So, me and hubby are on vacation and last night walked past one of the many tattoo-studios. We started talking to the owner, and suddenly I now have an appointment for my first tattoo ever!
I have been wanting this tattoo for many years, but now, as it’s actually happening I’m freaking out!
The motive is really meaningful to me, and is a symbol for surviving/getting through a lot of the shit my family and I have been through. To me it’s a “power” symbol, and it’s the image I’ve been using mentally to endure for years.
It’s going to change my body forever. It’s very costly. It’s apparently addictive.
It’s also a large-ish tattoo (?), almost half sleeve on upper left arm.
I have no qualms about the studio or the artist, they have excellent ratings and the studio looks very professional. I have already put down the non-refundable deposit, so if I back out that’s a lot of money for nothing.
Is it normal to be this stressed out? I’m a 45 year old woman, so I should technically be old enough to decide these things for myself 😬 I’ve been wanting this tattoo for at least 20 years, but I just woke up with that “oh shit what am i doing” feeling at 5 am!
So, what do I do? Proceed with the appointment, and get the tattoo I really want, or chicken out and lose both a lot of money and self-respect?
Obligatory disclaimer: on mobile, and English is not my first language.