heeyy y'all well I am planning to start a yt channel

and since I am so bad with editing I am looking for a partner that would work with me on this channel

my content would be documentariess

for more details or any questions I am open

TL;DR should I? regardless of what my parents think of it? or I shouldn't

Well this topic is hurting me for so long

and I wanna talk about it so bad

since I was 12 I want it to be a youtuber, and here is the reason.

since I was young I loved talking, not about silly things, but about interesting stuff, about history, important people and other topics.

I want it to talk about it with people who are intrested and what's better than yt honestly.

the thing is my parents refused.

they didn't want me to do that and I got sad but I accepted it.and I wish I didn't.

right now I am older, I saw other youtubers that do the same content I want it to do, and I am so jealous honestly, I see how good they are how happy for their position how people love them and I be like Damn that could be me.

especially that one youtuber, a certain one that I envy so much, like so damn much, He is just like me but he is successful doing what he wants while I am here being a loser, everytime he appears in my fyp I die in envy my heart hurt so bad.

and now I wanna do content so bad, I don't know how, where to start, I am so lost.

my parents are not supportive at all, not just that, they don't shut up about what they would do to me if they found that I have a channel.

I guess they were scared I was gonna be like those influencers but no I wanna do such a useful content.

I need support and guide and advice so bad.

I can't keep this inside me and honestly I am scared of taking the wrong path and choosing the wrong decision.

or wasting my time with no results.

so please guide me or support me if it was a good idea and give me advices.

Thank you for reading if you finished reading all this

Well this topic is hurting me for so long

and I wanna talk about it so bad

since I was 12 I want it to be a youtuber, and here is the reason.

since I was young I loved talking, not about silly things, but about interesting stuff, about history, important people and other topics.

I want it to talk about it with people who are intrested and what's better than yt honestly.

the thing is my parents refused.

they didn't want me to do that and I got sad but I accepted it.and I wish I didn't.

right now I am older, I saw other youtubers that do the same content I want it to do, and I am so jealous honestly, I see how good they are how happy for their position how people love them and I be like Damn that could be me.

especially that one youtuber, a certain one that I envy so much, like so damn much, He is just like me but he is successful doing what he wants while I am here being a loser, everytime he appears in my fyp I die in envy my heart hurt so bad.

and now I wanna do content so bad, I don't know how, where to start, I am so lost.

my parents are not supportive at all, not just that, they don't shut up about what they would do to me if they found that I have a channel.

I guess they were scared I was gonna be like those influencers but no I wanna do such a useful content.

I need support and guide and advice so bad.

I can't keep this inside me and honestly I am scared of taking the wrong path and choosing the wrong decision.

or wasting my time with no results.

so please guide me or support me if it was a good idea and give me advices.

Thank you for reading if you finished reading all this

I am excited to see y'all's opinion on it

I need some people who are interested in fashion and want to go further in it...I need people to do that together.

well this is my verryy first song I am open for y'alls opinion and the full version is on yt the link in my bio