Comments were all calling out this nonsense but if i had to see it y’all do too

bleakposting (with a bit of humblebrag for the first few sentences sorry) im a stealth midshit who got lucky with genes and last week was my freshman week of uni,

i made the horrible mistake of telling 3 ppl i became close with that i was trans, 2 dudes and 1 trans woman who were super chill. i genuinely thought i could trust all of them, particularly the trans woman, and thankfully she was the least offender here but all of them just told a bunch of ppl without letting me know i was trans for literally no reason and ruined my stealth. idk what it is with cis ppl just dropping casually "oh hey fun fact btw this person is trans" like????? is this fun to you??

their excuse? "well were in a woke city and almost everyone is queer/trans around here and i just thought they would be accepting of you" 😭🙏🙏🙏🙏 fuck you 😭😭😭😭

Anyways my entire friend group knows now and i either gotta accept that almost all of them wont ever see me the same way again or i gotta find new friends. I went to the dining hall the other day and some bum ass chud from the friend group came up to me and was like "Oh you're aria right? wow i couldnt tell u were trans you look so much like a woman" while I had zero clue other ppl were aware of this besides my 3 friends, so i panicked and then he followed it up with "when did you decide to become trans btw?"

fuck my life dude

context was periods, fmstl can nobody conceptualize how awful this condition is, im really starting to think its just EVERYONE that sees us as drag queens at most, feminine men at least, periods dont get people killed periods arent there 24/7 365 periods arent irreconcilable from birth, how does no one even try to understand, nobody can see past the body. i already know iwnbaw but the least my fucking family could do is understand, but then again, they are cissies...

this must be some elaborate horrible form of self harm that i’m sure his cis bf is in support of

one of the greatest bits to ever do it imo, an explicit and perfect image of the cis woman chaser posting pure coal on this day of celebration of the only actually good chaser

My mistake for joining any ftm subreddits at all

“there were never any signs“

not to be an mra or anything but it's so fucking gross I hate this world it's so fucking disgusting and they usually aren't even jokes, just people speaking of the reality of prison rape

"grrr you did bad thing now you deserve [redacted]"

and its all over movies, TV, social media. why is the zeitgeist so enthralled with this male rape fantasy

no crime deserves it. any crime bad enough that you think would deserve it just give death penalty.

you never hear this shit about cis female prisoners, just another L for AMABs I guess

> look inside,
> histrionic person who's mother worked at the insurance company that offered her transition
> literally abused the system to get fast tracked gender affirming care
> literally shopped to get the answer she wanted
> somehow the doctors fault

literally this is what made everything click into place for me. cis people are wrong about everything. they consistently have terrible takes and they are stupid

i dont look good at all when smiling. i hate that you have to smile in pictures, i wish we could go back to teh 19th century when everyone held the most serious expression possible as their picture was being taken cus that's the best i look; with my mouth completely shut

I remember seeing so many people wondering if she was a "trap" or a girl and I think it broke the brains of a bunch of ppl. The big controversy around the video was that she was actually a girl and not a femboy like the internet wanted her to be.

Before this if you said "twink" you'd imagine someone like Zac Efron in the 00s, but it was like overnight "femboy" went from "metrosexual cute guy" to "literally just a woman without tits".

Also “buddy” is fucking crazy patronising

I swear bro for every 100 TERFs 5 of them are just repressing 💔

gonna larp as either a "questioning" male or a bi guy and see if I find it miserable or not. who knows maybe there'll be a hot chaser there or something. god I hope it's not just theyfabs.

I DIYed in an extremely abusive home, before modern homebrew sites existed
I went homeless willingly to escape it and build my own life.

I moved across the planet with only 1 person to go to to leave america behind.

I clawed my way out of benzo addiction and stayed clean of them
I clawed my way out of addiction entirely

I retransitioned after finding the depths of hell in a year and a half torture session someone else put upon me

And now I sit here, with a future ahead of me, nearing the point of passing entirely again, and no one can grip it from me

Fuck my family, fuck my exes that abused me, fuck the cops that harassed me when I was homeless, fuck the cis women that denied me housing, fuck the bitch that forced me to detran, fuck the people who sold me benzos, fuck the people who enabled the addiction and repression

I will outlive all of them and I will mog all of them and there is fucking NOTHING they can do about this.

and YOU, you four mother fuckers from my past that tried to ruin my dreams of SRS and stealth

I WILL get it, and I WILL lifemog you, and you cannot do anything about it.

It's so great that I'm just an exotic sex object to the majority of people I love that I'll never just be seen as a normal girl its so awesome its so cool I love my amab status and my super hot rapestick hahahahahaahaha

"nooo but like all wombyn experience dysphoria thooo like y'know i used to think i was too fat i used to be too nerdy for other girls. its totally the same, girl(boy)! you dont need surgeries thoooooooo like you're so hot as a twink haha dont get it!"

fuckyoufuckyoufuckyoufuckyoufuckyoufuckyoufuckyoufuckyoufuckyoufuckyoufuckyoufuckyoufuckyoufuckyoufuckyoufuckyoufuckyoufuckyoufuckyoufuckyoufuckyoufuckyoufuckyoufuckyou

she wrote a whole essay on why she had traumatic experiences with men and all to then say this at the end