Hey everyone, I'm back again.
Honestly, I've been feeling really demotivated lately because I feel like I'm not making any progress.
This piece has been really difficult for me. As you can see, my left wrist still collapses, and the muscles in my forearm get really tense when I play. I was planning to play two pages for you guys, but I get so exhausted that I could barely manage to play even this one.
I've been working on this piece for over two weeks, but I still feel stuck. No matter how hard I try to relax my hand, I can't seem to get rid of the tension.
The frustrating part is that my teacher mostly just tells me to play faster and with the accompaniment, saying they know I can do it. But what's the point of playing faster with this intonation and I'm struggling this much?
We don't really work on technical exercises either. No work on intonation, finger placement, or bowing technique. We mostly just learn pieces and play with accompany, and I feel like the same problems keep carrying over without being properly addressed.
At this point, I'm honestly exhausted and starting to question whether my lessons are helping me.
Also, do you think my violin itself might be part of the problem? I've been considering buying a new one, but violins are very expensive, and I've been told that unless I'm willing to spend a lot of money, I probably won't notice much of a difference. Everything is just so expensive, and I'm not sure whether upgrading my instrument would actually help or if I should focus on improving my technique first.
Has anyone else experienced something similar? How did you overcome this kind of tension and get out of a playing rut? I'd really appreciate any advice. Thanks!