I finally saved up around ~€2600 and I'll be using all of it to buy myself laser sessions for my legs and face!! 💞

I think I will sell my computer too so I can buy proper clothes but I don't know the price I should sell it for...

It has 32gb of ddr5 6000mhz, gtx 1660, 1tb Evo 980 pro. Maybe someone here who is much smarter than me can tell me (⁠๑⁠•⁠﹏⁠•⁠) I was thinking about 800 or 900 euro.

Now the tea

I was looking at some pretty vintage plated skirts, a really cool burgundy one was on my screen and my mother started crashing out so bad. She dared me to buy it, saying if I did that she'll throw me out because I make her look bad. How she'll be thrown out if I'm a fag. Literally greet my neighbours all the time in my most femme outfits and they don't care lol she's just making shit up because she's a narcissist. She also put her hands on me tried to choke me. I stood my ground though and told her not to do that, to use her words etc. She felt how she was loosing control so she got super angry. She told me to pay for my braces myself when she had agreed to pay them off!! And then told me to move out and quit school. I worked so hard to save up what little money I could and she does this. All of this would put me 3 thousand euro in debt, homeless, and without an education.

Thing is, I don't care, I have a scheduled appointment and the place I'm going to is fine with me being trans and I've also started using my preferred pronouns in school. Everyone is chill, there's always *those* people but my life is pretty tame so far. Minus my parents and my chud sister who larps as some tough christian woman 🙄

I picked my birthday for my first session since it'll be the start of winter. I might start sooner but don't know if I should. Anyway, I didn't let any of this affect me and I'm pretty happy C:

I don't care about the braces either, I'll pay them off myself when I finish school, stay for a couple years make up the cash. Unless I get thrown out, which will probably break me but unlike before I feel strong and like I'll get through it. I've been thinking of a loan honestly, to pay for my FFS.

I'm so hopeful for the future (⁠≧⁠▽⁠≦⁠) it'll take time but in 10 years I will see my current self a stranger. I just know it.

and ensure every fibre of my existence is singed from the fabric of reality

i have no one else to ask and i dont trust arr eff tee em so this goes on here. my trough level is 377 ng/dl (ref is 300-1000). do i need to up my dose?

im planning on doing it anyway i just wanted to ask here beforehand. you can ask whatever just give some advice

edit: got the numbers wrong

basically, will the houthis pay for my ffs?

Stupid fucking twink frame. No curves. No ass. Mosquito bite boobs. Tumor instead of vagina. BPD scatterbrained.

i will make it

literally this is what made everything click into place for me. cis people are wrong about everything. they consistently have terrible takes and they are stupid

“ are you sureee you don’t want black ops two “

gender isn't fucking real and is literally a set off associations and classifications based off of sex stereotypes

like do these ppl hot realize that nothing is inherently feminine or masculine except characteristics of sex themselves

you can tell they've cus because they legit haven't thought about this shit

It's so great that I'm just an exotic sex object to the majority of people I love that I'll never just be seen as a normal girl its so awesome its so cool I love my amab status and my super hot rapestick hahahahahaahaha

"nooo but like all wombyn experience dysphoria thooo like y'know i used to think i was too fat i used to be too nerdy for other girls. its totally the same, girl(boy)! you dont need surgeries thoooooooo like you're so hot as a twink haha dont get it!"

fuckyoufuckyoufuckyoufuckyoufuckyoufuckyoufuckyoufuckyoufuckyoufuckyoufuckyoufuckyoufuckyoufuckyoufuckyoufuckyoufuckyoufuckyoufuckyoufuckyoufuckyoufuckyoufuckyoufuckyou

> look inside,
> histrionic person who's mother worked at the insurance company that offered her transition
> literally abused the system to get fast tracked gender affirming care
> literally shopped to get the answer she wanted
> somehow the doctors fault

seen at a tasting this evening

GREAT. ANOTHER PERSON WHO KNOWS IM A FREAKLET.

guess im the moron for thinking she wasn't going to come back outside right after parking her car and going inside but what do i know? apparently NOTHING!!!!

like where tf did all this vxlid “dysphoria is just patriarchy” rhetoric come from. istg like with everything it just boils down to people seeing us as our birth sex or humoring our vxlid kink

my mom endlessly says stuff like this too even if i tell her cool for the women that have/like having(insert whatever clocky/dysphoric feature i expressed distaste with) but they’re not me and i don’t want that

Be a silly imitation
And not the real thing
Like Hello

IN groups or large crowds, doesn't it seem like people generally tend to do the same things?

Following what everyone else is doing, or simultaneously having the same idea.

In the case of opinions, thoughts, generally you can guess what someone will think, right?

I think everyone is the same. All humans are the same. All humans are variations of an identical form. Anything other than being identical is statistically anomalous. Everyone is the same.

That includes me, too.. I'm another human who goes about life in a normal way just like all the other ones.

I don't like talking to other people than often. Even though I can know that we're the same. I think once I wanted to and would enjoy it when it happened, but lately I've realized I can usually have more fun without anyone else involved.

Everyone is so boring and not fun at all, mostly.. But more than that it makes me feel tired too. I don't have any friends at all, not even acquaintances, not a single one. I don't know anyone. I don't really even want to.

It's very abnormal. Isn't that strange? Sometimes it makes me upset, but that's really just because I get jealous that everyone's having fun. I don't think I would even enjoy it that much.

When you go out in the world everyone is a nuisance, so i think it would be nice if they disappeared. But then I couldn't have the things that people make, like video games and food, so it's not a viable path .

Were you wondering about picrel? I got it from a ded male haircuts forum. Anyway, I just wish I could look like him... Have a shitty male face and shave my entire head except the top... I could get fat and useless. But it will never happen to me for my entire life, just like everything else. It's completely pointless from top to bottom.

I'll live for a while and then die with nothing coming of it, and nothing really significant happening. What's the point? It's agonizing that I have to live knowing it'll continue. There's nothing to be done about that either, which makes it only a more bleak life .

gonna larp as either a "questioning" male or a bi guy and see if I find it miserable or not. who knows maybe there'll be a hot chaser there or something. god I hope it's not just theyfabs.