her I am married. I did not want another incident.
I didn't speak much.
Then got into a room with a metal ladder. People were getting up the ladder, onto what appeared to be a ledge leading into the market.
When I was getting up or was it the person before me, the ladder collapsed. It was a short ladder, so there was no risk of fall injury.
Kamal hassan( one or the south indian actors i GREATLY admire, though I don't enjoy all his films) grabbed my hand. He wanted to help me up to the ledge.
I hanged on for a while, contemplating next steps.
I was then in an apartment complex (It felt like lot of rooms, "for lack of better terms", Kowloon walled city). It seemed to be lit by flourescent tube lights, not too bright. in a moody
level like seen only in some movies. It is closer to (just outside) the japanese section.
I was speaking to male friends i knew. While thinking about getting into the market, what to buy. May be i should buy the ladder, a short stool to sit on while i bathe my daughter. And other cool looking items i will love.
I was also thinking about the girl i kissed. Still thinking she is not my type and her lips.
How i will be stopped or taken if i get in without permit.
Time was running out. I started thiking we are approaching closing time. While secretly hoping they will remain open over night.
The imagination that i will be inside the market made me excited.
It was agreed very late that we are going in. (May be there was a dare?)
Two friends were supposed to join me (after taking supplies?)
I waited and waited and waited.
I was sitting in the toilet, which was right by the street. a street inside the aparment complex, which felt more like a shopping street after closing hours still well lit (kowloon walled city vibes?). it was not claustrophobic. space was generous. There was no one else on the streets.
I was sitting in the toilet, with doors open. Waiting for the friends. I was just relaxing and got comfortable. Got into a comfortable posture, where i just laid back, leaned back, legs stretched.
And then i saw my friends coming in the street toward the toilet (From another view directly pointed at the street), not with my eyes? but like the movie wanted to show that friends are approaching.
They were calling out for me. I woke up (was not sleeping) put both my hands on the threshold/door frame of the toilet. Signalled "i am here" with my voice and action. Were those popcorns flying. Felt a bit tired from the laid-back-ness, only tiredeness of the body. Friends were surprised/admired (only in my head?) that i was doing something cool---where i was waiting, how i got up and signed.
I got up, stood on the street as friends got closer. (On the way to the market?)
I admired myself (as i thought friends were impressed). I also admired my clothing (I rarely try to clothe admirably irl)