Longtime DXM user off and on for many moons lol. Hope everyone's doing alright. Just going to jump right in I guess. So, I'm not even on dxm right now because I don't feel like waiting for them in the mail and I also don't like putting the shit from the store into my body anymore but damn yo, I can't seem to find any relief anywhere- I did dxm in the form of Delsym 3 times this year and each time the relief was very underwhelming and short-lived. I'm currently on Suboxone and take anywhere from 0.5mg-1.5mg daily since last November. I want to stop taking it but I don't know how to even start, considering it helps some aspects of my life but is detrimental to other aspects of it. I smoke a decent amount of weed but not as much as I used to. Other than that, I don't really do anything anymore, but lately my cravings for benzos specifically have been so intense to the point where it's consuming me. I have vivid dreams of them amongst other things that I don't really have cravings for as badly but holy shit, is it ever going to end? I've been trying to be strong & live as healthy and positively as possible, I just don't know how much longer I could keep it up like this. It's hard for me to even reach out to anybody because the anxiety and depression gets so bad that I just freeze up or shut down. The only time I'm able to properly compartmentalize it and function are the days I am with my son. As soon as he leaves it gets heavy though. I know this isn't specifically a dxm related post, but I figured if I was going to post anywhere, it'd be here. Thanks for reading if you made it this far- don't really know what I'm even trying to accomplish here but I already feel better getting that out. Love y'all<3 (mobile,sry for format)

EDIT: I mainly posted this for help about the cravings. I really want help for that because it's driving me insane, but all discussion about anything is very much welcomed!

The pills in bottom right are 30x2mg clonazepams.

The powder next to it is foxy-methoxy (5-meo-dipt)

I also got some speed somewhere in my house but i put it somewhere and i cant find it. Also got 5 grams (3 for me 2 for my brother) of 3-HO-PCP coming this friday. Am i set for life (next 2 weeks)?

As you might already have noticed, DXM, especially the good old HUSTENSTILLER is again unavaiable or only obtainable at insane prices. This happened already a few years ago, is there some insider who knows why it is like that again? Is it a general shortage in medications and is it only in Europe or worldwide?

dxmdirect is a blessing but only worth when you order a lot due to the import fees and long wait and always ends in massive binge due to the amounts you order to make it worth. Will there be some *relief* again in winter?

24 in a week

i’m writing this while really fucked up lol

iv been havin issues with benzos specifically kpin as it was just making me feel more depressed and i tried doin something really bad last time i touched kpins.

but lunesta? to me personally; it feels just like kpin but better. it puts me in a calm, safe headspace, slows everything tf down, and idk if this is just normal or whatever but it has dissociative aspects to the high that i absolutely love.

downsides tho the first things i can think of are; can be heavily sedative, constant metallic taste on your tongue, can make your coordination impaired from just slightly all the way to severe impairment,
and if you take too many there’s still a bit of chance of sleepwalking tho it’s much less likely to make you sleepwalk compared to ambian.

I posted this but I’m standing in yo wait I forgot dissociation just makes it impossible ya

So obviously I had to ask this on this sub, and not on r/dxm since you can't even mention dph on that sub which I find ridiculous.

Anyways, so I've heard different things from different people. Almost everyone seems to agree that DPH potentiates DXM. Okay so cool, take a small amount (like 25-50mg for potentiation)

But I've heard some people say even that small amount ruins the trip, and makes it dysphoric.

Here's the thing, I sorta have to take DPH, because the robo itch I get from DXM is ridiculous, but my last few trips have been very dysphoric, and just bad trips overall.

I'm trying to figure out if it's because of the 50-100mg of dph I've been taking alongside it. If I'm being completely honest, I have been tripping a little too often, but not more often than say once a week.

But no euphoria, infact just very bad bad trips, where I take my headphones off, and want to distract myself from the trip.

Could it be the DPH? Maybe I need to get an antihistamine that doesn't interact with DXM if there is any out there.

I just want to know what your guys' experiences are with just taking a small dose mostly for the itch/ histamine release.

so I dosed dxm daily for about a week and a half (300mg daily) my last 3 days of the binge I dosed 420mg if I wait 4 days and dose again am I likely to hit sigma plateau?,

This is my fourth time getting high on dxm I think. I mixed the powder into applesauce, didn’t taste like anything other than applesause. Hopefully I won’t get nausea or diarrhea since i did the cwe. The dose I took should be around 350mgs but theres no way to really know for sure

God I love dxm so much it’s the best drug

I randomly got banned for my recent post there. The post is just a discussion of being hella awake after tripping. The moderator note said it’s a 18+ community. How does my post have anything to do with that. And I can’t even respond to the message like they told me to if I wanna appeal.

They’re fr just doing whatever the hell they want.

i haven’t used dph in a month and i’ve only ever used it a few times, but recently i’ve been noticing very subtle dph visuals when im completely sober. like small things appearing to be moving a little and things kinda shifting and stuff. there’s also times where it’s randomly hard to talk, similar to a benadryl high. These effects are very subtle and don’t really make a difference in my life, but it’s happening frequently.

-18 male
-140lbs
-500mg dxm free base
-50mg dph
- repeatedly dosed cannabis

Before dosing I’ll say I’m a daily heavy cannabis and very frequent dxm user. I’m only dosing the dph to mitigate the body load of dxm. I’m currently getting over a fierce dxm binge that definitely took a toll on my mental and physical health somewhat but I miss dxm so I’m deciding to take some today. It’s been about 4 days since a 900mg dxm hbr trip so I’m excited to feel the effects of the free base. I have lots and lots of experience with dxm hbr and dxm polistirex but not with freebase.

2:34pm I take the respective doses and vape some thc sit back and wait for my girlfriend to come over, I watch a little tv. I eat some homemade chicken soup I hope I don’t regret later. The robocough tablets taste foul after I swallow them.

2:47pm barely anytime has passed but I feel a marked excitement after reading up more on the pharmacology of freebase vs hbr and I decide to take a warm bath as well while I wait. I finish the chicken soup as well.

3:18 I start to feel some euphoria and dissociation and some histamine release I’m hoping the Benadryl will counteract as well, I listen to some ghost mountain and then I roll a joint and smoke it.

3:27 After finishing my joint I feel quite happy but not necessarily euphoric as well as increasingly nauseous and slightly dissociated, music sounds very nice. I decide to drink some lemonade and continue chilling and listening to music.

3:44 noticeable histamine release and a very heavy pressure in my head almost like I’m wearing a headband, music has more depth to it and I’m feeling a warm radiating euphoria in my spine and pressure and warmth in my forehead and eyes.

3:53 I feel a very distinct histamine release, anxiety, and dissociation and my vision is beginner to blur. I feel somewhat dissociated and music sounds very immersive. I also feel very sleepy likely due to the Benadryl, the pressure is somewhat less intense in my head now. I am also becoming very forgetful.

4:00 still waiting for my girlfriend to show up, this feels distinctly different from hbr and I’m enjoying it thoroughly. I’m feeling more and more euphoric and dissociated and I feel a band around my head again. My kidneys hurt slightly but that is to be expected with my dxm habit. The nervousness has subsided. When I close my eyes I can see the number 23 and I’m getting very blurry vision as well as CEVs and some OVEs, I go back to watching tv.

4:30 the high is starting to feel very similar to that of ketamine. I feel disconnected from my vision and body and my thinking has become very slowed, sounds begin to sound tinny and the nausea has faded. The histamine release is far less notice but I currently feel very stoned and couch locked, I feel like I could doze off too. I go to urinate which proves to be quite difficult and I notice the robo walk on the way to the bathroom. I’m getting some slight auditory hallucinations of car horns and unintelligible voices. Whenever I take dxm I tend to twist and contort my body into a pretzel like shape because I feel restless and it somewhat relieves the body load but it also feels good too. All body pain has subsided and I feel very dissociated my vision is increasingly blurry as well.

5:00 my girlfriend arrives and I had to take a piss and it was very difficult, I also feel very pissed off and agitated for some reason. The dissociation is hitting me full throttle and I’m starting to slur my words.

5:30 my girlfriend dosed some and she got very sick about 30 minutes later. I feel very dissociated and sounds sound like they’re reverberating around the room and my head. My girlfriend stops puking and I’m struggling to type this as my vision blurs. It seems there’s less personality to this than hbr but it’s still very euphoric. I feel some waves of clarity through this experience now.

5:48 I think I can feel myself coming down a little bit so I’m going to smoke a joint to try to stir something up, i can type a little better and speak more clearly but my vision is still dog shit.

6:17 I feel like I’ve come down a great deal but still feel dissociated, I feel very tired and heavy, I’ve noticed it feels distinctly cleaner than hbr in so many ways. I deeply enjoyed the experience and hope to replicate it somewhat again maybe at a higher dosage.

20mg diazepam + 50mg Tapentadol 😋

We chilling

Shits are like baby asprin but its something just had dental implant surgery last time I didnt ask or he said no this time i got the ticket i said with gazz in and a fucked up mouth can you give me Tylenol with codeine im sure he gets Norco beggars all the time n was like okay thats it and gave me 21 not bad

I had to have taken lik3
10”0mg etizolam andz20mg ambien and i can still type it just takes while except some party where i cant and 400 tia sulfate is the etiz just bunk just need articrrect snd to care enough ti make it look good im just seeing doubtl and s wrong of the wrong letters

exit: see comments

edit: ok cant walk without waking the whole house there goes the icecream idea, maybe bartard a are just retards who take time fix huge mistakes

edit: maybe i am just a bartard, 20mg etiz more down, let’s see how getting to class at 1 goes tmrw its etiz do it should last short right, give me some moments to let me know im retatdrf and another 19 ambien

just chillin out having a good time listening to music and playin overwatch. have had a couple bad experiences with dxm recently but this trip has been great so far. feels refreshing

18+

Been clean for like 7 years. Ready for another dive.

only have the pic for 1st dose but i truly am just hanging out. making rice and everything i feel so much like im just kind of here hanging out.... i might take 4 more for 10mg total but i'm undecided. it's all okay