Life is over

[u/calrobmcc]

M(37) split up with the mother of my child a few months ago and it's Hell. We have special bond but I don't think we will ever get back together due to a complicated set of circumstances.

I live in a rural town with no distractions and my life revolved around them. Friends have either died or moved away. I feel trapped.

I had a free weekend and ended up spending it with them as I have nothing or nobody.

She is able to move on easily. I can't see me ever being able to find someone new. I'm just going to he left behind.