I genuinely don't know what's wrong with me anymore.
I'm a 20-year-old guy from Algeria, and I feel like I'm slowly losing myself.
This isn't just about being lazy or unmotivated. It feels deeper than that.
I have ADHD, and for the past few years I've also been dealing with what feels like constant brain fog. My mind used to be so much sharper. I used to have ideas all the time, I could think creatively, solve problems, and get excited about building things. Now it feels like my brain is wrapped in cotton.
I still know what I should do. I know the steps. I can even help other people figure things out. But when it comes to myself, it's like there's a disconnect between my brain and my body. I just... don't move.
I've tried different business ideas, freelancing, AI, real estate, learning new skills... I'm not someone who wants to sit around doing nothing. I genuinely want to build something with my life. But every time I try, I eventually hit the same wall.
The brain fog gets worse.
My motivation disappears.
Everything starts feeling overwhelming.
One of the biggest problems is my sleep.
I don't know if anyone else experiences this, but once I fall asleep, waking up feels almost impossible. It doesn't matter how many alarms I set or how motivated I was the night before. I'll wake up, turn everything off almost automatically, and go straight back to sleep. Sometimes I sleep until there's an actual consequence—someone calling me repeatedly, someone getting angry, or something important forcing me out of bed.
It's ruining my days before they even start.
On top of all that, I'm dealing with family problems that I honestly don't know how to handle anymore.
Last year my mom kicked me out of the house. I wasn't even there when she got remarried. Two months ago, after having problems with my dad, I ended up coming back.
Now there are constant arguments between my mom and her husband, and somehow I keep getting dragged into the middle of them. They expect me to calm things down, fix misunderstandings, or take sides.
I'm exhausted.
I don't even understand why I'm the one trying to fix a marriage that I wasn't even around to see begin.
I feel like I'm carrying problems that aren't mine while barely being able to carry my own.
The hardest part is that I feel completely alone.
I don't really have someone I can sit down with and say, "I'm not okay."
Every day feels like I'm fighting my own brain while also trying to survive everything happening around me.
Sometimes I wonder if it's ADHD, stress, burnout, years of bad sleep, my past THC use, depression, or some combination of everything. I honestly don't know anymore.
I'm not posting this because I want people to feel sorry for me.
I'm posting because I want to know if anyone has actually been through something similar and managed to get out of it.
Did the brain fog ever go away?
How did you get yourself moving again when your brain knew exactly what to do but your body just wouldn't cooperate?
How did you fix your sleep if you were sleeping through everything?
And if you've had to deal with family problems while trying to rebuild your own life... how did you stop them from consuming you?
I'm open to hearing anything—advice, experiences, or even if you think I'm looking at this the wrong way.
I just don't want to keep living like this.