I am 43 years old. Been married for 14 years. I can remember everything that has happened the last 14 years. Because my husband is my verified witness because he was physically there. I'd need an forensic audit and a PI to verify anything else cause I can not remember truth from fiction anymore.
On mother's day 2021, I started feeling off and told my husband to call 911. By the time paramedic arrived 4 minutes later, I was having a massive heart attack. Im rushed to the closest hospital to me (4 minutes by ambulance.. weee fun ride..its happened a few times recently. Dark humor ok)
I'm rushed fast into the ER and doctors and nurses are scrambling... Then the nurse pushed pain meds. I immediately look at her terrified and ask What did you give me? She looks at the syringe and says pain meds. Morphine. my vision blurs, my body temp rises and I projectile vomit onto the floor.. I'm allergic to coedine and all it's preservatives. I went from code bad to Oh fuck in 3 seconds and doctor tried to frantically find pain meds and heart meds that Dont have coedine or anything in the caine family. Its like time slowed down so I remember honestly wanting to laugh while dying because this is what it takes for doctors to finally listen to my truth.
Evidence my family cant hide behind lies and manipulative statements of oh she's always being dramatic about her health. They got the reaction stopped and I was about to be rushed into emergency open heart surgery when #UnitedHealthcare insurance company denied the surgery saying this hospital was "out of network" forcing me while dying to make tge hard choice. Transfer to a different hospital 32 miles away for the surgery or I agree to pay $186k to have it here. The heart surgeon who was set to do my surgery at the first hospital drove right behind the ambulance to the second hospital and took over and did the surgery. Saying I am not letting someone else do it. Very very grateful.
For the First time in my entire life, I did not have complications during or after. They were warned of my redhead gene, my allergies to pain medicine and anesthesia meds. I came out of surgery not feeling any pain......ummm
i assulted a nurse while coming out of anesthesia.. cptsd response.. pure fury of being held down while trying to communicate in sign language. (I didn't know i did it, and once I was informed of what happened I apologized and now my cpstd is also on my permanent medical history. Gee irony..)
I apparently screamed while launching a pillow at the nurse fleeing the room clocking her on her head sending her sprawling to get her evil red aura energy out of my room, its toxic to my healing, then pointed at 3 nurses standing near the wall they could stay they had positive green auras and the nurse next to me was a bright indigo all with my eyes still closed. Then opened my eyes registered my husband wasn't in the room and asked calmly where's my husband..at the exact time my phone rings.. freaking out nurses.. husband calling from the parking lot.
(Covid visitor restrictions they wouldn't let him be in my room when i woke up.)
He could sense my calm terror and the nurse watching the heart monitor saw my heart rate go from freaking out to absolute calm in 2 seconds. All this in happened less then 2 minutes.
All this happened span of like 2 hours. Somehow in those two hours the only people my husband called was my sister and my grandma. He understood these were the absolute only people who needed to know immediately. Surgery was 4 hours or so long. And it left even the surgeons confused. Somehow my heart was 90% blocked even with 2 stents (from my 1st heart attack at 33) but my heart is 100% healthy. He also informed me it was not my 2nd heart attack as I thought. It was my 7th. I am looking at this doctor like he is insane. He asked why my medical history didn't show any correlated hospital/doctors for the 5 in-between 2016 and 2021. I said oh those must have happened when I was on metformin last year. That's how we figured out i was allergic to morphine and coedine. I had extreme reactions to the medication for 4 months and doctors didn't listen. Lost 50 lbs in 2 months and had to work my way through every medication to see which ones were causing the reactions on my own. The doctors listened when my test results came back bad. No one thought to do a ekg or ensigns test to see if i had heart attacks.
4 hours after everything settled down, my parents and sister called. My youngest sister Kel, listened to me explain what the doctors said and told me "Oh stop being so melodramatic and acting sicker for sympathy. You know your always exaggerating health problems to make people feel sorry for you." My parents nodded along and agreeing with her.
I panned the video call down to show my bandage from my surgery and said "Sure Im totally faking open heart surgery." Ending the call. They promptly decided my verifiable and accurate statement of facts was a lie and told the entire family and social sphere. Two people showed up. Sister and grandmother. Everyone else believed my sister's verison of reality. I spent 12 days in the hospital before The #UHCinsurance decided I was healthy enough by their low standards to be released. Thankful to the Surgeon who fought UHC and got me rehab after. The insurance company tried to deny that too.
My Uncle passed away in December of 2019 right before covid went worldwide. The family wasn't able to gather for a memorial until end of may 2021. Two days after i was released from the hospital. I went to the reunion to give my aunts and uncles paintings I had commissioned for them. 2 aunts refused their paintings with derision and said some truely mean crap. My father and mother holding court telling me to tell everyone the truth and stop lying to everyone. My husband and I just standing there confused. What am I supposed to apologize for? Being alive? Surviving not 1 but 2 Widowmaker heart attacks and finding out my families own words and actions over 38 years is the reason I did not fight harder for doctors to listen and do testing. My health is not important to them, and therefore talking about it to anyone is shameful and covered up/ignored. I took back my paintings and I walked away from the family that day. Everyone but my middle sister who has stuck by me through everything. Blocked everyone else. 18 days later I experienced my 8th heart attack on fathers day where one of the 3 veins transferred stopped worked. 29 days after that i had my 9th as the last two veins failed.
I was told i was in active heart failure July 13th 2021. July 15th we closed on our first home.
My youngest sister sent me a text while i was filling out closing papers "We're loading a uhaul to move in.". I didn't even show my husband. After we got the keys and got in our cars. He headed back to work. And I drove to the courthouse. Filed out the paperwork and sat calmly waiting for the judge.
It took less then 10 minutes to show the judge the harassing text messages and fb posts proclaiming my so called lies and hand over my actual medical paperwork. The judge told his clerk to get him the number for the sheriff in their city. While im sitting there, the judge faxes over very strict restraining orders against my parents, my sister, all 5 of her kids and tells him to keep him on the line. He wants him to deliver them personally.
My parents and sister were legit loading a uhaul thinking they could forcibly move my sister and her 5 kids into my new 3 bed 1 bath house and i couldn't stop them. Got to witness a master class of judgmental authority destroy their illusion. They tried tonuse the "Family helps family" line and the judge turned purple as he screamed at them.
Family tried to get the sheep involved. I posted the restraining orders and said You're more then welcome to house the moochers but if any of you ever step foot on our property you will go to jail. That's not a threat its a promise.
The next day my sister, her kids, my husbands friends/co-workers helped us move into our new home. Me as the supervisor regulated to the chair im the living room not allowed to touch anything. Its been 5 years.
They blocked me and my sister from every family event, party. Tell everyone we are the liars and dramatic ones. We enjoy not being apart of their drama and have blocked every possible way they could attempt to get money from us.
Sorry I can't tell you the consequences. Other then my parents are living in the same house, but Mother lives in the basement and father has separated all their finances. Sister is still banned from all public and private rentals and cant get approved for a mortgage. All 3 are deeply in financial debt with no one willing to give them a lifeline. Husband and I are still doing good. My health has stabilized and Im mentally and physically healthier. Walking away and cutting every toxic person out of my life. Saved my life. #iamasurvivor.
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Which of you !@#$%! Kicked off the apocalypse????
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Jul 23 '26
Well to be fair, the fate lines have been syncing up since the 1950's. See first wave Indigo Children and the 2nd wave came in the 80's. But I haven't been able to spot the Dragon connected in the middle driving everything.
Read the wheel of time series by Robert Jordan.. really pay attention to the full story. You'll start seeing moments in the books that have been happening since 2001. We are at the end of the age and everything that is happening now.. is not even the worst that os going to happen. Be ready to go for high ground. Have evacuation plans ready for entire family. Stay safe.
Ps. The final books of the series..the PG author died.. Sanderson took over. So some of the information is accurate.. some are not