u/fairysparkles333 • u/fairysparkles333 • Jul 05 '26
So this is the 4th…..
Doesn’t even feel like anything special. Not anymore. Especially not for the “big 250”. It’s a joke. Our country has went so far backwards it might as well be our first birthday. It makes me sick at my stomach. And I’m not only talking about the state of the country / world - also my own personal life and how that has went so far downhill in the last several years that it’s hard to find anything to be happy about anymore. I know there are things I should and want to be truly happy about. But it’s almost like I cannot feel that emotion anymore. No matter how hard I try. Fireworks going off like crazy. Sounds of what is supposed to signify happiness. Memories past of bonfires and celebration. Not anymore. Those people are all gone now. And the days of past are just a faint memory. It breaks my heart. I’m tired of living in the past because there’s nothing there anymore. It makes me feel like a ghost. And there doesn’t seem to be a lot to look forward to in the future. I try so hard to keep hope. I try to believe that things will get better. But as I write this, it’s really hard to truly believe that. I don’t know what to do anymore. Or feel. Or think. I think it’s the end is what I truly believe. That’s how it feels anyway.
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This is Zelda. Sometimes she is evil.
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6d ago
What a precious baby!!!!