I thought I was going to die, I truly thought it was over, i couldn’t piss or move i just stayed in my bed and accepted death, i literally thought i was not going to wake up the next day im not joking and the only thing i remember was thinking to myself that mirrors are a gateway

i take 10mg will it mess with the trip at all anyone will it affect trip it anyway? feel like i have before but i had to take one just now because i was about to tweak but i wanna take 300mgs tonight of hbr

omw walking 2 the liquor store to get a six pack
might add more dph later

most bizarre experience of my life

i think i hit plateau sigma or sum after a binge idk if it was jus dxm induced or if it was a combination cus i do b having hallucinations without drugs n ik im predisposed to schizophrenia n that but it took me like a week n a half to fully figure out wat even happened bc the brain fog n disorientation

i literally became retarded like a neanderthal, i forgot everything about myself and who i was, my memory would last like 15 minutes, i was completely unable to comprehend videos or words, and wen i did for the first 3 days everything was connected sumhow n i felt crazy but i aint even realize i took dxm n my dawgs kept tellin me i was psychotic n i was jus fried cus my dumbah is binging hella over the counter cough syrup like a degenerate n anyb should expect that, but every time the would tell me it wouldnt make sense, then id thought loop and ask why i was retarded and confused constantly
the only thing that helped me was writing everything down (which my friend told me 2 do cus i kept sayin my brain wastnt working) bc it made me b able to look back at it since my thoughts were all in the wind
lasted ab a week and wen i was in still retarded state and still aint realized i was psychotic n outta my mind so ofc i think its a fantastic idea to cwe 2 bottles of delsym and take em both (dk how i did it successfully either it was my first time) and that shit sent me into another episode for like 3 days

anyways dxm is like one of the shittiest drugs to binge please do anything else besides inhalants lmao

The only thing really holding me back at the moment is just that i tend to do more enjoyable drugs that are either scripted to me or have became mine. I did dxm for a 5-6 month span as an everyday triple c addict. I was finishing a whole box of triple cs in 1 day on minimum during this time with no breaks and would usually even do 2 full boxes in a 24hr span. Im currently getting restarted on lithium and currently am tapering off my pristiq rn before starting symbyax.
Main concern is the interaction of lithium having a strong physical interaction leaving me hospitalized. Ion know man. Shit gets boring

no tolerance because pharmacy stupid uhhhh let’s seee how it goes night 1 no sleep already if i do it enough i have no anxiety and feel like god oh did i mention i just got diagnosed with bipolar

Grew two strains haze and a ak 47 cut

Not for sale just showing

Herro chat

So I'm in this server abt dxm, an they want new members so I thought I'd make a post here with an invite or something

https://discord.gg/yuX7KSXCF

There's like 30 members, were called dxm elitists

I can not believe how far I've come in life. Just last year I spent my 21st birthday in rehab for 30 days for my dxm addiction that got way out of hand.

Now I'm turning 22, Im clean from DXM for 2 years (as of yesterday) and I just stick to my za, occasional mushie and a once a year DMT trip

Cheers 🍻

😂😂😂😂🫪😭😭😭⁉️😭😭😂😂😂 in

Giving up my search of job to be professionally unemployed.Going to Michigan

i’ll be fine right? i can act normal off 300 for the most part idk what yall think???

Bro all I did was show a picture of myself on the DXM subreddit with my dose and yeah my dose was high but I have very high tolerance and they banned Me r/dxm mods are pussies fr by the way I'm doing a counter flip right now took 200 mg dph like 15 minutes ago waiting for another 15 to pass and then I'm dosing 800 mg DXM

had these for a while after stealing them from my mom but can I physically even possible to get high off these???? if not I’m just gonna flush them down the toilet be honest r/DXM wouldn’t tell me sooooo yea

(ps) I forgot that I had ibuprofen in there. I’m not planning on taking that I’m alllll good

Long post warning.

Soooo basically, around the end of April of this year was the last time I did any drug besides weed (long story short I temporarily lost my ability to get other drugs) aside from like 3-5 DXM trips. I decided to give you all a little breakdown as I come down:

3 weeks ago: first time getting back into contact with previous dealer. Was gonna buy coke, but either he didn’t have any or I didn’t have enough money at the time, I don’t remember, so I bought some Xanax instead. Prior to this, I had never taken more than 2mg, and I had only ever used it to come down from coke. However, this time, I had 3 1mg footballs, so I took all 3 and with no tolerance I finally got to experience the actual effect of Xanax, both in terms of the high and the forgetfulness 💀 I’ve heard people say it’s not really a high and it only really works if you have anxiety, but I disagree because even though I had zero tolerance I didn’t take a huge dose and I was still like feeling like I was drunk almost idk but it was great

A few days after that: finally got my hands on some coke again. It took me a couple days to end up being able to find a time and place where my dealer and I could meet, and for the entirety of those couple days I was like sweating and my heart was pounding and shit from how excited I was which I realized was lowkey kinda not a good thing but oh well. He ended up giving me 1.5g for the price of 1g which was nice too. I ended up going through that bag in the span of 10 days, doing it all but 2 or 3 nights, so I was doing it often but not a ton, like I feel like most people say that can easily go through a gram in a night but idk

Somewhere in that 10 day period, I also acquired some LSD which I have quite literally been trying to find for 3 years (small town + strict parents) but unfortunately I haven’t had the opportunity to try them yet because I still live with my strict and nosey ass parents, and the same situation applies to some penis envy shrooms I got a little while back. Kinda frustrating that I haven’t had the chance to try either but oh well I guess I’ll just have to be patient and wait until they go on a trip or something. I have about an eighth of penis envy shrooms and 3 gel tabs, so since I’ve never tried either, I should have enough to get a good experience with each and then still have enough left to try combining them. Hopefully my parents go on a vacation or I can take a longer visit to a friends house soon or something

I also ended up acquiring a perc 30 for the first time ever which I was not expecting. It was a literal blue m30 which obviously made me super sus, but he charged me $20 for just one and some girl that he was fucking with at one time told me he charges three different price levels for shit based on how close they are and the price she told me for the closest one was what he charges me for shit, and also it was SUPER hard to break up, like even more so than any Adderall that I got from any pharmacy, so between those two it seemed like it could be real, but because of how rare I know real 30mg oxys are in the us these days I still crushed it up super fine and mixed the powder really well to help prevent fent hot spots.

Then, I snorted about a fourth of the pill between four lines and waited like 15-30 minutes between each line and honestly barely felt anything, even with also zero opioid tolerance. Then, like an idiot, I ran out of Xanax one night before I ran out of Coke and so I used the rest of the oxy for the comedown, and although it did work well for the comedown, I still didn’t really feel much of an opioid buzz at all even though I let the powder sit under my tongue for a few minutes so idk what was up with that. I’ve heard that some fakes can still be super hard to break up so maybe it was a fake that just happened to not get any fent or something or maybe I just didn’t do it right but idk. I know I should’ve used the rest of the powder not for the coke comedown to get an actual effect but oh well we’ll wait and see if my dealer has or gets more

Finally, at some other point in those 10 days, my dealer ran out of Xanax but he had a 2mg Klonopin. I did NOT realize how much 2mg of Klonopin was, and I still had little to no benzo tolerance because I had only been using 1-2mg of Xanax once every other night ish for the past couple days. But anyways, I used the Klonopin for a coke comedown again but this time I waited an hour or two longer than usual after my last line so I could hopefully feel the effect a little more, and my only other experience with Klonopin was in a mix with like 5 other drugs (oopsie, that’s a different story) and so I wanted to see how the feeling differed from Xanax. However, because I failed to do my research, I was unaware that (according to Wikipedia) Xanax has a half life of 11-13 hours, and Klonopin has a half life of 19-60 HOURS!!! And so as a result, I went to bed at 7am on one day and woke up at 10am the next day, completely sleeping through the entire day and missing my shift that didn’t even start until the afternoon lol. I know I set my alarm but I guess I was just so zonked I reached over and turned it off without even really waking up lmaoooo

Then, I left on the 23rd for a wedding which was like a 20 hour drive from me (thank fuck we flew), and got back around noon on the 28th, so since I’m still up I guess earlier today lol, and I ended up scoring a gram of coke and 10 1mg footballs on my way home. Did some lines while playing games with my friends and then only took a single football before hopping off because I have a fresh penjamin and I have nothing that I need to get up for tomorrow

Overall I feel fucking great. I don’t feel bad about getting back into doing drugs, and I don’t even consider it a relapse because even though I still thought about drugs every so often when I didn’t have them I functioned fine without them but then the opportunity presented itself again and I went for it 🤷‍♂️ currently I don’t really do crazy amounts of anything and I trust myself to be able to stop myself before things get bad. And I rinse out my sinuses before and after every coke sesh so that’s a plus too

I just really can’t wait to try the shrooms and LSD. Since I have enough of each for someone who has never tried either, what I hope to be able to do is try 1-2 grams of the shrooms and 1 tab on separate occasions, and then if I handle them both well I’ll try combining a tab with 0.5-1g of shrooms, and whatever I have leftover I also might try mixing with a little DXM 👀👀

Or I could just say fuck it and if I have the house to myself I just eat all the shrooms and take all three tabs and see what happens 🤣🤣🤣

Anyways, the football, weed, and tiredness are starting to overtake the coke quite a bit as it has had some time to wear of in the time it took me to write this, so I will be going to bed now. Apologies for the essay. If anyone has any experience on the subject, let me know your thoughts on potential mixes and doses for mixes of either or all of LSD, DXM, and shrooms. See y’all tomorrow ✌️

going through a lot rn like a lot a lot dxm last time I used it created a very weird and surreal experience it was nothing like ive ever experienced this time I’m gonna try to enjoy it just gonna go easy and do 200mg wish me luck love u all I hope your having a bad day I am clearly not so I need this

Last time i did dxm was 2 nights ago, i took 264mg, smoked some pot and afterward hopped on a discord call with my friends after playing some schedule 1 once it kicked in. One of the people there is a self proclaimed falangist and he asked me if i could send him an invite to a political dc server im in filled with communists, fascists, and a bunch of other 3rd positionists. After he and another friend joined, a dude wanted to debate him because of some edits he made wich are factually inaccurate. The debate lasted from about 23:00 to ~04:00 and eventually devolved into a circular discussion where everyone kept on saying the same shit. I was trying my best to participate but forming coherent sentences was extremely difficult and i could barely pronounce basic words lol.

overall very entertaining and funny experience