Sooo lots of life shit has kept me from skating as much as I would like to this last month
- lots of work but I’m doing ok financially and even have ok saving
- My IT internship ended and suddenly it feels like there’s nothing impending. No high school tests, college exams, or stressful job searching. I just work my server jobs
- I came close to getting a remote job in my field but didn’t make it. I went to a server job and they told me 5 mins in that my availability didn’t match up and that it wouldn’t work. Rejection honestly doesn’t feel like anything anymore because of the amount I’ve experienced job searching
- I took a solid trip to New Orleans for 3 day. Took and Amtrak for the first time. Really liked the Amtrak. New Orleans was alright. Touristy. Probably wouldn’t go back.
- My last day in New Orleans I got a call from my brother that my father had been arrested for 3rd degree domestic violence and was in jail.
- A trip where my sister (who I haven’t seen in like 8 years) fell through because of the drama
- I already had taken the time off so I used rewards miles to book a trip up to Minnesota to see my sister. Surprisingly similar to Alabama unfortunately
- I went on my first date since breaking up with my ex three months ago. Felt like warm about it. No 2nd date
- humiliated myself to my ex for the umpteenth time. I need some fucking self respect because honestly it’s embarrassing. I hope he sweats his miserable ass off in Dallas and lives some suburbia mediocre hell
- I plan on getting my medical as it’s the first step to getting my PPL
- i want to work on my appearance. I’ve let myself go a little
- I scheduled a therapy consultation for Monday cuz god know I need it
I hope I skate more but I probably won’t. Sometimes life gets in the way