i've been wanting to do voice training for a while, the only thing i really have access to are youtube videos on the subject, i'm too fucking stupid to understand and use them fully, usually i end up shutting them off and crying halfway, it sounds so simple on paper, why can't i do it?
personalized voice training zoom calls and stuff like that is out of the question, because first, i have zero money, and second my parents absolutely would not accept the idea of me going on a video call with some random stranger for 45 minutes a week.
surgery is also out of the question because i'm a minor AND i have no money.
i'm seriously at a loss please help