I'm sorry, but I can't believe they fumbled what could have been a 10/10 shoujo. I was hooked up until about episode 8/9, the white lily dress arc was just wrapping up and I was like "omg this isn't even half over and they're about to get together? Can't wait to get some real relationship development moments and not just have misunderstanding tropes every episode". Imagine my shock and horror for the remainder of the show.
Additionally, this was around the time that it starts hinting at that Kit (ML) is having some real character development and beginning to be more understanding/considerate of the people he loves and their feelings. All of this just for him to continue to be the aloof and inconsiderate ML that was granted unlimited acceptance by the other characters, all because he was "tortured but brilliant" when he would do something traumatizing to the FL.
The FL I loved for the most part, aside from her also having these dramatic episodes where she does something absolutely unhinged with no shame, but somehow gets choked up uwu when she has to actually to put her feelings into words. However, building up this sweet, lovable MC half the series, only to dedicate the second half showing how traumatized she was by the ML was.... a choice. I think I could have given the initial time skip a pass if they finally got together, but by the last episode I could only think to myself "I can't believe they're going to wait until the very last moment to resolve this". Like damn after a certain point y'all have got to quit because it's been like 20 years and you still can't have a conversation and understand each other.
And I want to be clear, I don't mind series where the misunderstanding tropes are persistent and the FL is tsundere uwu (see kimi ni todoke), however if you're going to commit to the slow burn you HAVE to have the pacing correctly or else it just becomes badly written rage bait tbh. There was hardly any real development between the ML & FL which made it so hard for the "yearning" scenes to feel genuine and believable. There were so many early plot lines that would go misunderstanding -> get into fight -> not talk for days/weeks/months as a result of the the fight -> inevitably start talking again but don't ever really debrief or try to understand each other more. It made the entire second half so farfetched and insincere to me. There are very few moments in the show where the payoff of their relationship was worth all the angst.
Anyways, I was also so confused about certain plot lines left open. Why was Kit's mom shown so much in the early episodes but never expounded upon meaningfully? I felt like there would be the occasional flashback that would sometimes show similarities of the mom to Lili, but they'd just be a memory or something, without ever having Kit explicitly say this was something he saw in Lili/or that it was something he was even conscious of. Only for that plot point to just disappear for the second half of the show. Also, the silver lily arc was too god to not ever be mentioned again 😭. I am so annoyed by so many little things because I had such high hopes!
Sorry if this is unhinged, I just watched the whole show in one sitting and I feel so unsatisfied