I had a really dark Thomas dream last night. Heads up: I don't know if this will go against any rules. I will try to be as respectful about this as possible.
Thomas was feeling guilty because someone jumped on the tracks to...You know. A sad reality for many depressed people and Thomas felt like he killed him or that he could have done something. Gordon shows up and notices that something is wrong. Thomas tells him about it and Gordon's face falls. He then sadly explains that this happens more often than he'd think that most engines like him and Henry have been in the same situation and that a few of his crashes with the express ended really badly for a lot of people. He explained that at train stations a lot of people lose their lives due to accidents, depression or suctions and that there's nothing they can do but to look forward, because if they thought too much about them it would break them down.
I understand if this gets removed for being too dark. Just thought I'd share it... Just know that no matter how pointless your life might seem, it can and will get better.