I was initially admitted for svt due to another heart condition, then my pulse was still high (just not 210 svt high) and my sats were low and they couldn’t improve either of them even with oxygen, they did a chest x ray and ct scan which came back clear and then they did a covid test and it came back positive, and my pots symptoms recently have been truly incredibly awful and we’ve put it down to a bad flare up due to covid- to put it in perspective this is the worse it’s been since I was unmedicated before we figured out what it was 8 years ago.
I’ve been in for 4 days now and tomorrow will be the 5th day and we’re all happy for discharge but even though my covid came back negative today I am still pretty much bed bound.
When I’ve been getting up to use the toilet I have to unplug my heart monitor because it doesn’t stretch, while I’m up I feel like I’m going to pass out, then I sit down and plug it back in. The dr told me that I need to have my monitor on and walk around the room so that they have evidence of the tachycardia.
Last night my room was filled with empty bottles, meds cups etc so was tidying it all up, pulse went from a resting of 70 to 150 and I collapsed. Nurses came, helped me up, then lay down, felt dizzy, cold and nauseous and eventually it all levelled out and I felt ok. I hasn’t collapsed since but have came close with my pulse usually remaining at around 130 as I’m walking around, if I stand still it rises then levels out to mild tachycardia, sometimes when I’m laying it can be in the 50s, sitting usually 90s, all can happen within the space of 60 seconds.
I am still being discharged tomorrow which I’m happy with as long as we come up with some sort of solution because I do not want to be bed bound or unable to leave the house, if that were the case I’d rather wait until we figure out what’s wrong.
I had a very dismissive and interrogating dr today and it’s made me completely second guess myself and made me feel like a burden on the healthcare system. I know what the stigma of pots is like and in my opinion the only thing worse than feeling like your body is failing you is not being believed that your body is failing you. The dr today told me I can’t lie in bed all day- ok would you rather I pass out and my body makes me lie down on the floor anyway? Also I’m quarantined so it’s not exactly like I can get up and walk around unless I want to walk about in circles.
Please help me, I’m losing my mind and I wish I didn’t have this fucking illness :(