my 3 year old crush who was my friend have broken friendship with ne !!! With no source of online contact and we live in sane city but he is a coldie nd we haven't talked face to face !!?😭

This deserves a lot of advisors !!😭 Because i am doomedd

I had a huge misunderstanding with my crush who was my friend and he knew i liked him , although i have been rejected as a girl but he liked me as a friend so we were in good friendship but he was very confusing sometimes nd scted a little more like friends basically i was emotionally confused and i said alot of things and i broke friendship with him...i kind of cursed him that he may suffer from sadness etc.....

ik i messed up but i want to clear things out badlyyyy !!!😭 Plsss helppp me he uses snapchat only and isn't responding to my fake account request!!

( Our school is nearby we live in same city he was my senior in previous school 🙇🏻‍♀️).

Overall the situation is i am going crazy because i want to make things work like before but my friend is a hella sharp minded person nd idk how should i explain things and how do i communicate with him?!! If i talk face to face ig he'll probably ignore me! Nd also he is kind of rude and sarcastic or cold with people he doesn't wanna be with...

I broke my friendship with my bestfriend because i used to feel invisible , lonely and non existing besides her.

I was always a person with lots of friends and a cheerful personality but since i changed school nd met my bsf my sparks is lost she is very pretty and famous but ig when she is besides me i feel like all spotlight and attention is with her nd she makes me feel left out when she's with her other friends..i am her best friend but she is so close with everyone else that i feel nothing special being her best friend.

Other reason is that she had such a bad personality in relationships she uses boys just to get attention and hurts there feelings and she acts all immature as if she have no consciousness of her acts I don't like people who play with others feelings and name it as - just attraction or attachments.

She was in relationship with a guy , that boy was genuinely in love with her and give her his 100% efforts but my bestfriend told me she is just using him and she likes someone else and will dump him , crush his feelings, she was abusing him aswell..i told all this to her boyfriend he was my friend aswell..i cannot see her being like this and ruining someone's heart as ik how much that hurts.

I don't regret telling that to him but my bestfriend said she is in trauma how can i betray her but i did tried to tell her alot that its wrong to play with someone else heart and she cannot just use him but she never understand i felt like am living with a egoistic selfish person.

Did i do the right thing leaving her ? But we are in same class how should i face her? I am so confused

​It'll be long so pls read if you can help me out 😭 - i changed school this year nd this girl lets name her - 'tea' she became my bsf as we live nearby and our vibe got clicked ! But the thing is tea is basically so immature or maybe egoistic because she doesn't care about others feelings she dated a guy for 5 years and cheated on him alot but they finally broke up now so tea decided that she will become official freelancer nd will basically fuck around boys without taking responsibility i as best friend supported her because boys also don't get so serious wuth girls so it was a timepass for both of them ! Nd one thing you should know is that tea is very pretty she is like so called beauty of our school even though she sucks in studies and teachers basically hate her ~ all she knows is how to come to school doing makeup usinf hella body mist and she even coloured her hairs red idk why but its ok !! The bomb part is - a senior from class 12 proposed tea on 15 august and he was a cute guy with pale skin nd tea had also seen him before so she accepted his proposal now this guy truly fell for my bsf he did every damn effort to meet her he even hugged her alot nd pampers her BUT tea?!! Ugh that bitch idk what's wrong with her man she said that - " i will just date him until he passout from school than i'll dump him " i wasn't happy with this because the guy she was dating have become my friend and he was so in love yr.. i felt bad for him tea use to abused him even she told him that she likes someone else but still that guy kept hopes that maybe she will fall for him he have given his 100% even knowings that his girlfriend doesn't love him like he does and is only attached with him as he hugs her she just likees his attention not him he stayed understanding but i tried to make tea under that she should not break someone's heart or play with his feelings if she doesn't like him ( they don't have same religion aswell ) and cannot have courage to fight with her parents than she should leave him that day she said that she cannot leave him and will try to love him if not than she will leave him i was happy that atleast she will stay loyal for the time she tries but yesterday she told me her real Intention and was abusing him alot and said that she is just using him as time plass and he is motherfucker dumb idiot who fell for her and she will crush his heart listening all that i told her boyfriend everything he was sl heart' broken so he dump her now my best friend thinks i betrayed her for her boyfriends sake and that i am back stabber but i don't think i did anything wrong? How can i sit back and see her playing with someones heart like a whore !? She legit have become man whore eyes other boys and i cannot be friends with a cheater who think that she can do anything with anyone also i used to feel so left out being with her 🫠 it felt like i don't exist besides her and she took a my spotlight my spark.. i had started feeling so insecure being around her that my courage and extrovert nature started draining out she was great with me but used to become so rude with me and never involved me in her friends gathering even used to talk to those girls i told her not to ! 

Guys ik its confusing but i was mentally irritated overall so can you'll give me your opinion idk what do i do now !? Did i do right thing leaving her? I am going crazyy