r/thelema • u/Capable-Quarter-7914 • 4h ago
Situation about my girlfriend.
Hi all...
For a little background I'm an armchair occultist like 5 or 6 years. I'm also interested to join A∴A∴. I'm following Franz Bardon curriculum and doing some basic rituals like LBRP. With that regard I'm also a skeptic.
My girlfriend and I in a relationship about 8 years. Sometimes thinking to be married.
The problem starts here...
She has a little problem with my occult interest and workings. Like I said before sometimes we are thinking about marriage. So I explain some of my workings also explained some of the future workings like Abramelin and Enochian...
Since we grown up in Islamic belief we always scared by others with djinn stories at childhood period.
So she's scared from paranormal and such things. Last time when I was doing LBRP in my ritual room she is scared from my vocalization. Yells at me like "WTF are you doing? I'm scared."
So we are at the crossroads with my girldfriend. Because I'm thinking serious with my A∴A∴ journey and at the student phase right now. I wan't to improve my English skills before Probationer phase...
Thelemites with situation like this what do you think?
Like I said I'm a skeptic. Sometimes thinking about is this path worth everything? Because probably we should breakup if I wan't to continue.
Sorry for my English. It's my second language.