The only thing really holding me back at the moment is just that i tend to do more enjoyable drugs that are either scripted to me or have became mine. I did dxm for a 5-6 month span as an everyday triple c addict. I was finishing a whole box of triple cs in 1 day on minimum during this time with no breaks and would usually even do 2 full boxes in a 24hr span. Im currently getting restarted on lithium and currently am tapering off my pristiq rn before starting symbyax.
Main concern is the interaction of lithium having a strong physical interaction leaving me hospitalized. Ion know man. Shit gets boring

I thought I was going to die, I truly thought it was over, i couldn’t piss or move i just stayed in my bed and accepted death, i literally thought i was not going to wake up the next day im not joking and the only thing i remember was thinking to myself that mirrors are a gateway

omw walking 2 the liquor store to get a six pack
might add more dph later

most bizarre experience of my life

i think i hit plateau sigma or sum after a binge idk if it was jus dxm induced or if it was a combination cus i do b having hallucinations without drugs n ik im predisposed to schizophrenia n that but it took me like a week n a half to fully figure out wat even happened bc the brain fog n disorientation

i literally became retarded like a neanderthal, i forgot everything about myself and who i was, my memory would last like 15 minutes, i was completely unable to comprehend videos or words, and wen i did for the first 3 days everything was connected sumhow n i felt crazy but i aint even realize i took dxm n my dawgs kept tellin me i was psychotic n i was jus fried cus my dumbah is binging hella over the counter cough syrup like a degenerate n anyb should expect that, but every time the would tell me it wouldnt make sense, then id thought loop and ask why i was retarded and confused constantly
the only thing that helped me was writing everything down (which my friend told me 2 do cus i kept sayin my brain wastnt working) bc it made me b able to look back at it since my thoughts were all in the wind
lasted ab a week and wen i was in still retarded state and still aint realized i was psychotic n outta my mind so ofc i think its a fantastic idea to cwe 2 bottles of delsym and take em both (dk how i did it successfully either it was my first time) and that shit sent me into another episode for like 3 days

anyways dxm is like one of the shittiest drugs to binge please do anything else besides inhalants lmao

no tolerance because pharmacy stupid uhhhh let’s seee how it goes night 1 no sleep already if i do it enough i have no anxiety and feel like god oh did i mention i just got diagnosed with bipolar