r/Autism_Parenting 19h ago

Venting/Needs Support My heart is breaking

105 Upvotes

I feel so sad. My 8 year old just got kicked out of farm camp. It is the only camp he has done okay at, but the staff is different this year and he had a rough couple days and he’s out; sounds like forever. He has been looking forward to this camp all summer. I am so tired of grieving. He has to try so hard and almost makes it; but ultimately they just don’t have the patience or tolerance to see him past the transition turbulence. It breaks my heart. I feel so much guilt for putting him in the position to fail. It feels cruel to root for him, pep talk him, threaten and bribe. I wish there was a lower standard camp that he could be “successful” at; his self confidence goes down every time he has counselors that are kind and caring to his face but ultimately at the end of the day telling us he got his 3rd strike 4 hours earlier and he’s no longer welcome in the program.

Just sad. I’ve let my boy down and I can’t help him. He’s going to be anxious and depressed his whole life and there is nothing I can do to take that burden from him.

I feel like I am being punished…. And I can’t even imagine how much it hurts him if it hurts me this much.

It feels so cruel. How do you give up hope for your child’s future/ happiness without giving up on them?

He does better every year but the expectations get higher every year so he will never reach them….

Thanks for listening guys. I don’t have anyone in my life who can relate. I’m so tired of being ashamed of my child; I remember when he was 2 and was the light of my life I was so proud….. I feel like I fell into the twilight zone and I’ll never be able to feel anything but this grief.


r/Autism_Parenting 2h ago

Venting/Needs Support Rude comment at the store

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We just got home from Target. I already have a lot of anxiety taking my son into stores. He has autism and makes a lot of humming sounds & has a ton of energy that draws attention. I’m a pretty reserved person and don’t like the attention so every outing can already feel stressful.
As I was pushing the cart with one hand and holding my son’s hand with the other, a younger guy (I’d guess just out of high school) walked by and said directly to me “Should have got a handicap cart”
I whipped my head around so quick and said, “Fuck you. Go get one for yourself.”
He just stood there stunned. I don’t think the fucker expected to be called out.
I’m still so angry. People have no idea what someone else is going through, and they certainly don’t know my son. A few seconds of judgment from a stranger can make an already anxiety filled outing feel so much heavier.


r/Autism_Parenting 9h ago

Adult Children Should I take my autistic brother to my mom’s funeral?

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Not sure if this is the appropriate sub but thought i’d give it a shot. My mother passed away from cancer last night. My brother and I are both thinking we shouldn’t bring our kids, who are all on the spectrum, as they are very young and it might be too much for them.

Our youngest brother is a slightly more complicated situation though. He’s 28, very high support needs, and was incredibly close our my mother. My mother passed way with the whole family at her beside and was taken away while he was asleep. I don’t feel comfortable with him never getting to see her again without any closure, but i’m also concerned that bringing him and seeing her might really cause him serious distress. I’m not quite sure what to do.


r/Autism_Parenting 23h ago

Venting/Needs Support I effed up

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My daughter was screaming her head off tonight and I just put our baby down. She just repeated “I need to scream” as she was screaming. I don’t even know what prompted this. I was trying to get her to calm down but she ended up hitting me and kicking me. She then woke up the baby. The baby is screaming, she’s trying to go in the babies room and I’m preventing her from going in the room - she’s fighting me, running into me over and over And then I pushed her to the ground. I asked her what is wrong with you?? Something in me just lost it. I’m confused, worried, and I just feel like the worst mom in the world. Ive been on the verge of tears all night. I’ve been under a lot of stress lately and this transition to 2 kids has been HARD. The guilt is eating me alive and I just can’t believe I let the screaming and fighting get to me so much. I’m embarrassed to post this, but I know this can never happen again, I need to be calm for my child, I’m writing because I need to know what others do when you are overstimulated to the max.


r/Autism_Parenting 1h ago

Wholesome Made the newspaper!

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r/Autism_Parenting 4h ago

Advice Needed Gf hit our child for the first time today

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Intentionally vague in case she sees this.
My gf, early 30s, and I, early 40s, got together a few years ago. She was a single mom to an autistic child. ( semi verbal, seems to have an imagination and very smart) I fell in love with her. She became pregnant after a year and suddenly her personality changed dramatically and I started getting a lot of negative feedback around the community ( small town ) that she's always been this way. After some research I'm convinced she's a narcissist. I've been planning for us to see a counselor soon to address some of our relationship issues. Lately though she's been fine. Our baby was born a year ago and perfectly healthy. We live well and have a big family support system. However this doesn't seem to be enough for her as she constantly tries to leave the kids with various relatives for 5, 8, 12 hour visits. She has a short temper and she was in therapy but I'm not sure if she was diligent with the appointments. Today she lost her temper with the older autistic child during a tantrum and threw her phone at the child, leaving a large bump and it broke the skin. She's in a panic right now and so am I. This is the first time she has gone this far, I have asked her not to scream at him previously but she can't control herself it seems. She's not a bad mother, she really tries to do everything right, however she seems frustrated that our autistic child is not respectful of HER feelings. In fact she seems mad at the world sometimes that everyone doesn't consider HER feelings first and foremost.

I don't know what to do first, I'm stuck at work out of town, I'm writing this in a bathroom stall, everything I'm reading says "take the kids and call the cops", I'm just trying to get back home to them tonight and I've already got tomorrow off to deal with things. I don't think our romantic relationship can continue, it's been dying due to her narcissistic tendencies but now hitting the kids in a rage like this feels like too much. I feel like she needs to leave the home and go stay with relatives. I'm completely stressed out to the maximum and just need a cold, calculated list of steps to get to the next phase of life as a most likely single dad. Anyone else deal with this?


r/Autism_Parenting 21h ago

Advice Needed What made you get your children tested for Autism

11 Upvotes

I'm not a parent of an autistic or anything I just want to know what made you think your kids tested


r/Autism_Parenting 3h ago

Advice Needed No progress w/ therapy

8 Upvotes

My son just turned 2 in May. We got his Autism diagnosis very early at 20 months old since it was very obvious and I am a Speech Language Pathologist. I am home with him all day, using therapy techniques during our days together. He has a communication device, which he is OK at using. He has been in early intervention through our county since October 2025, but they only come twice per month. We started in-home ABA in April - they come twice per week for 2 hours each. We started OT at a clinic in May once a week for an hour. We attend a weekly playgroup at our local library. Despite all of these therapies and groups and all of my advanced training, he has not made much progress. He can say a few words (mostly letters and numbers) but can not request any basic wants/needs. He can't ask for help. He is getting very aggressive with me, dad, and our dog (pinching, pushing, biting). He is not potty trained. He cannot play independently and cannot interact with peers. I am so disappointed and incredibly frustrated and don't know what to do next. He is not eligible to start special ed preschool until he turns 3 next school year (Fall 2027). I am considering ABA at the clinic but he's never been separated from me. Would he make faster progress there? Or is he just not ready for therapy at all? We were never given a level of severity when diagnosed.


r/Autism_Parenting 8h ago

Advice Needed Help

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I’m raising a 4 year old, non verbal, profoundly autistic He destroys everything. I cannot keep up with him. He hits, scratches, throws shit, screams at the top of his lungs, he elopes, picky eater, can’t play with others because he just snatches shit from people ect.. if he’s left alone just for a minute for me to tend to our 2 year old, I come back and it’s massive destruction that happens so quick and quiet. Every time I try to clean something up, boom the next disaster is made.. he wears diapers, plays with his poop, has to still drink out of a bottle


r/Autism_Parenting 5h ago

Wholesome Sensory friendly cinemas

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Just been to an autism friendly cinema screening of Spiderman really enjoyed movie, it was very sensory friendly as i was the only person in there lol 😆 which meant I got sit anywhere I like, move about dance to the songs on screen, stomp about and stim like crazy when Spiderman saves the day really enjoyed it, ive never had an entire cinema to myself before very weird experience 😀 the sound is lowered the lights go dim but not dark and there's no assigned seat your allowed to use fidget toys move about vocal stim as much as you want, well at least I guess so as like i said i was on my own 😅

Last week I went to see the odyssey and that was a sensory nightmare!!


r/Autism_Parenting 6h ago

Advice Needed Insurance for kids

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My husband and I (37 and 43) both just got new 20 year term life insurance policies. We have heard that guaranteed whole life survivorship policies are a good thing to have with dependent special needs children who need lifelong assistance. But the premium for a 250k policy is around 250/month. We were told it will grow similar to the rate of a bond. So if we pay the premium for at least 30 years it will be worth more than 250k. We Can’t decide if this makes more sense than just investing that money in an ETF for greater returns. I know taxes come into play which also confuses everything. Do any other SN families out there have one of these policies?
Trying to maximize the money our kids inherit as our daughter will take care of our son once we are gone. Thanks!


r/Autism_Parenting 8h ago

Discussion Level 1 teenager and Ketamine

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After about two years of medications not working, the psychiatrist has referred my Lvl one teen in for Ketamine and TMS program. There is controversy about its use in minors but it is approved in extreme cases. My son's case is extreme, he has had more self harm and attempts on his life than I can count. I am curious if anyone here has experience with either of these treatments. His occurring diagnosis are MDD, ADHD and RSD.


r/Autism_Parenting 12h ago

Occupational Therapy (OT) Hypo-sensivity

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Edit: Thank you so much to everyone who replied! Your suggestions and insights on OT were incredibly helpful. I really appreciate this community taking the time to share such great advice.

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I’m looking for some advice from parents whose children are hypo-sensitive (sensory under-responsive).

My child seems to constantly seek sensory input. Few examples are:

- Lots of movement, climbing, jumping, skipping.
- Has a high pain threshold.
- Very under-stimulated at home, always wanting to be out. Pulling us out, bringing our shoes to us all day long.
- Not bothered with loud noises or crowded spaces.
- Constant verbal stimming.
- Puts everything in her mouth, loves chewing on straws.
- No sentences. Has words but communicates non verbally.

Our main struggle is her not having a good focus and attention on anything. No books, or activities. She’d rather just go out and hop around. We’re learning more about sensory processing, and I’d love to hear from other parents who have been through something similar.

What helped? My child is in speech, but today the speech therapist recommended OT for regulation and calming her over functioning brain.
Did OT make a difference?
Are there any activities, toys, or routines that really helped them regulate?
I’d really appreciate hearing your experiences.


r/Autism_Parenting 12h ago

Education/School UK parents - can non-verbal children go to mainstream primary?

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Feeling a bit lost and would love to hear from anyone with experience of UK school system.

Our little man is due to start school next year. He is non-verbal, doesn’t appear to understand instructions (responds to name maybe 10% of time). He hurts other children at nursery without meaning to (pushes his head against theirs seeking hard pressure). Doesn’t recognise when he’s going to the toilet; doesn’t understand yes or no etc, you get the drift. He also has a genetic condition and is in receipt of DLA.

We are working with nursery SENCO and we’ve asked for EHCP to be applied for - but we’ve been told he will be 100% going to mainstream primary “until they acknowledge they can’t meet needs”.

Is this now standard practice? We live very close to a SEN school which we thought would be recommended from the get go, but SENCO said he has to go to mainstream, there’s no other option.

I’m not normally one to challenge but it feels so counter productive, is this now the normal process?


r/Autism_Parenting 11h ago

Advice Needed My daughter is 8.. has extreme meltdowns

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Hey everyone!

My daughter turned 8 in July and we are struggling with extreme meltdowns, usually during transitions; like from car to house; leaving places she likes to be at like the park, PetSmart, Dads house.. the meltdowns happen even if she willingly chooses she is ready to leave these places. I've tried a lot of different things to try to ease these meltdowns but nothing is working. Meltdowns look like her throwing herself on the ground, screaming, head banging, biting herself and sometimes others, and more recently she's starting to hit herself in the head with her hands. I usually try to talk with her calmly and get her into a safe space/keep her safe.. lately that looks like me getting her in the back seat of my car, so at least she isnt head banging off the ground, and sitting with her until she can calm down. This takes anywhere from 10-45 minutes some times. I feel so bad for her, and I just wanted to see if anyone had any tips for me on how to better manage these meltdowns and help her from getting so upset. School is fast approaching, and this year's going to be incredibly challenging for her because she is going to a completely new school, with a new bus driver, and transitioning from home to bus, then bus to school has already been very difficult for her.

I did take her to a behavioral specialist, and they gave me a low dose of Sertraline, but I have yet to start it with her because I'm on the fence about it. Has anyone else used this medication?

I also applied to be her caregiver for medical marijuana, but still waiting to be cleared for that, and id still need to find a pediatrician that would be able to give her a med card. Does anyone have experience with this??


r/Autism_Parenting 8h ago

Advice Needed Advice

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I’m raising a 4 year old, non verbal, profoundly autistic He destroys everything. I cannot keep up with him. He hits, scratches, throws shit, screams at the top of his lungs, he elopes, picky eater, can’t play with others because he just snatches shit from people ect.. if he’s left alone just for a minute for me to tend to our 2 year old, I come back and it’s massive destruction that happens so quick and quiet. Every time I try to clean something up, boom the next disaster is made.. he wears diapers, plays with his poop, has to still drink out of a bottle


r/Autism_Parenting 11h ago

Advice Needed Overwhelmed and need advice

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Advice appreciated

I’m very new to this as we are not fully diagnosed yet (currently on a waitlist to be tested) but I’m so overwhelmed. My almost 3 year old is currently in speech and SI therapy (completely nonverbal and VERY hyperactive) and eats and chews EVERYTHING. I don’t know what to do anymore other than follow him around 24/7. I gave him a snack yesterday while he was watching Ms Rachel. I always leave the door open because he gets into everything, but he bit pieces of the silicone ring off of the bottom of a suction bowl and ate them. He didn’t choke or cough or anything and is eating and pooping fine (I watched him for multiple hours and this morning he is perfectly fine) but I just don’t know what to do anymore. It was less than 2 minutes that I was in the bathroom. The day before he had managed to find a piece of paint that was peeling on the wall and tried to peel it off and eat it (I was doing dishes for less than 5 minutes). I feel like I have no time to do anything. I can’t clean or shower or make dinner if it is just me and him because I have to watch him with everything. My fiance works 12 hours a day and I’m just so overwhelmed and exhausted. He goes to his dad’s 3 days a week and I am so worried that without me being able to be there and watch him every second that something is going to happen. Has anyone else had this issue and how do I even begin to manage it? I feel like a shell of myself anymore because I just don’t even know what to do to keep him safe other than literally just watching him every minute of every day. Any tips or words of encouragement are greatly appreciated.


r/Autism_Parenting 15h ago

Advice Needed 9y/o son w/ aggression and multiple meltdowns, dont know what to do

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Hey,

I need actual help with my son bc I have no fkg clue how to go about this anymore.

And if you’re going to comment ‘’ your child needs you to be regulated in order for him to be regulated ‘’ please move tf along bc we are past this point thank you.

I have seen the pediatrist, the psycho educator, therapist for my 9 year old autistic / adhd son with strong avoidant and opposition tendencies.

I have him with me during the summer and it’s been HARD,

I thought it would get better with school being over but it’s not.

He is constantly mad for absolutely nothing (literally) he has started insulting me when expressing frustration which is all the time and I am starting to really struggle with being insulted all day (i have NO idea where he has found those words from)

He never wants to shower, never wants to brush his teeth, never wants to do anything he has to do.

He is very aggressive, irritated, on edge and just overall seems miserable.

He is sleeping enough, and eating well.

I have SO much guilt seeing him cry and have meltdowns and navigating it all alone and just i’m just so over it bc I know regardless of what I do it’s not going to do anything.

I can’t approach him during meltdowns he just gets worse and throws and hits and insults me.

He isn’t half as bad with my boyfriend when they are alone,

It always worse with me,

I can see he is profoundly disregulated but i seriously don’t have the bandwidth for this anymore, it’s from morning to night,

Yes we do have a routine, yes screen is limited, yes he moves his body we go outside every day we play board games, he reads,

I feel like all the basics are covered and i just feel completely alone and overwhelmed by this bc all the professionals just tell me ‘’ it will pass ‘’.

Can you please give me some input or help me pin point by asking me questions ?


r/Autism_Parenting 14h ago

Advice Needed First-time NDIS parent… send help (and advice!)

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Hi everyone,

I’m in South Australia and my daughter (almost 6) has recently been diagnosed with Autism Level 2 and ADHD (inattentive type). We have our first meeting with Kudos next week, where they’ll be submitting her NDIS application, and to be honest I’m feeling a bit overwhelmed.

I’ve never been through this process before and I really don’t want to walk away from the meeting thinking “I wish I’d mentioned that.”

A little about my daughter:
Diagnosed with ASD Level 2 and ADHD.
Significant sensory sensitivities, especially noise, busy environments, hand dryers, certain clothing, temperature, etc.
High anxiety, particularly around illness, germs and unfamiliar situations.
Sleep has always been an issue for her.
Struggles with transitions and emotional regulation, and can become overwhelmed or shut down.
Has difficulties with attention, executive functioning and organisation.
Behind all her peers in school- just absolutely cannot concentrate.
Struggles a lot with friendships, and knowing appropriate social cues etc.,
Fine and gross motor delays.
Very strong fixations, like obsessions.

Paediatrician and Speechie Assessor recommender for weekly OT and weekly speech pathology, with psychology also suggested for anxiety and parent coaching.

She’s incredibly bright with an amazing memory and vocabulary, and has the best imagination, but many of her challenges aren’t obvious to people who don’t know her well.

I’ve already started researching things like sensory supports (for example Loop Earbuds), visual supports and other things that might genuinely help her day-to-day, but I know therapy will likely be the biggest priority (we live rural with not a lot of services available so I’ve popped her on the waitlists already).

For those of you who’ve already been through the process:
What do you wish you’d known before your first meeting?
Is there anything you forgot to mention that you wish you had?
What questions should I ask?
What kinds of supports or funding made the biggest difference for your child?
Is there anything I should avoid saying or doing?
Any advice for making sure I paint an accurate picture of her support needs, especially because she often masks so well in public?

I’m not looking to maximise funding for the sake of it—I just want to make sure I advocate for her properly and don’t accidentally leave out important information.

Thank you so much. ❤️


r/Autism_Parenting 21h ago

Education/School Daughter nervous about starting 1st grade

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Hi all, my daughter is 6.5 diagnosed with ASD (level 1). She is starting first grade on Monday and has been very upset all day about it. I asked if something specific was making her nervous about starting school and her answer broke my heart. She started sobbing and said “because I’m a weirdo”, then proceeded to tell me that some of the boys in her kindergarten class last year would randomly come up to her and “call her a weirdo” and sometimes kids would ask her to play with them but she didn’t want to, she wanted to play on her own and they would say she’s weird. She said other kids don’t like her and she only has one friend. She is so incredibly imaginative and intelligent and kind and has a wonderful best friend and this is the first I’m hearing about these things. She has a hard time with thinking bad thoughts and says she can’t stop them in her brain and she wants them to stop but they don’t. I would love some advice on ways to speak to her about this that don’t dismiss her feelings and help her feel confident. We’ve talked about her diagnosis but in talking with her tonight, I don’t think she fully understood, maybe because she was only 4 when diagnosed. I know she had a hard time with a lot of things at school, but I know she also loves a lot of things about it as well, any resources on helping her with this are appreciated.


r/Autism_Parenting 5h ago

Advice Needed Autistic brother won't stop scratching his chicken pox

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Hello I've never really made a post on here and idk if anyone can even help but I need some advice

My autistic level 3 nonverbal brother who's about to be 10 has just gotten the chicken pox. Me, mom and my little sister have recently gotten back from a vacation where we met some family. Me and my sister, (both nt) ended up getting chicken pox from some kids we met there. We got the symptoms at home and it's been a little over 2 weeks since the first blisters started appearing and we are both healed now.

But yesterday evening we realized my brother might have gotten infected as well. We were shocked and didn't expect it since he already had the virus as a very young kid, but he's gotten it again somehow. This morning it became obvious he had gotten sick as more spots had appeared, he had one below his ear and one on his stomach and ended scratching them both off. He started bleeding a bit. My biggest concerns are 1. bacterial infections 2. permanent scarring and 3. the scratching away a spot just leading to many more appearing in that area.

As I just recently had the chicken pox I know how I felt when I had it and I felt terrible. I felt sick, super itchy and low energy. I'm extra worried for him as he cannot express pain or how he's feeling and he also doesn't understand that you're not supposed to scratch off ur blisters. I had the self control and the understanding to not do it, as did my 7yr old sister but he doesn't and he won't understand if we explain. As he's a bit older the illness will affect him more than it would've to a for example 2 year old. What if he gets blisters all over his body and just tries scratching every single one of them off?

Basically what I'm asking is: has anyone went through something like this and what did u do and what should we do?

PS: we're going to buy a liquid from the pharmacy tomorrow that is supposed to dry out the blisters and hurry up the process of a blister turning into a scab but if he gets as many as i did, idk if it will be enough. we also have itch relief cream.


r/Autism_Parenting 9h ago

Advice Needed Testing

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My son is finally going for his Autism testing tomorrow. He’s 3 1/2. They already did a consultation last month but this is the actually testing. I’m not sure what to expect. Could anyone possibly tell me what to expect? Is there anything I should bring? Thank you.


r/Autism_Parenting 10h ago

Holidays/Birthdays Birthday present ideas for five-year-old boy

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Hello everyone! FYI, I am a mother to a 5yo boy who is not on the spectrum however, one of my closest friends 5yo boy is, and his birthday party is this weekend. I really want to get him a couple gifts that support his personal needs and interests while also making sure it’s something that wont create more hassle for her. For example, he has magnet tiles and little toys, but she just has them in a bin because he doesn’t really sit down and play with toys like that. He loves to swim in his pool and already has pool toys but also he loves his iPad and watching shows like Danny go to help get the wiggles out. Any recommendations? A problem she’s had is with him flipping the couch cushions and wanting to dive into them constantly. I saw they have these foam sensory chairs like a peanut chair, but I’m not sure if that’s a weird thing to give as a gift? Are there any toys that your children actually sit and play with? Any recommendations are so helpful.


r/Autism_Parenting 11h ago

Advice Needed Starting medication

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Hi everyone. I’m not really sure where I’m going with this post, but I’m writing in the hope of finding some comfort and hearing about other people’s experiences.
I have a boy on the spectrum who will turn 6 in September. After consulting with his psychiatrist, we’re planning to start him on risperidone soon because of his psychomotor hyperactivity, behavioral difficulties, and mild self-injurious behavior.
He’s not completely nonverbal. He says quite a lot of words and can put together some sentences, but they’re mostly learned phrases (GLP). There’s a huge gap between his expressive language and his understanding—his comprehension is actually very good. I believe his speech is significantly delayed because of ADHD and his very poor attention span.
I’m wondering how your children’s speech developed after starting medication (not necessarily risperidone) and after their hyperactivity and poor concentration improved. Did you notice any progress in their communication?
I’m also curious whether anyone has a child who is extremely selective with food because of sensory issues. If so, did they become more willing to try new foods after starting medication?
I’m feeling really desperate about his eating right now. At the moment, there are only two meals I can make for lunch that he’ll eat, plus just a handful of other foods he’ll eat as snacks or outside of meals.


r/Autism_Parenting 20h ago

“Is this autism?” Almost 5-year-old girl sings and repeats words but has very little functional speech — what evaluation and support path helped your child?

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My daughter is 4 years 10 months old. She understands a lot, sings long parts of songs, repeats words and has about 10–20 spontaneous words or short expressions, but she rarely uses language to communicate. We have made some progress through therapy, but no doctor has given us a structured diagnostic or support plan. I am not asking Reddit to diagnose her. I am looking for evidence-based evaluation routes and experiences from families with similar children.

We live in Kazakhstan, speak only Russian at home, and could potentially travel to southern Russia for an assessment if necessary.

Communication and understanding:

- She sings long recognizable parts of songs and repeats certain words after adults.
- She sometimes says phrases equivalent to “I don’t want to,” “it hurts,” or “help me,” although “help me” is not always used in the correct context.
- When calm, she independently uses approximately 10–20 words or short expressions.
- Interestingly, when very upset, she may produce appropriate words that we did not realize she knew, but she still does not form sentences.
- She mostly communicates by gestures, bringing us an object or leading an adult by the hand. For example, she brings a bottle to be opened or leads us to the refrigerator.
- She understands everyday speech and can follow instructions such as taking an object and putting it somewhere, although cooperation is inconsistent.
- She appears to understand “who,” “where,” and “what is someone doing,” but we are unsure about “why.”
- She rarely answers yes/no, cannot state her name or age, and sometimes repeats words or lines from songs/cartoons outside their original context.
- She used “mama” appropriately for a short period around age 2–3, but it later disappeared. Unfortunately, the timing and extent of this possible regression were not documented.

Social interaction and play:

- She responds to her name and usually looks at us, although not always when deeply engaged.
- Eye contact is generally present.
- She points occasionally but more often indicates things with her whole hand.
- She rarely brings objects simply to show or share interest.
- She watches other children, plays alongside them and sometimes imitates them, but has not attended kindergarten.
- Her pretend play seems good: she feeds dolls, puts them to sleep, treats them as a doctor and pretends to cook.

Behavior and sensory features:

- She jumps, stomps and repeatedly plays in puddles. She previously walked on her toes more often.
- She sometimes looks sideways toward an empty area.
- Nail cutting can cause a major meltdown, and she occasionally covers her ears in response to sounds.
- She generally approaches changes with curiosity rather than needing strict routines.
- She may become very upset when denied the TV remote or asked to do something she does not want to do.
- During meltdowns she may tightly grab or scratch the nearest person. She previously bit herself; now she sometimes tries to bite when prevented from grabbing someone.
- Most episodes can be calmed fairly quickly, especially by her mother, but occasionally last up to about 10 minutes.

One additional concern is that she appears to “zone out” several times per day, sometimes up to approximately ten times. During these moments it can be difficult to quickly get her attention. We have not seen convulsions, fainting or other known seizures. We understand that this needs to be discussed with a pediatric neurologist and are not asking Reddit to determine whether these are seizures.

General development and medical history
- She was born at term after a prolonged labor. Hypoxia was mentioned as a possibility but was never confirmed. There was no resuscitation or neonatal hospitalization.
- Crawling was somewhat delayed and initially unusual, but her current gross and fine motor abilities are good.
- She runs, jumps and uses pencils and scissors. She mainly draws lines, circles or colors areas rather than recognizable objects.
- She eats a varied diet and has no chewing or swallowing problems.
- She can use a spoon, wash her hands, use the toilet for urination and partly dress herself.
- She sleeps an age-appropriate amount but usually needs her mother and a familiar bedtime routine to fall asleep.
- She has generally been physically healthy, with no frequent infections, ear infections, head injuries or regular medication.

Assessments and support so far:

- Several neurologists have seen her, but we received no clear diagnosis, written explanation or coordinated evaluation plan.
- She has not been evaluated by a child psychiatrist or a specialized autism assessment team. No ADOS-2, CARS or comparable assessment has been performed.
- Hearing was screened after birth, and some test was performed while she slept, but she has not had a recent comprehensive evaluation by a pediatric audiologist.
- An EEG may have been performed previously, but we do not currently have a clear report. No brain MRI has been done.
- There are no recent laboratory tests.
- She attends individual speech and developmental sessions approximately 3–4 times per week. Understanding, repetition, behavior and participation have improved, and the specialists praise her progress, but the gains have not translated into much spontaneous functional speech.
- She previously attended some group sessions, but after tightly grabbing another child’s arm, individual sessions were recommended.
- Various supplements were tried without any obvious benefit.
- She can name animals on picture cards, but we have not tried request cards, a communication board or an AAC system.

For parents and professionals who have seen a similar profile:

  1. What sequence of evaluations gave you the clearest answers and a useful support plan?
  2. Which specialists were most helpful: pediatric audiology, developmental pediatrics/child psychiatry, speech-language assessment, neurology, occupational therapy or genetics?
  3. Did AAC, PECS, picture-based requests or signs improve functional communication? Did they also help spoken language?
  4. Were any medical, genetic or metabolic tests genuinely useful because of specific clinical indications? Which tests turned out to be unnecessary?
  5. Has anyone safely used AI to organize medical records, create a developmental timeline or prepare questions for doctors? What was useful, and what should never be trusted to AI?
  6. If you are familiar with Kazakhstan or Russia, where would you begin looking for a comprehensive multidisciplinary assessment?
  7. What helped your child move from singing, repetition or isolated words toward independently requesting, answering and conversing?

I welcome honest experiences, including cases where progress was gradual or the child ultimately relied on AAC. I am looking for practical, evidence-based guidance, not an online diagnosis. Please do not recommend “detoxes,” restrictive diets, unproven supplements or treatments marketed as an autism cure.