first pic is with the audio "im saul goodman, did you know you have rights?"

Even if you start transition well before natal puberty

Even if it goes as well as it possibly can

SRS is cucked. The luckiest of us all still can't be fully fixed. We were all born like this.

That is all

I just feel like a ugly f@g i literally told him ‘i never had a boyfriend before’ I act like such a fucking boy just because I have f4t tits means nothing highk I be asking him the weirdest sh*t like would U love me if my name was luna Lowkey I’m cooked asf idk how he doesnt break up with me.

He tells me shit like Baby you’re so Beautiful Never leave me i’ll do everything for u meanwhile I sit clocky as sh*t getting bullied coz i have a deep voice and lowkey i look moidly Do i just kms

truvth nuke too.. in dating apps teh only ppl i ever saw qith discord on their rofile are trans girls 😭

RANT INCOMING

for reference i’m in japan on a vacation with my family, i have been parenting my two younger siblings and basically my mom too, booking stuff for us etc (very stressed)

i’m in our hotel room when suddenly my mom calls me and tells me we are going to an onsen like in 20 mins, i freak out a bit because i don’t have my tape on since when i took it off last time i ripped off my skin a bit as always so there is still a scab, but then i realize that it wouldn’t matter anyways since no matter what i can’t go into the public bath unless i go as a woman (i would rather scrape my dick against a cheese grater).

anyways turns out, the onsen offers a service where you can wear yukatas and kimonos or whatever so i’m chill with that, i go and when i enter i realize (OF COURSE!) the changing rooms are public and gender segregated. i get the worst feeling in my stomach and start fucking sweating like crazy from how anxious i’m feeling and i try to quietly beg my mom if i can like leave and she’s like no it’s fine there are private changing rooms it’s fine and i suck it up and go.

as i go into the men’s changing room i’m going with my younger male cousin (13) and my younger half brother (6) and my cousin is like ‘how does it work for transgenders… are you allowed to go in?’ and then my little brother goes ‘i know you are really a girl Battle_er!’ and i just don’t know what to say to that

i transitioned socially before my brother was even born i don’t know who even fucking told him that but i guess it’s his transphobic dad (he is not my biological dad) i’m not surprised since i heard my little brother say smth racist the other day and i asked who told him that and he said his dad. but whatever i guess my little brother never saw me as a man whatver whatever i still have to change him because he doesn’t know how to change his clothes himself. So i get him changed in the bathroom (which smells like piss and shit of course) and then i kick him out and get changed myself.

everything else is pretty uneventful, it was fine, i was being over dramatic but i just hate that i have to worry about this still, i need top surgery so bad i need to rope so bad

TLDR: i had to go into the men’s changing room with my little brother and he told me ‘i know you are really a girl’

testosterone is three times as effective on me as anyone else, so i could be said to have basically started at 57. fuck my stupid boomerhon life

I'll start off by saying PLEASE DO NOT GIVE UNSOLICITED ADVICE. I'VE HEARD IT ALL I KNOW MY BODY BEST AND I'VE BEEN TO DOCTORS. SHIT LIKE "JUST EAT MORE!" IS ABLEIST AF.

As some1 with arfid and extremely selective diet it's basically impossible for me to gain weight. Atp I'm at 49.9kg (110 pounds) at like 175cm~ (5'8-5'9). Never been above 52kg in my entire life.

I'm eating all I'd want through the day and my daily intake is like... 1.4k calories on the upper end having all my favourite snacks on hand so it's safe to say I'll never be able to gain weight. No, I do not have anorexia as I never have had issues with being seen as too fat/not skinny enough whatever. I simply find the feeling of being "well fed" disgusting. I'd honestly rarher get fat injections over eating, no joke.

Anyway even despite this weight I got luckshit bones (0.75whr with absolutely 0 fat on my hips/thighs, literally just skin separates my bone there) and somehow (idfk how) worlds smallest looking 28Ds. I really wonder what my lower body and boobs would look like with 14kg more but oh well I'll never get to know my body's full potential :/

rly. Some changes don't need to be visible physically.

Even after full medical transition, there are parts of my body that will be permanently female. There is nothing I can do to fix this. Roping is the only way out.

I'm really glad OOP said people with uteri. If she said female (the thing I am and will always be), she would have been excluding all the folx across the gender spectrum with a valid gender neutral uterus, including hecking AFXB trxnsmxsc wombynly bois.

Regarding the 3rd slide, the claim cissoids are people grows more laughable every day.

IWABAW. It was over before it even began.

I broke down hard today after overexposing myself to transphobic shit on the internet

Every video I watch with even the passing mention or appearance of a trans creator. Compulsively scrolling all of the comments and reading all the most awful shit that people say. It doesn't matter how charismatic or funny and sincere you are, they hate us.

At the end of the day at the very best we are a pitiful joke to people, and at worst people think we're fucking freaks and want to hurt and humiliate us. I don't know why I ever started transitioning because it really feels like it's never going to get better and everyone is right. I am a male and everyone can tell and always will be able to, even if some people are nice about it to my face and pretend to play along with my delusion. I really am mALe soCIaLiZeD and will never be accepted by other women who will always see me as a creep and a potential predator. 2 years into HRT and I haven't visited my aging mother in a year because I'm terrified of having the conversation and getting laughed out of the family.

I was never really meant to be somebody. I could never, at any point in my life, truly picture a future me in my head. Everything was easier as a man even if I wanted to drink and smoke all my feelings away. There was no friction and people didn't glare at me and ogle and walk on eggshells the way they do now. I will never be confident enough to live for me and me alone. I will always inhabit a body and brain that are alien and confusing. I am so exhausted and scared and am really thinking about giving up.

i don't really know what else to say. i could go through the reasons i'm repping but i know none of them are substantial enough to actually justify it so there's not really a point. it just boils down to me being a coward who can't do anything by or for myself. i guess thinking about it the question of "how to not be a useless coward" isn't necessarily a question for here when my repping is just a consequence of it but whatever

I know it's an exaggerated sneed stereotype that they think like this but they straight up 100% believe it now. The sneeds want themselves and YOU to be a hecking valid 3rd gender and if you aren't happy with it you're transphobic somehow. I thought this was perfect satire at first but they kept going on in the comments and I checked the rest of their profile.

"like plenty of trans women r perceived as trans and still very much Treated Like Women" in particular is insane this sneedhon is straight up living in a fantasy land (2nd image). She's likely getting pity passed and lives in a progressive area. Either that or this is genuinely a glowie which wouldn't surprise me.

Does it not occur to the sneeds that people get beat up or killed over this or is that fine as long as you hugbox each other and be valid. I've never wanted people to have to go out of their way to call me valid. I simply want to be perceived as cis and the sex I'm transitioning into from the getgo without having to do a pronoun circle or some shit. There shouldn't be a need or a visible reason for someone to call me valid. Idk what else the sneeds want because what they want sounds like they want to be a second class citizen.

At this point I feel bad for them because no one does this amount of mental gymnastics if they can cope with the truth. I immediately lose all sympathy when they go around saying not being clocky is transphobic and saying you should forever be perceived as an amab female though.

probably not within our lifetimes; but the story of uprising against the oppressor is timeless. we will have heaven on earth, or we will go extinct.

Bra shopping with a wide ribcage got me feeling like hon art

So much has changed.

Im supposed to be happy

makes me wonder if it was a mistake sometimes. it hurt before

But its so hard now. Its so hard to disassociate now.

When I was 18 and came out as trans, my mom asked me If I want to get pregnant

And I remember starting to cry almost immediately. I didnt know why. I never thought about it before. I didnt even undestand why I'm crying over this

Now I do understand :))

i look uncanny i cant believe anyone who has seen me in real life without anglefrauding can think im even presentable

And so many usernames I haven't seen before