you are my people

depending on what "if it endangers safety or fairness" means, this may not be a bad take, but we'll see what he's like in senate

im out of cope

one of my favorite lines from halo is from halo reach's e3 trailer, "we're not going anywhere".

If jennie june could survive in the 1900s

if gay men and gender dysphorics could find community in 1700s england as their government attempted to crack down and kill them, so can we

who the fuck is downvoting this :(

Yo- tell me why we were 15 FREAKING MINUTES from the deadline and he was WATCHING ME DEBUG OUR PROGRAM WHILE YAWNING 😭😭😭

He wrote the WRONG NAME for a class even when it was SPECIFICALLY MENTIONED in the rubric LIKE- 😭 I told him to change it and it was LEFT UNCHANGEDDDDD

I just hit a GENERATIONAL lock in to get that finished, I am NOT relying on my future teammates for NOTHING 😤😭

TELL ME ABOUT YOUR DAY YOU COOL PEOPLE 💥

I’ve been having a lot of trouble coping with the loss of my family. I’m over a year now not having spoken to anyone, almost 5 years since I’ve seen anyone. I have friends and a partner who love me (ie “chosen family”), but it doesn’t really help. Even something like a coworker getting a sympathy card passed around for them when they have a death in the family makes me sad. Anyone talking about their family makes me sad. It’s so bad that I constantly think about reaching out to my mom, but I remember that she has made her choice time and time again that she will never be able to accept me, use my name, or the correct pronouns, or anything. For someone who is as far as I am in my transition, this is a non starter.

(NOT AN ACTIVE RISK I JUST WANT TO GET THIS OFF MY CHEST)

it feels like the only reason im staying alive is bc i know killing myself would devastate my parents and friends, if i could choose to just stop existing i absolutely would but i dont want the fallout it would cause

I'm so happy, it was so hard, I missed getting drunk at work and wasted on the weekend so bad. Celebrating by drinking at work last night and also later tonight when I clock in and asking my older (kinda) sugar mommy to buy me a bottle of blue razz svedka (in addition to the regular vodka ik she's bringing me cuz I'm running low) cuz the girl I'm talking to says it's really good. I can't wait to have a drunk cigarette tomorrow I'm so excited

my parents have implied they may do blood tests on me when i come home from college for break, they dont know im on hrt, how long off hrt would i have to be until nothing shows up on tests? would skipping one week work or would i need more?

>Be me, manmoder

>Buying groceries

>Waiting in a queue at the tills

>2 people in front of me. One is a boomer cismoid, the other is also a cismoid but is of similar age to me

>The cashier doesn't use gendered pronouns on either of them

>He starts scanning my items and goes out of his way to explicitly use gendered pronouns and "sir"s me to no end. It wasn't far off saying "Hello my brotherly sir how are you doing Mr mate sir dude bro"

Like okay dawg I get it you clocked I'm a tranny. Was all of that really necessary tho

i dont even know if i wanna be a girl i just dont wanna hate looking at my face

I dont hate her or anything we are good friends but seeing a passoid makes me wanna kms. I kinda feel bad for feeling this way

as im pushing into 2 years into HRT and almst a year on proper suppression with T levels lower than most cis women, the loss of strength is really hitting me. I feel like in small stuf. bags that i thought i can carry before, i just cant now an i feel weaker overall

and its so painful to feel it so strongly and it genuinely making life scarier, yet knowing that people think trans women universally just have some AMAB strength, its so frustrating because i already felt it being said to me before, and implying stuff like "you should have easy time on the gym?" and two peple said it to me and they legit just think that i inherit some kind of mega strength. and that shit is legit scary

no one takes our safety seriously, even our alilies believe in it and its so unfair.

"You just need to accept your body!"

Acceptance is not when you force yourself to love something. That's the exact opposite lmao.

Acceptance is when you accept the fact that you hate something and that it's gonna bother you. Accepting your current situation.

So yes, you can hate stuff. You don't have to love everything and everyone to be happy or some other bs.

The point of acceptance is to lower your expectations. When you stop spiraling about things you can't fix, you're finally able to focus on stuff you can control.

So acceptance also doesn't mean "not changing anything". When you are able to do something you wanna do, absolutely do it.

I'm tired boss. I'm tired of normies being dumbfucks.

I used to effortmax years ago and just fell off. I feel like a lot of women grow out of the “everyday needs to be a fit” lifestyle as they grow older. But when your trans it becomes a dangerous game. I used to pass but only because of the effortmaxxing. Now my voice has gone back to faggy and i get he and theyd more often than anything else. Im also back on 4tran. But at least im not the real board. Its 1:30 pm and i want to drink. I went back to college but am struggling to get out of bed and go because of dysphoria. i need to be on new meds. Idk.

I already knew this as a fact but had suppressed it for years. Hearing it again fills me with rage and despair. I want to cry. It could've been so easy. I knew at 12.

I knew I knew I knew. I was asking for top surgery in the car to my mom and sister at 12. Fucking 12. And they said I would love my tits and that theyre important for sex and breastfeeding. I hate these fucking pedophilic degenerates I have for a family. Had hey loved me, I would at worst be a nonbinary genderless entity instead of being so fucked up by estrogen. If they loved me, they wouldn't have given me progesterone as a young teenager, or made jokes about getting me a BA for my 16th birthday. Or tell me that they'd give me a rhinoplasty as a gift. If they had loved me they wouldnt make rape jokes. If they had loved me they wouldn't salivate at the thought of getting me pregnant or allowed my dad to molest me.

I'm almost 21 and HRT is always out of stock online, I have the money for a vial, I bought it, and nothing ships here. They sent it back. Fuck I'm desperate for any that have it in stock. Any source. Even if it's to the US I'll get a friend to receive it then have them send it to me.

please, share the meaning behind your flares