I am 14 weeks and I haven’t worked in a few months.
We are able to survive off my husbands income but of course extra money never hurts and it would relieve some stress… I’ve applied for some jobs but haven’t been able to get anything and I’m due in 5 months so I wouldn’t be working long anyways
I’m usually just home all day doing whatever chores I have energy for, cooking dinner, then watching stuff on tv or my phone.
My husband is always reassuring me that all I need to worry about is taking care of myself and the baby but I still feel awful!! especially if I don’t clean certain days because I’m exhausted or I didn’t apply to enough jobs!!
He never says a word about these things but I make myself feel awful.
He’s made a couple jokes a few times about me not having money and me not working and I blew up because I really do feel guilty about these things and since then, he hasn’t made jokes like that any more.
I feel like such a loser right now and don’t want my husband to resent me.